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On the drive back home from the Mental Hospital in the Z cab, I played some casino sites while chatting with the cab guy. I had like $50 something in my Golden Hearts Games account that was probably finally granted to me while I was at the Mental Hospital after I completed a RevU offer like a month ago and had to go through support multiple times to get my offer to credit. Anyway, I turn that $50 into about $80. Then arrive back home.  I see that Yay Casino has an offer for $100 for $50, so I use like all my PayPal and Charles Schwab money to buy it. I waited and worked so hard for that momey. I lose it all down to $17, run it up to $80, then lose it all again. Then I go back to Golden Hearts, run the $80 down to $60 and below, then up to $100, then down to $40, then $105, and finally $160 after very long hours. Then while preparing to go to sleep in my gaming chair I decide to do some fun free play on Pulz, run a dollar up to $8, then lost it, so close to withdrawing a...

I was finally released from the Mental Hospital, today, yay! Photo taken at 1:51pm. After and Before My awesome pen tattoo I made today below:

After sleeping the night, waking up, and having black coffee, a bit of turkey swiss sandwich and apple slices. I was sent on my way to Jacksonville Mental Hospital via ambulance. Before then I saw the sun, I thought I'd never see the morning again after my passed. I had an emotional conversation over the phone with my brother and other siblings. They love, and I love them.

I was admitted to the hospital, and so was my 2nd youngest sis. Although, my cause was because of my su1cidal ideation, she was admitted because she's having an asthma attack. Before I went and got admitted I went to the restroom. My brother wanted someone to go with me in the stall. My 2nd eldest sister went with me. She wanted to see my pusay, so I showed her. She also wanted to see it open, so I opened it. She also saw my green shorts. Also, after the bathroom trip I had a blood draw, my aunt was there with me. I also had an EKG.

December 17th 1963 - 10:09pm April 11th 2026. Thanks for everything, Mommy. When I lost you, I went totally crazy, I tried to open the 4 story window again after screaming no and flipping a chair. The nurse and I picked the chair back up, I apologized, she understood. The nurse, auntie and my brother consoled me. I was heartbroken, Mommy, so much hurt in me. My brother understood that I needed to go get help. We had each other's heads together. He let me know that it wasn't my fault that you became I'll.  That was reassuring for me, Mommy. Thank you so much for all your love and support. My brother and I got so emotional about an hour or two ago when I told you that I'm still getting the surgery. Because I know that you wanted me to get that surgery, and like my brother said, you were worried about me getting it. You don't have to worry about that, or anything, it's all going to work out for the better. When your heart went below 50, I let you know how much I lo...

My family are by Mommy's bedside tonight. She had her breathing tube removed a couple of hours ago. She's now breathing in a struggle. We played her favorite music and shared stories and memories of her. I was thinking of eating chips by her bedside because we would always like to eat chips together. Then I thought of those sink cleaning videos we recorded together, she wanted me to publish them. I then put my hand on the 4 story hospital window and slapped at the window a few times until ultimately trying to get the window open. My 2nd youngest sis told my aunt about it. My aunt comforted me, then my brother. They were letting me know that I can let it out. I begin crying so much that it began burning my eyes. My brother told me that Mommy's always loved and accepted me.