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We visited mommy tonight

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Tonight the family and I visited mommy in the ICU. It was visitation one at a time this time. I didn't see her before I wanted to see her once she gets better. I didn't want my last memory of her to be sedated.  The last time I saw her, we spoke, we talked, we laughed. That's the last memory I wanted of her the last time I saw her. My brother understood. I asked about her condition. He said that she's on her side, she has pneumonia. They're going to try chemotherapy in the morning. The biopsy hasn't come in yet, but they're going to try chemo tomorrow. I understood. I felt like extinguishing myself. I felt like this was all my fault. My older brother knew what I was thinking and he told me that it wasn't my fault. Also, on the way back to the car I was talking to myself about su1cid3 and stuff. My 2nd youngest sister didn't want me talking about su1cid3.  I was like, how did you know? She's like, I can hear you. Then I quietly told myself somethi...
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I ordered a leotard!

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With my eBay gift card from the other day and the remnants of my Elvolve bank and trust settle ment on the MasterCard , I ordered a shiny meralic leotard tonight. I'm excited for it's arrival ♡ And with the last $2 something on the card, I ordered 100x "Payment is due stickers", lol. I'm planning on making some, well, intriguing and interesting content soon >_0 Thanks for reading!
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7:42pm. I gave my sister her Bday gifts.

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Took me a while, but I finally gave my eldest sis her birthday gifts. She loved them and said, Thank you Alan. I was like, it is my pleasure I'm glad you like them (: Happy belated birthday, I said. Then she side hugged me. I gave her a hello kitty sippy and a cupcake candle, she loved them! That made me feel happy ♡ Thanks for reading!
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I lost about all my money

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6:52pm. I like lost all my momey. $60 something on PayPal, +$25 of settlement MasterCard and a $10 gift card. Dead, all dead by this afternoon. I feel like throwing up. It started with winning $10 Starbucks gift card for free via Pulz. Then after that, I needed a way to double my $49 something. I was cents off from getting the $90 for $49.99 deal at LoneStarCasino. [After I saw that I still had $49 something on PayPal even after a $30 deposit at BetUs (more on that later), I actually tried desperately to make a few more cents at CloudConnect by doing a few more surveys, but they didn't pay me in time].  I had a dream of them earlier, winning $999 from a $2.55 bet or somethin, but being unable to redeem due to account violations due to some trap music edit. Anyway, back to reality. I go to goldenheartsgames, go to RevU to look for offers to double my money. I take their BetUs offer to get $49 after a $30 wager. So I took the offer, and I didn't receive cr...
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Stockings Sorting

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2pm-ish, my 2nd eldest sis was looking for her fishnets so then I let her know that they were probably in that bag. I helped her sort through the bag, I let her know that they were mostly mines in there. I had a lot of fishnet bodysuits and a glittery leotard in there, she actually took a few of my bodysuits for her selection of clothes to wash. I think she also took my black pantyhose. I felt a bit honored. I reiterated a few times that the bodysuits need washing because, they've been everywhere (on me). She understood, and she's like yeah I know and on your.. you know before you had the surgery.  I laughed. It was fun sorting the bag of stockings with her, I felt we were just sisters. Also, she asked to borrow my dress as well. That also felt like an honor ♡ Thanks for reading!
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6:08pm my Mommy calls

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At 6:08pm, my mommy called through the white Toyota car my older brother was driving. My 2nd eldest sister and I are the 2 passengers. My mom called to say that she was getting sent to the ICU to help her breath, and that the nurses allowed her to give one last call. I told my mommy, "I love you". And my siblings in the call said the same message. The call was brief, but emotional. My brother than cried, inconsolable. I cheered him up by saying that she's getting help. I feel, empty right now. Yesterday, we visted her at Gainesville. She was transferred from the local hospital to Gainesville a day or two later from her initial hospital location. Earlier today I wrote this below, The Roof is finally being repaired today, and the bad news is that my mom is still in the hospital, unfortunately. She had to go 4 days ago, we visited her yesterday, she was more sick than we thought, I hope she pulls through, it was a little more than just a cold in the end, unfortunately. She h...
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Starbux Tree

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So I went into starbux with my 2nd youngest sis to order coffee with my GC and use the potty. The GC covered most of it, it was only $0.22 for the coffee in the endy. After the potty, my sis held my order for me and the water I ordered for her. I thanked her. I later noticed that the employee drew a tree on my mocha frap coffee, that was cute indeed. I later played some Pulz casino and won 100× $0.10 free play bet and redeemed a $10 ebay GC, so that's basically free momey if I don't count my previous purchases and losses and only take in my free play into account. Thanks for reading. Funny it's a tree, I told my youngest sibling earlier today that I'm one with the trees, and that at the mental hospital I told my therapist that my lemon tree died, but I got a new one. Thanks again for reading.
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