2:17am I lost $155.50

Zula Casino had a pack for $9 for $20, I played that, then lost it thanks to For the Realm Deluxe.

Also around that time my 2nd youngest sister and I were talking about the termite and air conditioning problem going on right now.

She suggested that we get into gambling and win the lottery.

I was like, yes we need a big win.

Then I was like, maybe grandpa can pay for the termanix.

So we continue talking and then my sister pointed out that my nipple was showing.

I got embarrassed and quickly fixed my dress.

Anyway, later I ran up a free dollar something on RealPrize up to like $13, but lost it.

Later, later, I decided to play with my balance on Coins Royale.

I wasn't able to redeem as yet due to verification taking up to 72 hours.

I thought that I might as well try to make more money, especially since I was motivated by all the transphobic stuff about me I've seen on Facebook about me, I thought that making more money would make me feel better.

In the end I lost it all and I feels terrible.

The live roulette was the final blow, taking the last of my $40 something in my Coins Royale account down to $0.

I knew that something like this would happen if I played with my balance, the algorithm would put me straight into losing mode.

Like literally, every game was awful, straight losses most of the time, just horrible.

The wifi bill is due tomorrow, I'm such a disaster. At the very least, I brought groceries earlier.

Thanks for reading.