I lost $9.99 again, also I setup my new phone.

I finished setting up my new S23 Ultra earlier today, which was pretty phone. Case, stickers, accounts, all setup. The screen protector was not as advertised, I didn't want a hole near the fingerprint reader, yet there's a hole near the fingerprint reader. Also, the phone was locked, even though it was advertised as unlocked so I had to dance around that until I was finally able to unlock it.

Also, I called Discover to see if I can dispute my SpinBlitz transactions, I was transferred a few times, the reps were nice, but unfortunately in the end there was nothing that could be done. I thanked them anyway.

Although, earlier today that $18+ Uber Eats charge on my PayPal was finally taken care of and refunded to me.

I later took $9.99 of that to Thrill Coins casino, because they had a $30 coin package for $9.99. I lost horribly and I feel horrible about it. I knew that this casino was a scam based on the trust pilot reviews, but I took the risk anyway because I just wanted my money back, I really miss my $1K.

I even dreamt earlier today that there was $500 something in my Charles Schwab account, but I couldn't quite access it because it was transferred Sunday to somewhere, so I guess it was gambled and wasted. Poor dream money. 

Also..... after getting off the phone with Discover, I wrote a trustpilot review about how SpinBlitz ruined my life.

Additionally, while losing badly on Thrill Coins,  I received an email at Chime saying that my 2025 $500 dispute against Stake casino was settled. I got excited and checked my account to see that I was still negative $24 dollars (+ -$100 in loans).

I guess it was settled meaning, I didn't win the case. 

I hate my life.

Oh, also that dream with the $500, I got a call from a loan office, I wasn't approved in the end.

I also did a bunch of surveys today which led to nowhere, but at least I tried.

I think my happiness died.

But on the bright side, I'm writing this blog with my new/used S23 U phone, yay!

Thanks for reading ♡

My first selfie with my new phone below ⬇️

(Also that grey arrow is my first standard emoji with the new phone. I used an analog ♡ heart emote earlier in this blog).
Funny how I saw a black snake in the backyard after I finished putting snake and heart stickers on my black phone.
This phone is kinda lagging when I'm typing, poor thing.

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