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5:52am. I lost $300+

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Tonight, I deposited $50 at Chumba Casino, made $119, wanted to make more but lost it down to like $5.06. I then canceled my $239 withdrawal at Winbonanza that I redeemed earlier yesterday, I turned $130 into $239 earlier, so it was profit, but I canceled my withdrawal in hopes of making my $50 back. I turned the $239 into $280, I should have cashed out then, but I tried to make that $50 back exactly. I ended up turning that $280 into $50 ): I then canceled my $102 withdrawal request at Clubs Poker which I made from $22 dollars earlier yesterday. I ended up running that down to like $0. I feel so hopeless now. Please call 988 if you feel similar. Thanks for reading.

Visitors

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So basically my Mom's friends, Shayron and Cica came over to visit yesterday and today.  Yesterday they showed my siblings and I old family photos of my Mommy and us. After that, they brought us dinner. The next day which was today, they took us on a fun Florida park trip where we went on a boat ride on a glass bottom boat, just like the one that my Mommy rode in back in the day. The boat ride was pretty fun. After we went to the Cafe, Shayron treated us, she got me an iced vanilla coffee. I think my 2nd youngest sister probably mentioned to her that I liked that one. The coffee was pretty good. My eldest sis and brother were home cause my eldest sis wasn't feeling too well, he stayed with her which was nice of him, I originally volunteered to stay with her, but my younger siblings really wanted me to go on the trip, so I did and my brother dropped us off at the park and returned home to stay with big sis. The trip was pretty cool, we then went to Publix then home in Cica's...

3:40pm I lost $9.99

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I had $14.44 left on my Discover card, so I made a $9.99 payment on Americanluck Casino for the $11 pack. I worked my balance up to $20 something, then lost it all down to $0.10. I feel so sick. It's 3:43pm, still haven't eaten. Thanks for reading.

1:35pm I lost hundreds

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It began some days ago, I won a lot of money, probably $800+ after playing with my survey money and stuff. A few days ago I put like $170 into Spree casino, I lose it, but manage to make like an extra hundred on Winbonanza, so that made my loss just like $70. Then I received my $50.21 deposit from Yay Casino. I lose it on Megabonanza, so that made my loss like $120. I cancel my $160 redemption on Spindoo to try and make the money back, I lose it down to $70. I cancel my $300.21 redemption on RealPrize, I lose. At 4 something am, I then play with my balance on Spindoo, make it up to $207. I'm not satisfied, I cancel the $207 redemption, I lose $7. Redeem again at $200. Then after my nap, I wake up around 10am, I cancel the redemption to try and make more money, I almost lose it all, but managed to make it all back to at least $170-$196 a few times. But then, I tried to make it back to at least $200-$500 and beyond, but I quickly lose it all. I've turned my $207 into $0.07 cents,...

I've meant to ask you

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Today on my way out of the McDonald's Women's Restroom. The McDonald's Lady I held the door open for earlier,  asked "I meant to ask you, is if there's a preferred name I'd like to use. I was like, just "Alan" (: She's like, okay I'll make sure not to mention when taking your order. I was like, thanks so much ♥︎ That was so nice of her to ask about my name preferences & stuff ♡ Like, especially since I was like having some social anxiety a few moments before while I was in the bathroom, like "what if I'm banned from the women's bathroom?" "What if I get into an altercation?". Anyway, it's definitely pretty awesome of people to respect me for me and stuff. People IRL in my town are definitely more kind to me than people online. By the way, my order code was FF74, that kinda sounds like FFS. Can you believe it's been a year since my Facial Feminization Surgery? That to me is fantastic! Thanks for reading!...

8:44pm I won $302.17

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Earlier today this morning after playing on RealPrize and stuff, I made a $100 deposit on Chumba Casino in an attempt to further chase my losses of $390 on Zula. I turned the $100 on Chumba into about $317, lost some, won some, and I feel like I'm comfortable at withdrawing at $302.17. I've tried making more before, didn't go well, so I'll withdrawal. I've also got like $28 something in DoorDash for free thanks to Chumba this afternoon. Loss chase so far, I've made back about $331 out of the $380-$390, I've lost earlier, so that's good. Thanks for reading!

7:55am $300.23

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My $202 Yay casino virtual debit card came in so I tested it on RealPrize since Chumba didn't work. It worked on RealPrize, and I brought a $250 pack for $199.99. I turned my $250 into about $475-$445, but then I lost it all down to $300.23, which still isn't too bad, I guess. I'll try to get some sleep now. Thanks for reading.