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6:01pm I lost $120 down to $0.06

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I canceled my redemption of $120 something at Golden Heart Games after I recovered it yesterday by adding my $50 visa gift card to the $70 I had reduced my balance to. Anyway, about an hour or two ago I tried to grow my balance because I had so many thoughts of the money I lost and how much I had to pay in loans. Before I canceled my redemption I thought of that line from Doctor Who with the Cybus Industries "I'm telling you, Don't". But, I decided to risk it and I paid the price, now I need to come up with another $120+ something to pay off my loans. And there's still the storage, my 2nd eldest sis finally paid the 1 of 2 storage units yesterday, thankfully. I just wish that she agreed to pay earlier, then I wouldn't be in such a desperate situation of trying to make more money. I still blame myself though because I've ruined my family and I's life when trying to improve it. I should definitely kill myself, this is just pure torture. Please call 988 i...
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2:12pm I'm bad at applying eyedrops

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I suck at applying eyebrows, I haven't used Refresh like within a year. I actually scrapped my inner eye lid with my 2nd attempt. My 3rd-4th attempt were a total mess.
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5:15am I lost another $11

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I lost $11 more from my $81 balance on Golden Heart Games. I should just get some rest at this point. 
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4:59 I lost like $72 more

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On an attempt to re-earn my earnings, I canceled my $153 or $152 redemption on Golden Heart Games and I lost it all down to like $80, kill me. I guess I've lost $170 because I decided to try and make more money, it didn't work out in my favor and I hate myself for that. [If you feel suicidal, please call 988]. I still have like $140 in loans to pay back this week. I'm so devastated. Thank you for reading. 5:03am now, I should really get some rest.
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I lost $20 more at around 4:34am

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I hate myself. I lost $20 more dollars at GlobalPoker.
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I lost $80

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4:23am. I lost $80 at loanstar casino after taking out $50+ in loan then winning $92 at Yaycasino the other day. I feel si horrid.  Thank you for reading.
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Sisters

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So my 2nd youngest sis let me know that my 2nd eldest sister went to the gas station convince store, so I went there to follow her. On the way there, a bus stopped and dropped a student off. I didn't want to cause an interference with my presence, so I ran.  I saw a tall guy student in the bus and he yelled "Hey, where you going!" I was like, over there!  I felt like spider Gwen, lol.  Being so incognito and casually dressed. I finally teach the gas station, There, she forgot her card, so she was going to go back home to get it real quick, however I stepped in and gladly paid the for the goodies for my sis, just $4.14.  The clerk looked at me and asked, "sisters?" So I was like, "yeah (: My sister thanked me, "Thank you Alan". I was like, absolutely ♡ The clerk thanked me, too. Then I brought a $0.38 apple pop. And we walked back home together, my sister and I. Thanks for reading!
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