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Big Argument

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My mom and siblings had a big argument because I told my mom that I contacted my dad to see if he had $200. We needed like $200 for the water bill, so that's why I contacted him. My mom and siblings got very upset, lots of drama erupted. It's so sad, my dad didn't even have the money in the end. So much tension, my 2nd youngest sis even attempted to take the knife away from me because I felt like packing it in my bag. So yeah, lots of drama and I felt so guilty and angry towards myself. I screamed, Christ! I have so much hate!!!   ): Later I even kicked a heavy bucket and yelled because I got so upset after my mom was lecturing me, so then she's like, you don't get to yell! I was so so upset that I was like, I won't help anymore! Every time I try to help I just make things worse Later when I said something similar about cutting off financial help, My mom was like, why threaten us? I was like, you said you didn't need my help, back in 2024. We had...
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My 6 year old Instagram Account Died

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My 6 year old Instagram Account Died today. I'm so sad, and I feel like ending it. It wasn't only an instagram, it was my journal, blog, companion and sanctuary, I really miss Instagram @MintCoaTea, she's dead now. It didn't matter that she had 28.3K followers and 20,000,000+ views, it was much, much more than that. It sickens me so much that she's gone. I didn't even do anything wrong, I was doing what the others were doing for the most part. I blame that guy, the guy who DMed me wanting to do a sexy video call again. The same one that I did a few months back for $10, he was willing to do it for $20 now, and he donated $15 on the GoFundMe for the broken roof. He also said that I looked thiccer, which he liked. [When updating this part, I got a CashApp notification reminding me of a partial loan re-payment of $20.42 scheduled for tomorrow. I thought the $40 from the guy pulled through. I don't even think anything matters anyway anymore.]. I was o...
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First time putting on pantyhose at my old home since SRS

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First time putting on pantyhose at my old home since SRS! Yes! 3:02am, March 9th, 2026. Thanks for reading!
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Outing with Wig x $90.09 win.

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So today, it's the first time in a while that I went out wearing a wig, so that's pretty slay. I also won $90.09 on Fortune Coins with just $2 something of free_play. While helping out with the tarp on the roof earlier today, my eldest sister noticed that hair was sticking out of my wig, so she suggested that I braid my hair into a cornrow, I thanked her. Then later after dropping off my 2nd eldest sis at FedEx. We had to go to CircleK for gas. My mom handed me $20 for the gas, she noticed that hair was sticking out of the back of my wig,  She was like, I don't think you want it to look like that. I was like, yeah it wasn't going in, so I just took it out. She suggested I can tuck it in, thus I did just that, and it kinda worked, I thanked her. I go inside CK with my 2nd youngest sister and I use the $20 bill to open the door since the handle might have allergens. There was no one at the counter, so we leave and I just let my mom use the $14 on my chime credit builder. ...
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My Transphobic Step-GrandmaCalled me an Abomination.

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I feel so Hurt! My Transphobic 👩🏽‍🔬🚫 Step-Grandma "Thora Duncan" Called me an Abomination. ♂️➡️♀️  My grandparents and extend family came over to help us with the holes in the roof, but them my Step-Grandma Thora noticed my chest and got suspicious, I tried to say that it was just weight gain, but she still wanted to see my chest, I refused. She then accused me of wearing a wig.  I pull my hair to reveal that it was real hair. So then, my sister Vicky stepped in to me, but she also outed me about being a with her honesty, which was kinda funny. She told my grandma that I was a girl now and have gotten the surgeries and stuff. My sister did the hard part for me I guess, which was the talking and revealing. But then my Grandma went on a very Transphobic rant about me and wouldn't calm down. She called me an Abomination to the Lord and stuff. Grandma Thora, she blamed me for all the bad things that were happening to our family. And after she called me an Abom...
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I played Pixels of Position+

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My 2nd youngest sis was feeling sad about her art career because she thought her work wasn't good enough and not earning enough money to fix the roof because the roof was leaking again and my mom was crying and we were all feeling sad. I comforted my sister and let her know that her art is decades beyond my art, and I showed her art jobs and my LinkedIn profile which made me accidentally go to my Pixels of Position game which lead me to the plus version which I then installed to show her and cheer her up with my game. She told me that it was a good game, so that made me feel better about it and I let her know that was helpful. I'm happy that I was able to make her feel better. I made a snail, and that was the first time I played that game since my surgeries of last year and stuff, so it was beautiful. My mom cheered up too after talking to us. She gave me black leggings to go out, and I thanked her. I will now swap out my butterfly leggings for sleek black leggings ♥︎ Thanks fo...
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I lost $210

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This was one of the purchases before I won the $800+ comeback on SpinQuest. I brought 3x of the $69 dollar packs at SpinBlitz totalling about $210, and it I ended up losing it to $88. Then I won that $800+ from the other site. So then I went to retrieve my $50 from spree and I redeemed a book store gift card for the family and I to enjoy. Anyway, I had $88+ left on SpinBlitz, so I played with it and actually brought it up to like $180+. I hate myself for not cashing out, I just crashed out and my $180+ balance has been reduced to $0.11 cents. I hate SpinBlitz!! Thanks for reading. I thought that CyberPunk chick was just like me, because you know we're both Trans ♡ Anyway, thanks again for reading!!!
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