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6:57pm

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Today at work was pretty short, just 3 hours. I've been listening to 9/11 stories earlier today and they made me emotional. My workplace also had some 9/11 tributes, so that was inspiring. Also, I received an email from LoneStarCasino telling me that they couldn't give me 700 SC back, but they boosted my account. They referred to me as 'brother' I thanked them,  and let them know that it's 'sister. I saw that 150 SC was added to my account, so I played through it in order to withdraw it. I lost badly, then got up to $190s eventually. Then $170s, $70s, $50s, $20s. I was eventually down to $9.11,  and it was 6:11pm. This to me was a sign that today is a day to be honored and respected. And as if someone was talking to me, I opened up Live Roulette again with my last  $9 SC. Then I saw the number I was thinking of, 6. It just won without me. I try 6 again and lose. Something told me to put  most of my coins on number ...

9:27pm

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I took out like $125+ in loans tonight to chsee my losses. I brought a $85 pack at Modo Casino valued at $100. I played it up to $130 something then ended up at $0.29. But, I also brought toilet paper, paper towels, Styrofoam cups and chocolate tonight. Thanks for reading. Update: 9:55pm I put another $20 of my loan money into Chumba Casino and I lost brutally to Gravity Roulette. I feel so defeated, truly. I was ahead yesterday by like $1K, but now I'm deeper into debt. This hurts my heart. I'm starting to get PTSD now from certain numbers, numbers that the roulette chose instead of the numbers that I choose. I guess that's how it goes. My sorrows, my money woes, my sorrows.

3:30pm

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I had some money left, so I put $13 into Chumba because they had a $13 for $15 deal. I ended up losing it down to $0.04. Gosh, I hate this! I didn't even get much sleep from last night, so I had to do work sleep deprived. For breakfast, I just had a cookie and water. This is agony, I'm definitely cursed. Update: 4:07pm I put $4.99 into Winbonanza and I lost it. I hate myself so much.

2:58pm

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My paycheck is now d3ad. I lost like $395 dollars of the $422 paycheck I've received earlier today. I put like $395 into RealPrize casino and lost it all down to like $150 something, especially since I accidentally put $75 on Roulette, I meant to do $25. I lost that. I brought it back up a bit with slots and lost some more. I lost it down to like $50,  until I brought it back up with Live Roulette, up to like $340, I thank the Trans Lady Hostest because we probably used some magic spells together telepathically through transmutation energy. Anyway, I played it down to like $309, I then played some slots and lost badly down to like $278. I then went back to Roulette and lost badly, I blame the host change. I then lost it down to like $80, and my $25 bet was slightly off towards number 19 instead of being perfectly in the middle, so that made me lose a potential win because the middle column won, specifically number 23. I could have won like $75 back. I soon won a few more times, rec...

9:50am

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So I received $422 from Work today. I put $395 into RealPrize and so for I stand at $230 something, yeah this sux. Thanks for reading.

10:53pm

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I feel so distraught, I lost like $1,100. It started with me receiving my $900 something in winnings earlier today from WinBonanza, so I put $600 into LoneStarCasino, redeemed $729. I then went to work, finished training and graduated, it was a success. Except for some of the customers being jerks, although a lot of them were nice. A customer miss heard my name as "An", she said that I was a nice lady, So that was affirming for me. Anyway, after work, I then saw an offer on Winbonanza offering $45 dollars more. So you buy a $149.99 pack and get $195. I brought it and got up to like $312, but I lost it all and felt bad. I then cancled my redemption at LoneStarCasino and made it back, so I turned $729 into about $1,100+ but then I slowly lost it all down to $0.12 cents. When my balance when was down to the $100 range I felt the same sinking feeling in my groin as in my dream, until I won $395 so I was back up to like $495, until I lost it again. I also got a $25 bonus on Crownc...

7:01pm

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Earlier I put $79.99 into Modo casino boxes, withdrew $118 something. Then I brought a $115 pack at SpinQuest for $100, then lost it to Gravity roulette. Then I brought like $64 something for a $80 something coin pack at Megabonanza and lost it to Live Roulette. Then I cancled my $748 redemption at Winbonanza in an attempt to win back the $164 something. I ended up losing like $200+ more in winnings until I made a few breakthrough wins and got up to like $1,025.83. So I'm very greatful for turning like a $400 gift card into $1K today. Thanks for reading! Update 8:07. I read some DailyMail Doctor Who stuff and the article and another article were demonizing Trans people, so that got me a bit upset. So then I cancled my $1,025 redemption and made some more money off of it. So far I stand at $1,072.23, so I'm satisfied for now. That's about an extra $50 for my Health insurance bill. Thanks again for reading!