Fragments of Fringe

Late 2pm ezt, My brother and I went into the pawn shop to pawn the jewelry my mom picked out from her collection.

The value the shop was going to give up was only $168, not a good deal.

We went back to the car to discuss it and stuff. We needed money to pay for the hotel.

My mom was asking me to convince my 2nd eldest sister to try and help us out and stuff.

I was like, I can try.

We then talked more about pawning stuff.

I then brought up, we can make more money if we do inappropriate stuff.

This upset my mom, and she was saying that she doesn't want her children doing that.

She's like, it'll be one thing if it's legal in one state, like let me pose in a window.

So then, we talked more about pawning stuff and financial struggle.

Then I say in a sultry voice, we can make money if we...

My mom was like, if we do what???

I was like, we can make more money if we do fringe stuff.

And when it's over we can.. ("wash our hands of it" I was about to say before my mom began to cry).

So that upset my mom again and she's crying, and I feel so bad, and she's like, please don't tell me that Alan.

And I have a feeling that you do that stuff already, and you just don't want to tell me.

I felt embarrassed and upset, and I was like, oh, no I don't do that stuff...

She's Iike, you can say it as a joke to me, and it's a joke and we're okay.

I'm like, um, okey doke.

So, we eventually settle down.

[I hope I convinced mom and bro that I'm not into that type of stuff, you know.]. 

Then my mom and brother start talking about the scenery and stuff.

And I'm feeling so psychosis, so I'm like, "y'all are interesting".

My mom was like, how are interesting and you are talking to people in the bathroom mirror, I don't know, just saying. (She was referring to earlier today with me live streaming on TikTok.).

I smiled.

Before the pawn show, I mean shop. I got steamed Grande milk at Starbucks.

Before that, I got a Grande Mocha Frapi at a different Starbucks.

Also... I so want to get into fringe stuff, even futher. But, I must not let them know.

Anyway, thanks for reading!

When ordering the milk at Starbucks my phone accidentally displayed a bunch of skimpy IG laddies from One Hot Studio.

Hopefully the Starbucks guy didn't see.

That cropped up from an earlier search of a Gentleman's bar called Body Shots, I noticed the building on our way to Starbucks.

I thought that I could work there as one of the entertainers....

Thanks again for reading!