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I lost $20 at Chumba Casino, I hate this! How can I go from earning hundreds on $50, to losing hundreds nowadays? They've definitely changed their algorithm. Anyway,  Thanks for reading ♡

So my $42.75 gift card arrived after I lost $5 on GlobalPoker and $24.99 on Baba Casino. I put $39.99 into Real Prize Casino after getting rejected by a survey which I was pre-qualified for because I think I was too honest about my mental health diagnosises (I knew that I shouldn't have selected Schizophrenia and Bipoloar and Depression and Anxiety). Anyway, I out $39.99 into RealPrize for the $64 pack, then I eventually win and lose and win until withdrawing $113.52. With the remaining balance on my gift card, about $2.76, I brought cookies from Amazon. Thanks for reading.

I lost $24.99 from my $81 payment I received from that xxx site I use. I lost it from Baba Casino, they had a $50 pack for $24.99, so I brought it and lost it all. I feel so dirty. I spent so much time earning all that money. At least I got to spend $49 on my Health Insurance before I lost the $24.99. Thanks for reading. 7:39pm.

So my Florida Blue insurance wasn't paid for this time because of Yay casino scamming me. I tried desperately to regain another $50, so I put $9.99 into Golden Heart Games new site coined Coin Wizard. I paid $9.99 for the $25 pack. I ended up losing all my money, now profit at all. These online casinos have gotten super trashy, forget about their promised 96%+ return on investment, it's all a lie, you lose everything. I feel so sick emotionally and physically, my throat has been hurting for the last few days and I'm restless due to being haunted by my finances and depression. Hell, I didn't even plan on living this long to begin with, I had myself dead years ago at 16. Anyway, please contact 988 if you feel depressed. Thank you. Thanks for reading!

So once again I lost $49.99 on Yay casino, which really is ashame because I waited weeks for my $60 to come in and hoped that it'll come in time to pay for my health insurance bill, and it did come in time like 10:04pm, right before the due date of June 1st.   I received a $57 gift card, $3 was taken as a fee by the survey company. However, yaycasino had an offer for $100 for $49.99, I knew that if I played it right I could have at least an extra $40-$50 for free and pay off some of my loans. However, it didn't go so well and I quickly lost all my money. I feel Yay casino has fallen, I used to make so much with that site, no it's just not fair. At least, at least, I also received $50 to my PayPal tonight with my other surveys, I used a lot of that for late-night Walmart grocery shopping with my 2nd youngest sister. Thanks for reading.

My new black dress and purple pantyhose look super cute! Also, I had a bunch of dreams earlier today; A lady drowning underwater and going unconscious so she stabbed her throat to re-energize herself and attempt to pull her boyfriend up as well. Parents surprising their trans daughter with a spool of aqua blue thread and the mom letting her know that now she can make what ever she wants. (I thought that dream with the seamstress trans daughter was so touching and it reminded me of how my Mommy brought me 3DS Max some months ago so that way I can make things). Also in my dreams, a glow-in-the-dark light show at a church. My Daddy listening to the song "I think I'm falling for you, I've been waiting all my life and now I've found you, I think I'm falling for you". (That's the song that got stuck in my head at the mental hospital last year, I love it!). Also, in my dream, I was at the kitchen and I said to myself something like, "I'm inte...