Horrible Investments x Realizations.

My bro was upset about the financial situation.

So I was like, it's okay, it's not your fault.

I've made horrible financial investments trying to make more money to get out of our situation.

So then my mom said to me, 

and you had good intentions, it's not like you boozed up, you know. You didn't do that.

I was like, thank you.

Also, my mom was motivating us with a speech, like we're going to make it, we do our projects, Alan you make your videos in the bathroom, ect, ect.

Also, my mom was asking if they still have the cactus for sale at Publix.

I was like, it might be more seasonal since it had snow on it and red/pink flowers.

Then I was like, they might have small plants like orchids still....

Then I was like, all my plants are dead...

I realized that all my plants from the former apartment are dead, including the orchid my dad gave me for my birthday, the last gift he gave me for my birthday before my orchiectomy. I was trying my best to keep thay one alive during my stay at the apartment.

Anyway, my mom confirmed that my plants are dead, but not all of them, she tried her best to cheer me up because I was like, "I'm kinda upset that my plants are dead".

Anyway, at least I have the memories alive of my plants.

Thanks for reading.