5:24pm Hurt
I deposited like $20 from my last $25 in my account, there was a $2.50 fee. I lost the $20 I deposited into GlobalPoker, the culprit was a ReelRiot game, just like last time at Chumba and earlier today at Chumba. I hate ReelRiot! I feel so destroyed and defeated right now and lost and I feel like I'm failing in life and becoming a stranger to myself, I feel like I should cease to exist. [If you feel similar, call or text 988.] I get a little closer to success, then it all collapses when I try to reach just a bit further. I hate my life, I hate myself, I hate, hate, hate and hate!!!!!!!!!