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👁 Found out that there's a scar on my neck, I feel so disappointed. Its a small scar, but my body dysphoria makes it 100x times larger than it actually is. Luckily I get to speak with my therapist today. Hopefully my scar goes away soon. I noticed that my neck was bl3eding yesterday or so after an electric razor accident, I hoped that it was just bl0od from another area that just dripped down to my neck. But, it looks like I was wrong. I mean, I guess having a scar on my neck does fit my edgy style and its not the first scar on my neck. Thanks for reading!

My elder siblings were at work at T-mobile, but I had to use the restroom. I didn't want to enter their workplace to tell them that I'm going to Dunkin, so I left text messages and a note. I then walked to Dunkin which wasn't very far away. I then ordered a Dunkin cup of milk and Glazzed donut. I was afraid of ordering the coffee or blended drinks there because of shared equipment and food sensitivities. I retrieved the milk and donut from the Dunkin lady and thank her. I then use the women's restroom. I then exit, and pick up the milk and donut I left on the table. I then exit the door. I walk back to the work place. The car was locked, I wasn't fast enough to prevent the auto-lock, but my siblings returned and unlocked the car. I take my estradiol and generic Tylenol in the car, I then notice a hive on my left leg. Drinking the milk produces an itchy throat. I suspect I can't eat the donut since it must have even more allergen contamination, I offer the donut ...

I'm Sailor Moon!  At Walmart I was getting a phone case for my eldest sister, and the Walmart tech asked, "can I help you miss?". So I was like, yes thank you. They complimented my outfit, they said "I like your dress, you just need a crystal gem, then you'll be Sailor Moon". I laughed and thanked them, as I blushed because I love Sailor Moon and I always wanted to look like her. The Walmart tech said, "it's difficult to find friends here, especially with (they show me their rainbow band)". I resonate, and I mention yes, especially on Facebook (as I think about all the phobic trolls on that platform). The tech agrees, then tells me about how people will pretend to be your friend at first, only to be mean to you in the end. I agreed with that, as I've experienced that so many times before. Amyway, the tech opens the phone case vault and my sister picks her phone case. I later buy a $2.50 dollar blanket for my gaming chair for extra comfort. ...

Today was pretty awesome. My eldest brother and sister's boss came over today and brought us pizza and groceries and offered to pay for the electricity. That was so super nice of her and we thanked her profusely.  Today was truly uplifting and I've been truly inspired by the beauty and kindness of humanity.  To top it off, there was a beautiful double rainbow later on that day.  Also, my siblings and I went to the laundry mat and we did some clothes there.  Since the electricity department is closed on the weekend, my eldest siblings' boss would try to take of the electricity for us on Monday when it opens. That'll truly be a blessing ♥︎ We're trying to get the electricity bill out of our father's name and stuff since he technically doesn't like live with us at the moment, and we'll have more control over paying for it on time once it's in our hands. Yes, the reason why it reached $1,200+ was because the payment was missed like 3 times in a row, so t...

The transphobia has been getting to me a lot, I've been experiencing poor appetite and paranoia.  I was shaving my left armpit with an electric razer and then I noticed that the whole area was bloody. Also, Earlier, I was eating a tiny sandwich and stuff, but I became overwhelmed and spit some out and called it quits on the rest of that sandwich, lol. Anyway, y'all Transphobes gotta stop misgendering me. 🤦🏽‍♀️ It's really bothering me, especially after all I've been through, but I forgive y'all nevertheless. Yesterday, I was called a gentleman at JCPenny salon, so that upset me, I ultimately didn't buy their services there. Then today my Daddy called to let me know that he was paid and he's going to repay me the $220 I gave him last week or so, plus an extra $20. I super appreciated that. His bank confirmation code had 666, which was funny because I was just thinking of how I'm an evil trans girl. So now I'm micro rich again, so I buy haircare supp...

The JcPenny Salon lady referred to me as a gentleman. That kinda kil13d the princess moment of going into the salon.  Ultimately, with the misgendering and high pricing, I decided to not get a hair transformation this afternoon. However, the other salon expert was very helpful with me and he listened to my hair breakage story and asked to touch my hair and he recommended what I should use for my hair and stuff. That was very nice of him. I thanked him for his help, got his business card and we shook hands. That was pretty cool, my 2nd youngest sis who I was with suggested to take a picture of the recommended hair product, so I thanked her and I did just that. We went to JcPenny a second time because I wanted to ecplore if they had cheaper options, but the experts seemed busy with other clients. So far from the information I got, I think the box braids were $200 and hair relaxing $90. So I think what I'll do is attempt to try again with my hair at home. I'll wait until the hot w...