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I won $60.60

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I won $60.60 from American Luck off of daily free play. So I turned $1.33 into $60.60, not bad I guess. Thanks for reading!

Awful Scar Gone

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Mistaken identity I guess, the awful scar is now gone, it appears that it was just a more recent bruise caused by the high-end Venus razors instead of a healed raised scar from the dollar store razors. No that dollar store razor scar healed flat it seems. I'm quite relived that the scar went down to flat. I noticed this in the Walmart Women's Restroom after foam soap hit the counter in the shape of a heart which reminded me of the shape of my injury. Thank you all for your support and awesomeness, I was so scared! >_<

Awful Facial Scar

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While shaving I noticed that the heart-shaped cut I got on the side of my check healed into a horrible raised scar. I like getting laser treatment or something, once I saw it, it ruined my whole mode, I want to put the bandage back on it so bad ): This is all your fault Family Dollar razors and stressful thinking, gosh, I feel so sad about this ): First time I used these thick Venus razors today, they feel so rough above the lip. Thanks for reading!

12:58pm body and soul

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My mom wanted to pawn my brother's laptop for $200, and I was like, don't sell it, she's like he's not selling it he's pawning it. And I'm like, you can't do that,  She's like my children don't have any food, We can always get it back. And I'm like, but you can't get it back, you can't get $200 to buy it back this week. And she's like, what are we going to do? My mom was like we already took your body because that's how you make your money, we can't take your soul. I got quiet, like does she know too much? Like what the hay, does she know about my OnlyFans? I'm embarrassed. I actually made a $22 withdrawal from my OF earlier today, it should hit my account within 2 days hopefully. Thanks for reading!

Pretty Lady

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I was making a mobile McDonald's order while standing outside of McDonald's. Then an older southern gentleman in green cargo shorts asked me "are you coming in pretty lady?" So then I was like, "yes ♡ thank you" So he held the door for me and said, "you sure is beautiful" And I was like, "aw, thank you!". I forgot my water The McDonald's lady was like, "Order for Mr. Alan!" Then I approached her, she got quiet and asked if the order was mines. I was like, yes ♡ she asked if I wanted a receipt, so I was like, yes thank you ♡ Thanks for reading!

I lost $396

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Hours earlier, tis is now 11:44pm, I made two $69.99 purchases on SpinBlitz earlier today worth about $98 each. I eventually raised my SpinBlitz balance to about $396.06 However, I wanted to reach $400, but I ended up losing it all eventually because I was faced with lots of dead spins. I feel so useless right now. I did at least get to buy dinner for my family and stuff and paid hundreds to turn the water back on and stuff. Also, earlier today I thought about my foster care experience, and that made me quite emotional. My mom came back home from the utilities building. I just loss $49 at Megabonanza and still was feeling emotional about the foster care stuff. She noticed that something was off with my mood. So I bring up the foster care stuff. She and I sit on the outside bench and she's crying and I'm trying to hold tears back. I was sad that everyone is still sad despite me having made hundreds of dollars this week. And I was sad that nothing has changed since 2017, the whol...