3:23pm Anxiety

I received my $300 visa gift card from that study requiring me to submit my personal data.


I ordered hair dye and paper towels to test out my card, it was a success.

Then I tried to buy the $20 pack for $40 SC at Yay Casino, another success, I got up to like $65.

But then... I still had the problem of my bank being linked to Chime, which has loads of debt, so my redemption would have just disappeared, and changing my linked bank on Yay Casino takes ages.

So I tried to make another to cover the redemption debt, but alas I lost.

Feeling bad over losing $20 dollars, 

I deposited $200 from my visa card into LoneStarCasino for the $280 SC offer.

I redeemed $220 instant gift card.

Then played with the $40-$60 left over.

I lost it, so then I cancled my $220 redemption, and lost it all.

Very annoying, I wish the instant redemption was actually instant, also I actually tried to put a spending limit on RealPrize and LoneStarCasino after I did the same with HardRockBet earlier today.

But alas, the site made it too complicated to do so, and I also didn't want to miss out on my VIP progress.

I don't even think VIP status means much on those sites, I'm still treated like trash after spending thousands, little to no compensation.

Anyway, after losing the $200 at LoneStarCasino, I tried to make it back by canceling my $197 redemption at Winbonanza.

I ended up losing bad, but then wining again, I eventually manged to redeem $393.

Then I later cancled that redemption after I used my last bonus $0.90 cents on the 3D fish ocean king game and got $13.50.

So I combined my earnings and witdrew $407.15.

So, I'd say that I was successful in getting my $200 back, plus $10 more. 

Thanks for reading!

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