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3:30pm

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I had some money left, so I put $13 into Chumba because they had a $13 for $15 deal. I ended up losing it down to $0.04. Gosh, I hate this! I didn't even get much sleep from last night, so I had to do work sleep deprived. For breakfast, I just had a cookie and water. This is agony, I'm definitely cursed. Update: 4:07pm I put $4.99 into Winbonanza and I lost it. I hate myself so much.

2:58pm

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My paycheck is now d3ad. I lost like $395 dollars of the $422 paycheck I've received earlier today. I put like $395 into RealPrize casino and lost it all down to like $150 something, especially since I accidentally put $75 on Roulette, I meant to do $25. I lost that. I brought it back up a bit with slots and lost some more. I lost it down to like $50,  until I brought it back up with Live Roulette, up to like $340, I thank the Trans Lady Hostest because we probably used some magic spells together telepathically through transmutation energy. Anyway, I played it down to like $309, I then played some slots and lost badly down to like $278. I then went back to Roulette and lost badly, I blame the host change. I then lost it down to like $80, and my $25 bet was slightly off towards number 19 instead of being perfectly in the middle, so that made me lose a potential win because the middle column won, specifically number 23. I could have won like $75 back. I soon won a few more times, rec...

9:50am

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So I received $422 from Work today. I put $395 into RealPrize and so for I stand at $230 something, yeah this sux. Thanks for reading.

10:53pm

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I feel so distraught, I lost like $1,100. It started with me receiving my $900 something in winnings earlier today from WinBonanza, so I put $600 into LoneStarCasino, redeemed $729. I then went to work, finished training and graduated, it was a success. Except for some of the customers being jerks, although a lot of them were nice. A customer miss heard my name as "An", she said that I was a nice lady, So that was affirming for me. Anyway, after work, I then saw an offer on Winbonanza offering $45 dollars more. So you buy a $149.99 pack and get $195. I brought it and got up to like $312, but I lost it all and felt bad. I then cancled my redemption at LoneStarCasino and made it back, so I turned $729 into about $1,100+ but then I slowly lost it all down to $0.12 cents. When my balance when was down to the $100 range I felt the same sinking feeling in my groin as in my dream, until I won $395 so I was back up to like $495, until I lost it again. I also got a $25 bonus on Crownc...

7:01pm

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Earlier I put $79.99 into Modo casino boxes, withdrew $118 something. Then I brought a $115 pack at SpinQuest for $100, then lost it to Gravity roulette. Then I brought like $64 something for a $80 something coin pack at Megabonanza and lost it to Live Roulette. Then I cancled my $748 redemption at Winbonanza in an attempt to win back the $164 something. I ended up losing like $200+ more in winnings until I made a few breakthrough wins and got up to like $1,025.83. So I'm very greatful for turning like a $400 gift card into $1K today. Thanks for reading! Update 8:07. I read some DailyMail Doctor Who stuff and the article and another article were demonizing Trans people, so that got me a bit upset. So then I cancled my $1,025 redemption and made some more money off of it. So far I stand at $1,072.23, so I'm satisfied for now. That's about an extra $50 for my Health insurance bill. Thanks again for reading!

Shell

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We went to the dock after picking up my 2nd eldest sis from the psych hospital. We went to a cookie shop as well.  I had my set eye on a shell near the shore, so I picked it up with a Wendy's tissue. My eldest brother identified it as an abalone, just when I thought of how my Mommy had buttons of a similar bio material. My 2nd eldest sis suggested that I take it home just when I was going through some conflictions of whether I should take it home or not. I agreed that yes, I'll take it home. Yes, this abalone is so sparkly and pretty! Thanks for reading, truly!

2:37pm

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Earlier today I had a dream that I deposited $1000 or something into an online casino that looked like American Luck. I lost my money down to like $130 so fast and the so called legendary free spin bonus only got me like $4.99 on $4 dollar spins. Also between this, I didn't want to play on the laptop so I kept the slots on my phone because I didn't want my Mommy to see, because she doesn't want me gambling online. My Mom, she holds a red cotton (Polo or Lacoste) shirt and asks me what size it is. I read that it was M 16, so I tell her medium 16. I then ask her, is it a unisex shirt? Unisex clothes were something my Mommy and I would talk about, she would tell me that Lacoste has unisex clothes and she'll try to get me some someday. Anyway, that was good to see my Mom again, even if not physically there, just spiritually. Mommy try to visit me more often please, I miss you. Thank you and Thank you for visiting me today, that was so amazing! Also, towards the end of my dr...