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1:37pm

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I got like $2.40 in free play at Megabonanza so I played roulette and brought it up to $18 something after number 6 hit. I gradually lost it all ): Also, earlier today LoneStarCasino gave me free $0.20 spins instead of the $50 I asked for. I won $10 something, got it up to like $22, but then I lost it all. This is insane, these casinos are so bad right now. Luckily earlier today when working the phones I was invited to more training and a pay increase of $1 dollar towards the end, so I accepted the invite. There's a slight confliction though because I have a tele-health appointment on day two of training, so I'll probably advise my supervisor about that. Also, I was invited to a photoshoot opportunity by some XR photographer, so I replied with my excitement! Also earlier today, I was invited to a survey that pays $45, I tried multiple times to complete it but it seemed too broken to proceed advanced question 2. Anyway, thanks for reading!

9:03pm Deactivation

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I saw that Kalshi had a $25 dollar bonus deposit opportunity, but then I saw that the crypto deposit option allowed for up to $2M. Why would someone need to deposit up to $2 Million dollars for sports betting? It seemed like a very bad and shady business to me with some insider trader stuff behind the scenes, so I ditched any thought of a $25 dollar bonus and deactivated my account while saying the word "D1E!". Anyway, I got my $35 Swagbucks from completing the new account offer a few months back. I have no need for Kalshi now, that app seems way too shady, ew. Thanks for reading!

7:28pm

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I used $4.19 in free play at Crowncoinscasino to eventually make it up to $37+, but I lost it all down to $0.19. I was only $13 away from being able to make a redemption, this is so depressing.

Feelings

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I've lived as a boy and hid my trans identity to make others happy, but that fell apart shortly by the time I was 12, I decided to accidentally get seen wearing girl clothes. That way I could tell my family non-verbally. (I also put a dress 👗 on when I was three, but my Daddy told me that the dress looked square on me! 😭) (And similar also happened when I was 12, 13, 14, 15>>, my Daddy & 2nd eldest sis have discouraged me from wearing girl clothes... Huh, maybe they were jealous because I looked too pretty.) Anyway, non-verbal storytelling and communication is a pretty useful tool for me. Because saying, "You know what? I'm Trans!" would be a bit cringe for me... Funny, I've never really seriously used that word in real life to describe myself.  Because, I'm just a Girl!!! Whenever I say Trans Girl, I get the bad comments and accusations and hate. I'd love to just skip all that drama and just be a successful pretty rich girl ♡ I...

10:03pm Ammonite Girl

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I installed pump fun on my phone and I saw that you can create your own crypto coin, so I began drawing, but then I soon just made a fun profile Pic that depicted my FB username Ammonite Maker, lol, I love her! I named this file as "The Ammonite Maker".

4:02pm

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I drew this while speaking with my therapist, she gave me a lot of good advice and stuff. Thanks for re ading!

3:09pm

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Earlier today, today LoneStarCasino gave me $100 SC, so that was pretty cool, it wasn't the 500 SC I asked for though. But I was greatful and I was eventually able to redeem $100.15. I eventually cancled the redemption to try and make more money, but I lost it after hours of trying to get it back up to $100 after losing it down. I felt very bad afterwards, I'm now speaking with my therapist. 3:23pm.