9:15pm Late Night Losses

Earlier today after my youngest sib's appointment, we went shopping.

I spent about $80 in groceries, $14 in gas.

Then after that, my big brother and I went to the pharmacy to pick up my eldest sister's medicine.

I made sure not to spend too much until we brought the meds, because I didn't know the price then.

When we picked up the meds, they were $73, my brother felt a bit bad, but I let him know that it was okay.

After that, we went home and I gave the meds to my sister, she was happy to see them.

Then later, my brother spoke with my dad, and he sent us $600.

My brother said that I can have $60 to repay me for the medicine, so I thanked him and kept about $60 and sent the rest to his card.

My $60, I kept on a different account.

My main credit card, I had about $132 left.

With that $132, I tried to recover my losses from today, so I made a $19.99 deposit on Bux777 with a 50% bonus, I got $30, lost it down to nothing and still had a playthrough requirement of $102. Bux777, didn't end well.

So, then I had like $111 left, and then I put $90 into Tang Luck, got up to $140 something but I tried to make more money and ended up losing...

So then I cancled my redemption on Winbonanza to try and make money.

I actually canceled about $100.66 from my $400.66 previously after getting back from the store, but then I thought about Cyberpunk Edgerunners 2, when King spoke to Talia about taking control back.

So then I redeemed my $100.66 again and didn't play through it.

However about an hour or two later after losing the $90 at Tang Luck, I cancled my redemption again, lost it.

Then I cancled $300, then I lost it.

Then I cancled my $587 redemption at Baba Casino, and lost it down to $419 something, but then I got 6 scatter symbols and I prayed in my mind to God apologizing about the bad that I've done and to forgive me and just give me a good bonus like the others.

After that, I won a huge bonus of $712.30, so I felt like that was a sign to go back to bed.

This put my balance at $1131.25.

This resolved my $681 dollar gambling losses for the night, well $700 in losses if I count the $19 something I won from free bonuses on Jackpota earlier today, then cancled it and lost it. It started at $15 but I cancled and got it to $19.

Anyway, the $712 win covered my $700 in losses, so now I can sleep a bit easier tonight.

Thanks for reading!

10:22pm

10:28pm

Also earlier today I sent an email to RealPrize about taking a 14-day break from both RealPrize and their sis site LoneStarCasino.

Minutes later, I got a $4 dollar VIP bonus to my RealPrize account. I lost it.

But anyway, it's kind of crazy that I got a promo bonus after requesting to be excluded for 14 days, lol.

Thanks again for reading!

10:30pm.

10:39pm

I forgot to mention that I was calling my therapist while shopping at Publix, telling her that I'll try to get more sleep because bad things happen when I'm tired. (In my mind I was referring to loosing hundreds of dollars when I'm gambling when tired).

Anyway, that call with the therapist was brief because I didn't realize that we would still be out and not home yet. I did email earlier to cancel the appointment since we were getting close on time, but she didn't get the message quite yet. We called as scheduled and then she noticed the message and I apologized about the short notice.

We talked some more, but the internet in the grocery store was horrible and I cut out right when I was talking about how things go bad when I'm tired.

Anyway, we rescheduled and I thanked her.

Also, I blew up the new air mattress I got yesterday. I slept better, because this one kept me more afloat and not basically sleeping on the bed frame.

So that's been a plus ♡

Thanks for reading, again!

10:54pm.