5:44am Major Depression

I'm having some major depression right now, I lost $700 on LoneStarCasino, $100 on HardRockBet, $50 on Chumba Casino, $20 on Fortunecoins and a $20 loan that I took out from Varo, but lost it on Crowncoinscasino. And I just paid back my $50 Varo loan earlier.

I was so optimistic this weekend compared to how I'm feeling right now. I started with $30, grew it exponentially with Freecash offers and Casino apps, and I calculated that I had like $1,200+ coming my way with all the money I've been making, I had a system.

I brought groceries and snacks for my farther, 2nd eldest sister and younger siblings tonight.

Then later, I tried to search for more offers to offset the $99 installment payment for my laptop and my other payments such as the $300 Walmart credit line.

So I took the $600 that I earned and I put it into LoneStarCasino to level up my rank from Gold to Rose Gold, in hopes of more perks.

There was a bonus offer that granted me $300 for only $200. This wasn't enough for rose gold status, but yet I was so close, so that's why I deposited more and more until I achieved my goal.

I then played plinko because it's low volatility and it allowed me to cash out mid $600 out of $700.

Then I saw an offer on Fortunecoins for $20. So then I brought it and made it up to $50 something but soon lost it all.

I tried to make it back by canceling my redemption on LoneStarCasino, and yeah, I made $20+ more at first but then came a downward spiral and a series of loss chasing and depositing more money into other websites and losing it.

In total, I've lost.... about $790, I feel so depressed right now, I just can't. I can't.

I've stayed up hours trying to get my money back, I've worked so long and waited so long accumulating all this money ):

I strained off of my plinko strategy and tried slots, and I was burned brutally.

I'm in absolute agony.

Please call 988 if you feel similarly to me.

Thanks for reading.



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