MintCoaTea

After all those online casino losses and hundreds lost and dreams shattered and Bux777 and Winbonanza not even caring and gaslighting me after I reached out to them, I've felt overwhelmingly tired. Hopefully I'm not dying yet, I still need to win my money back and get my surgery. Why did it have to be priced so high, why $15,600? Now I've been chasing money all year till no end, just like last year. Thanks for reading.

I feel so hurt! I think I've lost about $2,000 dollars from what started as a $60 loss. Last night I was preparing to go to sleep after a successful winning streak that week and I was finally getting bills paid and I was waiting on about $2,300 in redemptions. I saw that I had $60 in my account so then at around 12am at night, I went to CardCrush casino on my phone, And I brought the $60 offer for $80, that to me was essentially $20 in profit 📈  But then I lost the $60, so I felt awful. I was already very tired, so my impulse control was weakened and my OCD was increased. I was in a dream-like state and I needed to make my $60 back, that was my main thought. So then I cancled my $69 redemption at Winbonanza and I lost it. Then I cancled $100 redemption from WinBonanza and lost it. Then I cancled my $200 redemption from Winbonanza then lost it. Then I cancled my $50 redemption at Yay casino. So then I felt even worse. Then I logged onto Baba Casino, I really didn't want to canc...

After losing $300 at Bux777, I cancled my $800 dollar redemption at Baba Casino and lost it. That $1,131 redemption that I worked so hard for is gone now stemming from a late night loss chasing session that started with a $59.99 dollar loss from CardCrush. I feel so freaking depressed right now, I can't even describe it!!! I hate my self! I want to die!!!!! Please call 988 if you feel similar.

I received about $284 earlier today from my weekly pay, so then all I could think of was recovering my losses from last night. It was 5am, and I put $300 into Bux777 for their 100% offer. I got $600, but the wagering requirements were horrible. I had to wager about $3,000 dollars to cash out. I made it up to about $1,200 left of wagering requirements before I was completely drained. I feel so sore and so hurt, and I didn't even get much sleep before clocking into work. Thanks for reading.

I was curious if my Yay casino funds hit my Chime as yet,  not as yet, but I saw that there was $62 in my chime account so I wanted to turn a quick profit before going to sleep. I brought the $59 pack at CardCrush which gave me $80, I lost it abd felt guilty. I ca cancled my $69 redemption at Winbonanza, then my $100 redemption, then my $200 redemption, then I had no more redemptions at Winbonanza. Then I went to Yay casino and cancled my $50 redemption that I got earlier from a $20 pack for $40, lost that. I feel so heartbroken, I lost $60 + $70 = $130 $130 + 200 = $330 + $50 = $380 in minutes. Actually, I forgot to add another $100,  so I lost $480 ): I feel so, so sick right now. I just wanted to go to sleep, I was already in bed, why didn't I just sleep ): I was about to cancel my Baba Casino redemption of $1,131, but I'll call it a night. I feel so hurt right now, I don't want to get even more hurt. Thanks for reading. Update 12:26am I cancled my $1,131 redemption at B...

It arrived about an hour or two ago, this new blue dress that I ordered from Walmart earlier today for about $1.60. It looks pretty, pretty ♥︎ It arrived right after I showed the dress to my 2nd youngest sis on my phone and after I was researching Ella Morgan after I saw her appear in my image search for trans flag dress. Pretty cool, most definitely. Thanks for reading, truly!