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1:13pm I lost even more

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I took out another $50 loan from the Dave app after it was automatically paid off earlier today plus the fees. So yes, I take (I ran into to cross the road, almost got hit by a light blue sedan) Anyway, I take out $50 again which had like $11 worth of fees. Anyway, I put the $50 into Chumba casino and lost it. What's worse is that I fell into a slight ditch because I was distracted by my phone when wslking to the gas station to catch up with my 2nd eldest sis. That really hurt my back, plus I didn't win in the end. Also, before my sis and I left I was bit by a mosquito on my cheek. Another mosquito buzzed by my right side when writing this. Also, I hate my life right now. Also, I was so ahead with my finances this week but now I'm back where I stsrted but worse.  I hate this!!!!! At least I ordered paper products, eyeliner and a snack wrap with my DoorDash gift card. Anyway, this financial situation sucks, why can't I ever win $20,000+ plus like those other people that ...

12:27pm I lost everything

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So I finally received $1,200 from my winnings at LoneStarCasino. They gave me a VIP coupon of $210 extra on a $699 purchase, so I took it. I made it up to $984, but still had to play through the rest. I lost it all down to $0.39. I blame Spinomenal and M2Play and Playson, those providers were just the worst. Especially that Sailor Moon clone game by M2Play, I was down to like $500, so I did $5 spins out of desperation, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. This was the time it didn't work. It gave me so many near misses to getting the bonus that it felt like torture. I was down to $120 from $500 something now. So then I closed LoneStarCasino and went to Winbonanza, they had some coupons such as $70 extra on a $200 purchase and about $50 extra on about $150. I brought both of them and lost brutally. I did mange to win the 4 free spin symbol super bonus on Hacksaw Gaming Epic Zeus. I was betting max bet of $3.60 per spin, and my bonus for the 12 free spin round was only like ...

10:56pm Jade

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I re-discovered this mysterious parcel after looking for my box of hair relaxer. I open it open then I realized that it was that crystal bracelet that I brought from Etsy some months back. It looks so gorgeous. It kind of reminds me of the glass little mermaid figure from the Little Mermaid live action movie my little siblings and I watched earlier. Anyway, thanks for reading! I look so pretty wearing it!! Update, I encountered these green shorts on the ground, they must have fell off the dryer. These are the same shorts that I brought a little while back to try and wear shorts and tights, I didn't do that combo in the end with these shorts unfortunately, I guess too much PTSD from getting yelled at by my farther years ago when I was smaller and wearing something similar. My farther was in my dream earlier today, though. He helped me with my photos Hooters... Auto correct is keep turning "Photo Shoot into "Hooter...

5:31am

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I received like $1,000 something into my account this morning after having a dream that I was modeling. I woke up from my dream and bumbed the back of my head upon getting up at around 3am, it's 5:32am now and my head still hurts. I had received $66 in one account and $66 in my other account. This was from my work. The $990 was from WinBonanza. I then deposited about $1,029 into RealPrize, withdrew $1,000. $29 loss. I then tried out Yay casino, they had a $19.99 offer that grants $40. I worked it up to $58, but sharply lost it all basically.  $19.99 loss. LoneStar Casino wrote me back after I told them yesterday about my $750 loss, they granted me $100 SC and a coupon. I lost the $100 SC. Why is LoneStar so impossible to win at? Also, last night I won $23 off $1.50 free play at Baba Casino, I lost it all last night. This losing streak is sickening. Thanks for reading. Update: 7:16am I canceled my $1,000 redemption and redeemed $1,200.  I had like $40 left behind to...

4:56pm Frustration

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I saw a free 50 spins with 67 SC pack for $67 dollars at Megabonanza via email, so I brought it got up to like $92 then lost it. So then I canceled my redemption at LoneStarCasino of $730 something. I thought to my self that I should only play with the $30 something and leave the $700 alone, but I thought I had more control. I eventually lost all the $730 something down to $0.11 cents. I feel so numb. I was doing so well, paid off loans and bills and I was feeling greatful for my winning streak. Gosh, this sux. I brought that $600 for $750 pack earlier today via lone star. I withdrew like $600 something. But then I put $20 into Chumba casino and lost, so then I cancled my LoneStarCasino redemption and made it up to $730 something. But then I put $67 into Megabonanza, then lost so I cancled my $730 redemption to try and make back the $67, it went horribly wrong. I feel so distressed. This is mental torture. Thanks for reading. 5:03 pm.

Possession

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1:30pm a few moments ago after I was done taking my shower I was desiring power, I fantasized about being a Demon Queen and taking over the country.  While I'm levitating I'll announce,  "I'm Alan! The daughter of Satan!". Yes, I believe that the power is mines. I was thinking to myself, "Satan, you may take control of me". Then I felt this surge of energy enter my head, it felt so overwhelming, but I was able to handle it. Immediately I felt more powerful, I saw on the floor a stain that looked like a demon with horns on the side of their head. I then began laughing!!! Thanks for reading! Chocolate from earlier today, it looked like me, so I told myself, "I'm Queen Alan" I thought the quote "Cheers to where we're at" was pretty funny and inspiring because I was thinking that the red foil folds remind me of my Vaginoplasty, and it's been a year since the surgery. ...

Late Night Shopping

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So I did a survey earlier which paid $100. I also felt a bit prosperous because I've been building up that $266 I received from my job last week close to $1,800+, so I've been feeling pretty fortunate. About an hour ago, I went shopping at Walmart with my 2nd youngest sister and we checked out a little after 11pm.  A Walmart lady called out to use because we almost left forgetting a bag of groceries. I thanked her darley as the bag was handed to me. A bag of Styrofoam cups and Whole Grain Goldfish Crackers. Now that's good customer service, unlike earlier today when the mean Wendy's employee yelled at me for trying to redeem a Frosty coupon. My eldest sister wanted a Frosty tonight, but my 2nd youngest sis and I weren't feeling Wendy's because we were concerned what would happen. I suggest a McDonald's sundae, and she agreed, as she does like the sundaes better. Anyway, tonight was pretty fun. Thanks for reading! No spo9ns available, ...