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I ordered a medium fries for my 2nd eldest sister. Earlier, my eldest brother recommended that we go inside McDonald's because it might be faster. So I ordered for pickup at the counter. My 2ne youngest sis and I entered McDonald's. I encountered my McDonald's employee friend there, we greeted each other. I soon get my medium fries, then my younger sis and I exit. I see my employee friend again, we told each other to have a great day. I was like, thanks, you too! My employee friend approached me and asked what my pronouns were. I was like, she/her. She/Her ♡ My friend was like, thumbs up and said "mines are He/Him". I was like, cool! ♡◇♡◇♡ My 2nd youngest sis watched us interact,  she looked proud. It's kind of funny, earlier today I was thinking about how my pronouns can sometimes be "he/him" and how my IG bio had "She/Her/He". But, you know, being referred to with She/Her pronouns makes me feel more like me. Anyway, thanks for reading, tr...

I took a shower before and after playing hard with my pusay on her surgery anniversary. I even watched a video of me from last February year when I still had a wormy to look back and reflect and realize... I really did get my money's worth from my FFS and Vaginoplasty, because I looked totally different. Although, I did look pretty hot with the blue & pink pastel wig. I had a fun shower, but my pusay kind of stings now. But anyway....  I went back to Americanluck Casino and cancled my $70.04 redemption because I was worried about money and I was hungry to make more of it. I ended up losing it badly, like downs to a few cents left.  So then I cancled my $514 dollar redemption at LoneStarCasino in an attempt to make my $70 back. It began well, I was up like $60, but it didn't end well because I tried to make more money and before I knew it I've lost like $100+ dollars of my winnings, until I won it back on one last game and made out redeeming $606....

I was playing with my $1 something free play on Americanluck and I worked it up to like $71, I ended up redeeming $71.04. This is a good comeback from when I lost like $60 something at Americanluck while recovering from Vaginoplasty in the hospital. I'm pretty greatful for the $70, but somber at the same time because I'm still drowning in loan repayments and installment payments. But, it's better than nothing! Thanks for reading!

So it's been a year since my Vaginoplasty, yes! Me with my HRT baggie. Also my $266 from Swiss Colony came in earlier today, as well as $50 something from ManyVids one of the platforms I post on. The $50 something from MV was short lived because most of it was deducted by my WiFi bill, which isn't too bad because I need the wifi to post more stuff, so that's actually kind of bad-azz that my body paid for the internet. Anyway, I had like $266 still, so I put $199 into LoneStarCasino and $19 into Yay Casino. LoneStarCasino gave me a $30 credit earlier, and their email still called me "brother" even though I corrected them that it was "sister" last time, but I still appreciated the customer service nonetheless. I also had a $199 coin pack worth $300. I played Plinko since it was low volatility and easy return. I eventually withdrew like $300 something. The $19 pack worth $40 on Yay casino, I worked that up to $50, enough for a withdr...

So today I worked like 7+ hours at my job, because I need the money. Earlier today my 2nd youngest sister asked about asking Daddy for like $10 because we needed juice and rice. So I'm like, ok. So I texted Daddy about it, and he sent $60, so I thanked him. Although, I was saddened that it landed in the account which had a negative balance of like $79 from the automotiv Grant App loan repayment, so my account ended up being like -$18. Still not a positive balance for groceries. I didn't let my Daddy know about that because I felt so guilty. Gambling debt has ruined me this week. I should have just cut my bloody losses. I ended up $2,500+ in the right direction a few weeks ago, but then I began losing at these casinos so badly that I'm now like -$500+ in the red. Gosh, I hate this I hate this I hate this!!!! I've been trying to fix my money issues with these dang online methods, such as crypto trading, gambling and stock trading, yet I'm just right where ...

I feel beyond sad right now. I just took out another $20 loan, make that $22.99 if you add the expenses fee. Anyway, I lost $15 of it at Spree and $5 at Winbonanza. This loss streak could have been avoided if I just didn't lose $300 of my $2,200 winnings a few weeks ago. All this wouldn't be happening right now. I hate my life. Thanks for reading.