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I spoke with therapist, she asked about my chin so I explained that I was shaving with dollar store razors and had a little accident. She was like, sorry ♡ I was like, thanks. I was like, at least the cut is heart shaped. We also talked about financial issues, gambling winning and losing, x working, family money supporting, daddy issues, job hunting and sites scamming. It was an amazing discussion. Also, before therapy I accidentally cut the side of my face while shaving while I was thinking of doing a video of asking how to approach my x working offers, then I got a nic on the side of my face producing a heart shaped cut. I actually felt better with the injury and the cut on my face, the gambling losses felt much better. Good thing I had brought bandages at the dollar store along with the razors. Anyway, please call 988 if you'...

I lost another $50 at SpinBlitz, I chose SpinBlitz again because my Discover card was getting declined elsewhere. That's pretty much the last of the $200 I received today, I feel like throwing up. All I tried to do this week was to get out of Debt and now I'm even deeper. I hate myself, I want to end it all. But, if you're feeling like me, please call 988. Thank you. It's 12:55pm and I haven't had breakfast or take my Estradiol nor pain killers as yet. Christ, why, God why, Satan why, why must y'all forsake me like this? I was winning so much last week just to lose it all this week? I HATE THIS UNIVERSE!!!!!!! Thanks for reading.

I lost $140 from SpinBlitz after my $207 came in today. I hate myself, I haven't even had the chance to take my Estradiol as yet. Thanks for reading.

I deposited $$$69.99 + 69.99 +69.99 into SpinBlitz, for the $98 dollar pack for $69.99. I netted about an extra $90 in free spin cash. My bankroll was like $296 which I took hours to turn it into $380 something, but I wanted to get to $400+ to clear off my loans and stuff, but then that ambition made me lose it all. Also, when my SpinBlitz balance reached $80 something I deposited $74.99 into crowncoinscasino, which I lost. Then I played my remaining $80 something still on SpinBlitz, which I lost. I received the $424 yesterday from PlayFame on a $20 something dollar pack after lossing $9.99 from Kickr. I lost heavily on PlayFame, down to anout $3, then worked up to $100 something then winning a Major jackpot on a bonus round on the BetSoft King of Social Media game, so that was pretty cool. I won it while on the toilet, too. Lost dozens of dollars on the same game on SpinBlitz, didn't even profit. It's so sad that I lost my money, I feel like a failure. I guess it's not a t...

Earlier today on the to the elevator a hotel house keeper lady complimented me. She's like you look so pretty today, so I was like thank you. Then I heard her talking to her co-worker about how pretty and unique I do my makeup. The co-worker she was like, ah okay... Anyway, I meet up with my 2nd youngest and 2nd eldest sis, they were walking back to Publix. I offered them Starbucks, Dunkins, then we ultimately decided on McDonald's. The clerk at McDonald's, he called me 'sir', so that offended me. So I made my voice hyper fem to compensate for the misgendering. The clerk who misgendered me had blue nails, actually, so that was cool though. I felt pretty bad after being misgendered. Anyway, I got an ice tea for my younger sis and a plain van ice cream for my elder sis and chocolate covered van ice cream for myself. Thanks for reading.