5:10pm Flowers

I was about 2ft heigh, fantasizing about jumping from a higher height, 

then I saw some beautiful flowers that distracted me, so then I came down, although at the price of a sore back. Then I investigated the flowers. 

My brother was on the phone with my Mother's half-sister, my Aunt that took away my knife two weeks ago. 

My aunt on the phone asked about how I was feeling and stuff and asked if I was still blaming myself. 

I was like sometimes I do blame myself, sometimes I don't.

She's like, that's good as long as you don't blame yourself more than you do.

I also told her about how I was depressed but then flowers distracted me. She said that it was a sign.

She asked what I've been doing lately. I told her that I've been doing some projects and surveys.

She also asked if I've been doing gardening, so then I thought that was a good idea, and I think that's when I mentioned the flowers I saw.

Thanks for reading.