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5:42pm GameStop

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So my 2nd youngest sis suggested a Pokémon card for my eldest brother, so we took a look. We decided on a drone card. I signed up for Game Stop account (again cause they couldn't find my account) And we checked out. The card total was $1.06, which I actually had enough for. I realized that the smaller gifts are still enough. I shouldn't of had to feel bad about losing $$$$ betting trying to make more money for my family and I. The smaller things are still enough ♡ And it was real fun buying this card with my sister and I, that's real life joy, you know, not virtual casino. Thanks for reading ♥︎

5:35pm losing winning and mall browsing

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I used my last $10 on my PayPal for HardRockBet got $23, then lost $5, then another $5 and lost $9. So now I have $2. Thanks for reading. But also my siblings and I visited the college, it was empty but still fun. Also I went to SMyay with my big bro to get his stuff. Then my 2nd eldest and 2nd youngest sis went to the mall. My neck still hurts from about 12 minutes ago when attempting to do a near 180 with my neck to check on my eldest sister in the back seat, it was worth the pain to check on her. There's so many cosplayers at this mall, that's pretty cool.  Thanks for reading!

12:54pm loss

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I lost $50 on HardRockBet after I received my paycheck of $88 today. $16 went to a late UberEats grocery payment leaving me with about $65, so then I put $50 into HardRockBet hoping to make a turnaround, I also had like $3-$5 of bonuses available. I lost horribly. Also, Winbonanza, LoneStar and RealPrize don't want to give me any type of compensation for losing thousands. And ZumbaCards still hasn't processed my redemption. I'm at a loss right now.

8:14am Square Closure

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So I woke up in bed and checked my email to find out that my Square account has been closed ): I think it was because of all the activity I was doing on it, like transferring money off of virtual visa to turn it into physical visa, and also doing a lot of card transfers for the casino apps and websites I've been using. But you know, now my Square account is d3ad because of that, I feel so crushed, my business dreams feel ruined. Thanks a lot casinos, Swagbucks and Freecash offers, you've ruined my business dreams. Now I can't get use my Square debit card scanner and stuff in person to sell my 3D Printed goodies. I hate this! It is so heartbreaking, I had a custom Square business card and everything and I had my own Square card scanner attachment which I never even got to unbox as yet. Gosh, you know, I guess I was using Square to help transfer my money between one of my cards to a different card, but since I had ownership of both accounts, do I get the transaction fees refu...

11:59pm lottery

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10/28/2026 Late night at publix with my 2nd eldest sis, I brought hand sanitizer, fugi apples, vanilla bean ice cream and a dark chocolate Godiva bar for my siblings. I had $4.90 left of my $20 bill. So I told my sister that we're going to make it back. We walk to the lottery machine. I see how expensive the tickets are and I'm like, oh. My suggested the $5 holiday one. I let her know that we only have $4 bills. She says how about this one? There was a green $2 holiday scratch-off,  so I'm like yes ♡ I then pop in $2, and she gets the ticket. I then buy two $1 spiral number 9 tickets.  If we win the grand prize on each of these, we walk away with $68,000 ♥︎ Thanks for reading!

5:48pm evil fin-tech

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So I lost $125 at HardRockBet while in the bathroom, then another $50. I feel so crazy and so sad. I worked up my last $50 to $173 and now it's gone... They drew me back in with a deposit bonus, but alas the free $18.50 on my $125 deposit wasn't worth it, because now like $200 dollars of mines is now gone. But at least I put $100 into ZumbaCards earlier today and witdrew about $590 and wrote the following on FB: "So I was already down like $1,600, but I finally got a decent 500x win today. I'll take $590 something, better than nothing. I used the promo code I received from VIP, the code was SRY1, which was also a chromosome code,  so I was hesitant in using it at first because I thought it was a personal jab at my genetic makeup, so I was a bit upset by that. Like, oh so I lost my money and now they're mocking my chromosomes 🥲 I tend to think very literally and deeply. But, I used the code anyway and got 100 bonus SC, and lost horribly down from $200 to $30, until...

12:25pm depression

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I had $54 left I put $50 into HardRockBet withdrew $150, put $80 into Modo, lost it, put $70 into HardRockBet, lost it. I feel so sad.