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Yesterday I asked LoneStarCasino for at least 500 SC compensation, so then in the morning they gave it to me, so that was a bit surprising, so I thanked them and updated my trustpilot review from 1 start to 3. I then played through the SC in order to redeem it. I made it up to $520, I redeemed at $505. Thanks for reading!

Today is training day of work, yez! Also I took the last $15 in my bank and used it on LuckParty casino, I made about $281, then lost it all while waiting for account verification. I feel awful, lol. Also, I gave my last $40 in cash to my brother for gas and stuff, and I spent $20 at Publix prior. So I'm broke now basically, but I did withdraw $99 from my xxx account which should arrive in a few days. Thx for reading!

I tried adding more Ram to my laptop, but it didn't fit, it wasn't compatible. So, that got me pretty sad. I'm also so mad at God, God just ruins everything, God has hurt me on several occasions; I'm just done. Thanks for reading.

I'm still depressed. I tried to win my money back again by depositing a last ditch $29.99, like the last $29 dollars in my account. I deposited it at SpinQuest, they were offering a 15% deposit bonus, so I brought it, and I lost it down to $0.11. I feel even more depressed now. This depression feels so unreal, hopefully I don't mess up my work orientation tomorrow with my sadness. Like $2,385 all gone in one day due to gambling losses. I evaporated my earnings and winnings within 24 hours in an attempt to pay off my negative $100 Chime balance and pay off the $90 laptop payment. Gosh. I want to d1e so bad right now. [Please call 988 if you're feeling similar] At least I was still able to help my family out a bunch this month with my winning streaks. But now, I feel so useless. I feel so hopeless. Thanks for reading.

So, I saw that Yay casino had an offer of $100 for $50, so I went for it, lost it. Then I cancled my $202 redemption on LoneStarCasino trying to chase my $2,000 something, I lost it. So far today I've lost like $2,310.  All the money that I've worked so hard for and won and worked hard for during the past couple of months, all gone. I feel like k!lling myself.  Please call 988 if you feel similar.  Thanks for reading. 11:26pm Update, at 11:46pm I lost another $44 something at Crowncoinscasino, I'm pretty much broke now and still need to make payments for my bills. I'm so depressed. I always purge almost all my money when I'm tired. I try to make more money, lose like $100, get scared and try to make it back only to lose my entire savings. I hate myself, I wish that I can just die, why I'm I even letting this struggle continue on. I feel so blessed to be alive sometimes, but right now I feel like my life is a curse. I get ahead a little bit, only to g...

My younger siblings and I just about finished watching Frozen 2 in full for the first time. Earlier I tried to pay off my $100 debt on Chime, and I also gave my brother $40 for gas, so I gambled $300 with the $345 pack on Yay casino. Then lost it. So I brought a $220 pack for $200, reached $500, then lost it to $0.01. Went to LoneStarCasino and cancled my $1,760 redemption, played with $360 and made it to like $787, lost it, then took $400 from the remaining $1,400, lost that too. Then played with the last $1,000, losing it down to $202.  Gosh, I hate loss chasing. I had a system and it broke. It broke. I was just thinking of banning myself from these casinos earlier today while I was up like $2,000, lol. Thanks for watching!