3:06pm I won $202.32 x Waterlogged Memories

So I played with my Yay casino balance of $142, got it up to $152, lost it down to $136. Went outside to see that my childhood books that I've collected and some I hand made were destroyed by rain water. I feel awful, I go back inside and accidentally hurt my right shoulder on the way to the bathroom.

I gamble with the $136 left out of sadness, I make it up to $160 something, lose it down to $90 something, win it back to $205, lose about $3 dollars, withdrew a virtual card at $202.32.

My brother had my things in a bag while cleaning outside for things to keep, but unfortunately it suffered rain damage, he felt guilty but I reassured him that it wasn't his fault, and I thanked him for gathering my stuff.

You know, I too left some things outside in a different location. I put them in the shade on the purch to protect them from the rain, but unfortunately yesterday's rain was more of a storm, and everything outside got water damaged, even if they were under the roof.

The bucket of my books were not in any type of shade, because they were supposed to go back inside the garage I think. Due to being left outside, the bucket filled up with rain water.

I took photos of my waterlogged Dinosaur, LEGO and DIY Books, and I let my brother know that my books will last longer now that they're digitalised.

Taking photos of my damaged books made me feel better. I had to get back inside due to my phone's camera failing due to overheating.

Thanks for reading.

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