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CPS X Toothpaste

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So cps came over days after a massive hole formed in my mom's bedroom. Today, my mom got distressed from CPS and had to go to the ambulance. The family got Interviewed and I changed my clothes and got to try out my Dove spray and Stevia toothpaste which made me itchy in my throat cause it's Stevia, but I wanted something more natural even though I knew I was allergic but this kinda sucks, all of this sucks. Hopefully my mom recovers things work out okay for us. Thanks for reading.

3:49am, I lost $3

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I lost my last $3 of the Study GC to Moozi Casino. I actually worked it up to about $30 something, but then lost it all back down to $3, then $0.12 cents thanks to the rigged Hacksaw Gaming games, F you Hacksaw once more. I feel sick to my core. P.S. I tried to buy Lingerie on Amazon, since there was $3.48 left on my card, however the tremendous gift card failed Amazon's new security system, so I put the last $3 into Moozi Casino. My card now has $0.48 cents left, dang it. Thanks for reading.

2:49am, I lost another $7.99

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I hate myself so much! I purchased a $7.99 pack from Pulz that grants $10 in play and I lost it all. I bloody feel like dying right now, my money on my study gift card has gone down to about $3 dollars. I wasted like $90 on gambling tonight, F this!!! If you're feeling depressed like me, please call 988. Thank you.

2:08am I lost $82

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I lost like $82 at real prize casino. I was baited with their $29.99 for $75 deal, so I brought that and got down to $5, I felt ashamed and couldn't even cash out until $45, so I brought the $51.99 for $60 something deal and lost that as well, a broom even feel and hit my shoulder while I was playing evo play American Sevens, more like dead spins sevens, I've lost so much there.  I feel so shaken and terrible, I got that money from the raw and emotional Foster Care study that took me like 3 hours to complete and I waited weeks for the $150 [$142.50 after fees] to arrive. And now that it has arrived it looks like most of it is gone in a night. I just tried to double my money and stuff, but I ended up losing all of it, I hate RealPrize!!!! At least I was able to get my Health Insurance renewed first so it's not a total loss. But, I couldn't get the home internet plan I was looking forward to for about $60. I did the head math that I'll have like $63 left after buying ...

I paid for my insurance plan, again!

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Once again while inside of Publix I renewed my Insurance plan right on the Due date this date. I received the $142.50 incentive from the Foster Care study tonight so I used that moments later to pay off my health insurance policy.  Earlier, we explored the storage unit and my brother pointed out that he found my bag that I was looking for. I looked into my green bucket and into that bag and found the things I needed, I even found unexpected though highly needed lady diapers which I can finally change into a new once once I get some since I've been in the same one for 2 days, but anyway I also found my green panties and bra which were going to be the first real pretty panties and bra I wear since vaginoplasty.  However my first real pretty panties and bra I ended up wearing since vaginoplasty ended up being some sexy red and black ones which I wore on the 14th...

I won $61.61

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I played some Megabonanza $1.90 free play and played some fairy game then a pyramid game, totalling $61.61 in winnings, so I redeemed that, not looking back. Also, multiple holes formed in the roof,  I had a dream that I won $1,400, And before the dream, I threw up at around 2:32am. Thanks for reading.

I won $65+ then lost it all Feb 26 2026

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I won like $65+ on fortunecoins from free play, and I spent like hours working up $1 to $65 I even took a selfie to celebrate and was going to get a sundae at McDonald's and I also cashed it out, however I thought I could make a little more by playing off of the $5 on the $65, but then I lost most of it playing that stupid and rigged Once Upon Time game from Rogue games then lost the last about $15 from a stupid hades game. I feel so depressed now. I feel like ending my life, and having a cold has made my day even more miserable. Please call 988 if you feel depressed like me, thank you. I hate this world, I hate my impulsives, I hate myself. And to think I was feeling better after taking a depressive sleep earlier today after losing $60 earlier then failing to fix the Xfinity Internet Box, again. Me on my knees in the bathroom depressed and going throu...