Visitors

So basically my Mom's friends, Shayron and Cica came over to visit yesterday and today. 

Yesterday they showed my siblings and I old family photos of my Mommy and us.

After that, they brought us dinner.

The next day which was today, they took us on a fun Florida park trip where we went on a boat ride on a glass bottom boat, just like the one that my Mommy rode in back in the day.

The boat ride was pretty fun.

After we went to the Cafe, Shayron treated us, she got me an iced vanilla coffee. I think my 2nd youngest sister probably mentioned to her that I liked that one.

The coffee was pretty good.

My eldest sis and brother were home cause my eldest sis wasn't feeling too well, he stayed with her which was nice of him, I originally volunteered to stay with her, but my younger siblings really wanted me to go on the trip, so I did and my brother dropped us off at the park and returned home to stay with big sis.

The trip was pretty cool, we then went to Publix then home in Cica's car.

On the way to Publix my 2nd youngest sister  aknowledged my black stockings (pantyhose). She asked if I usually wear stockings, I was like, yes. She then let me know that she thought when I wore the other colored ones (sheer) I just shaved my legs so that's why they looked that way. I laughed (:

Later, my siblings and I were gathered at the table with my mom's friends to discuss career goals and bills and stuff.

My 2nd youngest sis and I drew drawings in our planners.

My mom's friends talked about financial responsibilities and stuff and getting current on our bills, my mom's hospital bills especially.

My big brother got emotional when discussing my mom's passing.

I felt so responsible and I felt like bursting out in self-anger because I felt so responsible for my Mom's death and everyone's pain.

I excused myself from the table and went to my room.

My 2nd youngest sis checked on me and we talked about it. So that was pretty helpful.

The guest were getting to leave a bit later on.

Cica talked to me 1 on 1 to see if I was okay.

She asked me if I go by any other name. I was like, "just Alan".

 She was like, I see, I know that your pronouns are She, right?

I was like, yeah (: 

(I thought it was a bit funny that Cica was referring to me as a He if she knew I preferred She, but nevertheless I'm okay with either pronoun).

She then complimented my eyes, asking if I used mascara. I let her know that I used eyeliner.

She asked if my look was a cateye.

I was like, it's similar ♡

She was impressed either way, she let me know that she doesn't do makeup.

She let me know to always just be myself and stuff. We side hugged.

After they left, my 2nd youngest sister and I went to Walmart to buy some things. My brother drove us there.

Today was pretty fun.

Thanks for reading!