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Earlier today I only had like $4 left on Chumbacasino left from my balance of $119. I worked up the $4 up to $150 and cashed out. My brother and 2nd youngest sister and I went to the store to get some things. I was thinking of getting Wendy's after with my points. Later, my brother asked if he can get French fries, so I was like I was thinking the same thing. I cancel my chumba casino balance of $150, redeem a $15.15 door dash gift card for the Wendy's. The Wendy's was pretty awesome. Although, my $150 was now $135, so I gambled on the gravity roulette which was so helpful to me earlier today. I mange to turn the $135 into like $250-$260+, which was so cool. I tried to go the extra mile, but quickly I started losing. So I doubled up on my bets and stuff to try and get back to where I was. It wasn't working. Also, somehow I pressed the wrong thing and placed several $5 bets bonus number throughout the table. That wasn't my intention, but it was too late, it was like ...

Tonight, I deposited $50 at Chumba Casino, made $119, wanted to make more but lost it down to like $5.06. I then canceled my $239 withdrawal at Winbonanza that I redeemed earlier yesterday, I turned $130 into $239 earlier, so it was profit, but I canceled my withdrawal in hopes of making my $50 back. I turned the $239 into $280, I should have cashed out then, but I tried to make that $50 back exactly. I ended up turning that $280 into $50 ): I then canceled my $102 withdrawal request at Clubs Poker which I made from $22 dollars earlier yesterday. I ended up running that down to like $0. I feel so hopeless now. Please call 988 if you feel similar. Thanks for reading.

So basically my Mom's friends, Shayron and Cica came over to visit yesterday and today.  Yesterday they showed my siblings and I old family photos of my Mommy and us. After that, they brought us dinner. The next day which was today, they took us on a fun Florida park trip where we went on a boat ride on a glass bottom boat, just like the one that my Mommy rode in back in the day. The boat ride was pretty fun. After we went to the Cafe, Shayron treated us, she got me an iced vanilla coffee. I think my 2nd youngest sister probably mentioned to her that I liked that one. The coffee was pretty good. My eldest sis and brother were home cause my eldest sis wasn't feeling too well, he stayed with her which was nice of him, I originally volunteered to stay with her, but my younger siblings really wanted me to go on the trip, so I did and my brother dropped us off at the park and returned home to stay with big sis. The trip was pretty cool, we then went to Publix then home in Cica's...

I had $14.44 left on my Discover card, so I made a $9.99 payment on Americanluck Casino for the $11 pack. I worked my balance up to $20 something, then lost it all down to $0.10. I feel so sick. It's 3:43pm, still haven't eaten. Thanks for reading.

It began some days ago, I won a lot of money, probably $800+ after playing with my survey money and stuff. A few days ago I put like $170 into Spree casino, I lose it, but manage to make like an extra hundred on Winbonanza, so that made my loss just like $70. Then I received my $50.21 deposit from Yay Casino. I lose it on Megabonanza, so that made my loss like $120. I cancel my $160 redemption on Spindoo to try and make the money back, I lose it down to $70. I cancel my $300.21 redemption on RealPrize, I lose. At 4 something am, I then play with my balance on Spindoo, make it up to $207. I'm not satisfied, I cancel the $207 redemption, I lose $7. Redeem again at $200. Then after my nap, I wake up around 10am, I cancel the redemption to try and make more money, I almost lose it all, but managed to make it all back to at least $170-$196 a few times. But then, I tried to make it back to at least $200-$500 and beyond, but I quickly lose it all. I've turned my $207 into $0.07 cents,...

Today on my way out of the McDonald's Women's Restroom. The McDonald's Lady I held the door open for earlier,  asked "I meant to ask you, is if there's a preferred name I'd like to use. I was like, just "Alan" (: She's like, okay I'll make sure not to mention when taking your order. I was like, thanks so much ♥︎ That was so nice of her to ask about my name preferences & stuff ♡ Like, especially since I was like having some social anxiety a few moments before while I was in the bathroom, like "what if I'm banned from the women's bathroom?" "What if I get into an altercation?". Anyway, it's definitely pretty awesome of people to respect me for me and stuff. People IRL in my town are definitely more kind to me than people online. By the way, my order code was FF74, that kinda sounds like FFS. Can you believe it's been a year since my Facial Feminization Surgery? That to me is fantastic! Thanks for reading!...

Earlier today this morning after playing on RealPrize and stuff, I made a $100 deposit on Chumba Casino in an attempt to further chase my losses of $390 on Zula. I turned the $100 on Chumba into about $317, lost some, won some, and I feel like I'm comfortable at withdrawing at $302.17. I've tried making more before, didn't go well, so I'll withdrawal. I've also got like $28 something in DoorDash for free thanks to Chumba this afternoon. Loss chase so far, I've made back about $331 out of the $380-$390, I've lost earlier, so that's good. Thanks for reading!

My $202 Yay casino virtual debit card came in so I tested it on RealPrize since Chumba didn't work. It worked on RealPrize, and I brought a $250 pack for $199.99. I turned my $250 into about $475-$445, but then I lost it all down to $300.23, which still isn't too bad, I guess. I'll try to get some sleep now. Thanks for reading.

So I was feeling bad about my Zula Casino balance losing $20, and losing $50 on Americanluck, so I played the rest of my $360 balance on Zula Casino in hopes of making more money. I lost a lot, then made it up to $380-$390, then lost it to $120, then back up to $330-$360, but now I've lost it down to $0.38 cents. I feel so sad. I knew I shouldn't of have tried to make more money. My $300s balance on Zula has been in limbo for over a week due to the fact that my account has to be re-verified due to my request to change my bank account. The whole re-verification has been so tedious and the temptation to play with my Zula Casino balance was too great. I've tried not to, I knew that's what they wanted me to do, I tried my best, but I caved. Now I've stayed up all night and now it's morning and I'm even more broke and feeling broken. I hate myself so much right now. Thanks for reading.

I brought $30 in packs on Zula Casino, profited about $20, lost my $20 in profit, so then I canceled my $50 redemption on Americanluck and turned that $50 into $80 something, wanted to make more, but then I practically lost it all. This sux. Thanks for reading.

$1.60 Free play on Pulszbingo, I worked it up to $10.83, redeemed a Starbucks GC with a 1% bonus for $10.93.  A far cry from my dream where I won $1900, but I'll take a free real life reality coffee. Thanks for reading!

I played $1.27 of free play on Americanluck Casino and I won a $50 bonus on my last $0.25 cent spin, which was pretty lucky. The game was Queen of the Tribes. Spinomenal games don't usually payout like that, so I was definitely surprised at the outcome. I then played $0.20 on Diamond 10x and won $0.40. I made a withdrawal at $50.42. Thanks for reading.

So I played with my Yay casino balance of $142, got it up to $152, lost it down to $136. Went outside to see that my childhood books that I've collected and some I hand made were destroyed by rain water. I feel awful, I go back inside and accidentally hurt my right shoulder on the way to the bathroom. I gamble with the $136 left out of sadness, I make it up to $160 something, lose it down to $90 something, win it back to $205, lose about $3 dollars, withdrew a virtual card at $202.32. My brother had my things in a bag while cleaning outside for things to keep, but unfortunately it suffered rain damage, he felt guilty but I reassured him that it wasn't his fault, and I thanked him for gathering my stuff. You know, I too left some things outside in a different location. I put them in the shade on the purch to protect them from the rain, but unfortunately yesterday's rain was more of a storm, and everything outside got water damaged, even if they were under the roof. The bucke...

About $305 in my Zula Casino account I can't withdraw as yet because I wanted to change bank accounts and now I have to wait for the verification process to complete again, it's been a few days so far. I play dime spins on some Hacksaw Games, win a little I went from $305 to $312, decide to play more, then lose a lot, and even more as I increase bet size hoping to regain what I've lost but alas I only lose faster. I eventually reached as low as $260, but I recovered to about $295, almost back to baseline. I try to reach at least $305 again, but alas I lose over a hundred. My balance now at $194 in an attempt to gain more $10, I've lost $100 more. So I stay up even longer, till eventually around 4am, I make some breakthroughs, and I eventually return to my $300s balance and then some. I currently stand at $330. The peace of mind of getting my money back, it was worth the red eye and sacrificed sleep. Thanks for reading. You know, I think this all started because I notice...

Luckylandslots had a $10 for $30 deal, so I thought, deal. But in the end, I lost it all to like $0.09 cents. I feel sick. Thanks for reading.

I won about $54 for free after playing with my free $6 bonus on crowncoinscasino. I wanted to make a little more, but I ended up losing it all down to 4 cents. Gosh, this sux. At least I got to speak with my therapist earlier today, so I feel a bit less tense than usual. Thanks for reading.

In an attempt to regain my $40 loss, I played my $177 balance on Yay casino after I realized that I won't be getting my $100 swagbucks withdrawal instantly. I lost like $37 on Yay casino, my balance now stands at like $140. I feel so disgusted and sickened and deep into depression. Thanks for reading. 2:55am.

I deposited $20 on Chumba Casino after I had some success gambling on Zula and Yay Casino. I mange to get my $20 up to like $75, but I wanted to make it up to $100 to withdraw cash. I then lose multiple rounds, no matter the slot, it's like a switch went off. I eventually lose all $75 down to a few cents. I try again with another $20 deposit, my last $20 of my $200 incentive I received from doing a survey the other week or so. I end up losing my last $20 to Chumba, again. How can I deposit $80 into Zula Casino, make $303. Deposit $50 into Yay casino and make $177. But deposit $40 into Chumba then lose it all so fast? Ugh,  I'm so tired, crused and stressed right now. I should have invested the rest of my $40 into that Palmon game I've been playing. I've put a lot of money into that game so far, like maybe $60-$80 within hours of my $200 incentive arriving. Also, what stressed me about the $200 I got was the fact that depositing it to my bank incurred a six percent fee, ...

So my eldest sister is feeling better and she was discharged and prescribed some meds. We're on the way back home. I feel asleep on the hospital chairs a lot. Thanks for reading.

I called the ambulance for my eldest sister, she was on the floor in pain. My siblings and I helped her out the door in a wheelchair and the ambulance arrived swiftly. This is such a dark night. My eldest sister was fine half an hour ago before I left with my brother to pick up my 2nd eldest sister at her nightshift. On the way back, I arrive to my youngest sibling saying that sister is sick. I then see her collapse in the hallway. I was in so much shock. I consult with my siblings about calling the medics. My 2nd youngest sister advises me to call. My big brother notices my sister's worsening condition, so he informs me to call 911, thus I call and try my best to remain calm so that way the operator can understand me. My brother gets my sister into a wheelchair and we move some stuff out of the way so she can exit the door in the wheelchair. It's so shocking that she was fine like half an hour ago, then can't stand anymore, taken into an ambulance. On her ambulance stretch...

So I played $0.40 something cents of free play on Megabonanza and worked it up all the way to $93.15 over the course of what felt like hours, thus I've won back the money I've lost today at the virtual casinos, plus $3 dollars extra. Thanks for reading!

I brought the $9.99 pack for $14 at WinBonanza and I lost badly and I feel so depressed most certainly. Thanks for reading.

I lost like $80, $49.99 on RealPrize and $29.99 on LoneStarCasino. What's worse is that my wifi payment is tomorrow. I thought that I can make some extea money by buying the $29.99 package on LoneStar that had a value of $60. That didn't work out well. So I tried RealPrize which had a $49.99 pack for a value of $80. I lost that too. I feel so sick. That was my money from WinBonanza that came in today for $116. Hopefully I get my next deposit tomorrow for $118. Gosh, I feel so sick. It's ironic too, I was going to make a video on TikTok this morning about how to win at Gambling Online, which would be, not to deposit any of your own money into it. Just use free play and casino sponsorships. Thanks for reading.