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4:41 Laptop

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So my laptop from BestBuy arrived after the instacart. I setup it a couple of hours later after I had to put back my new/used battery that I brought for my broken laptop. The battery arrived after the new laptop, unfortunately it wasn't the right type, they falsely advertised it. Anyway, I setup my laptop and my youngest sibling was the first to notice, they said "is that your new laptop!" That caught the attention of my eldest brother who then asked me a bunch of tech questions and the price of the unit. I told him that it was an RTX 3050, I brought it for $89.. It's just temporary as I fix my other laptop, I have a meeting tomorrow so I needed a laptop. Then I remembered that it might have been $91. (That's how much I paid today, I have like 7 $89 dollar payments left, this machine better pay for itself fast.). I feel pretty optimistic about this machine. Anyway, thanks for reading! ...

4:05pm Dress Mod

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First time that I've modified a dress in a bit. The XS Dress from a few years ago still has a great fit, but it still poses the fall risk due to its walking restrictiveness. So then I used my scissors to create an easy slit. Thanks for reading!

1:08pm Laptop Shop

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So my laptop is still broken and I was feeling ao pressured about my upcoming graphics design interview tomorrow so I ordered the cheapest new high GPU laptop with an installment plan. I'll be paying in installments till the end of the year, but at least I'll have a laptop that can at least run basic creative programs, 3D modeling and video editing, which I so desperately need right now in a laptop. Also, last night I won like $172.69 on Fortunecoins without depositing a dime, so that was pretty fortunate of me. I won it off of the daily free $1, worked it up tirelessly to reach $170. Also, my $1924.64 that I've won from Baba Casino several weeks ago off of $24.99, came in a few days ago so I've been paying for groceries and stuff and have been working towards stretching out that money as much as possible such as using cash back, taking advantage of casino packs with high extra value and milking that, although that didn't go well a couple of times, lost $50 off of t...

Project Rejection

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With my younger siblings browsing low budget snacks at Walmart on a $5 dollar budget, I received an email describing how I've been rejected from the Google Research project. This really hurts because I've been spending a while on getting approval to join this and I've already met the eligibility, only to be turned down today. This to me was devastating, there goes my future and the $500 I could have made within 3 weeks. Also, my laptop is still broken, and so is my heart. Thanks for reading..

Life falling apart

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8:23pm right now. I'm in so much mental pain and deposit because I can't get my Lenovo Legion Laptop to boot back on, I've tried everything. Earlier today our neighbor gave us his extension cord so that way we can use his power as a temporary solution to our electrically problem. I had a job interview over the phone which went okay, could of been better. Later, we went on a trip, dropped off my eldest sis at her job on boarding and picked up Daddy at his hotel where he was residing and we dropped him off at his job interview at the aircraft carrier. I brought my laptop with me for once, I haven't in a few days, I brought it just in case there was a survey that I needed to attend. My Laptop got bounced around in the car a lot and I constantly had to secure it. I ended up not even using my laptop on the trip in the end, and I couldn't of either because I forgot the charger. When we finally got back home tonight, I plugged it in, went to use the restroom and I come bac...

1:58am Digital Decay

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Frustration is what this year has been, so thank you Satan ♡◇♡◇♡ I make a little progression, then everything collapses upon the weight of disappointment, accusation, distraction and depression.  15 years of content creation, only to be further behind than I've been before. I have tens of thousands of hours of videos, tutorials and photo carousels, but de-monetization has ruined the dream that I've worked years to achieve and now I'm looking like a pathetic e-begger. E-beggers, ha I used to frown upon them, but now I'm becoming one, what is this? Probably the abyss, but at least I'm honest.  Too much to handle, I think I need to vomit.  Get a job they say, I go on the job hunt, they mock me for it, but I get the XP I needed to keep hunting. I get the job, but orientation is months away, I'm optimistic about it. I had projects and interviews coming up, I'm excited for it, then the power blacks out, I guess someone didn't pay. Why should this e...

Lost Power

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If I don't post for a month this is why. Trolls, read closely, you'd love what's happening right now. Right before my eyes the electricity turned off, oh my. Now, a lot of y'all will tell me to get a job in the comments, so to that I'll say too little too late, and that I have acquired a job, but my job orientation is in September. Nevertheless, the power should be restored next month if my dad utilizes the social security benefit to pay for it like last time. This sux, lol, but at least it's only for about 15-20 days. So the Electricity to the house got cut off just a little before the groceries arrived. My dad texted that it's $1,205.82 to reconnect the power. A little higher than my $900 estimate. If someone rich would like to help, like a tech CEO or something, my CashApp is $agoPalm and my Chime is $agoTree. I'm just throwing it out there, because what if. Anyway, Now without a working fridge, I'll try my best to drink  my new carton...