My mom and I talked about Adult Industry stuff

This late afternoon, I was talking to my mom in the car about ways to pay the rent that is due tomorrow.

I was telling her that the Adult Entertainment studio pays $900 per day.

She was like, who doesn't watch porn, but this is not what you want to be doing.

Then we were discussing prostitution and porn and stuff, she was telling me that if I loved doing it than that's okay.

Like, I just can't wait to lay on my back.

So yeah, I was also talking about OnlyFans and stuff. 

My mom's like, if you love doing it then that's ok, 

"I'm Alan the Porn Girl" 

[my 2nd eldest sister in the car and I laughed when mom said that.]

Then mom's like, in fact I can put on a thing.

But, if you're uncomfortable with it, you don't want to pollute your soul. 

My brother came into the conversation as well after he came back from the store.

That was a good discussion and I thanked her for it. I did feel sad though, because I know, I've already done and do the things she warns me about. I am a porn girl.

Lol, my brother came back from the mailbox and he showed me the mail he got, it was dark so I used my phone screen to illuminated it, but then retracted my phone because it was revealing the thing I just wrote above about me being a porn girl.

Anyway, I guess I'm a porn girl, hopefully my family never knows.

Also, for my entertainment earlier when we first got back home, I asked around the house about prostitution and porn to pay the rent. My siblings didn't like the idea, especially my youngest, they're like, you can just perform [music] to make money, so that made me think.

Also, I went upstairs and I was like prostitution and pornography!

And my eldest sister was like, what?

And I was like we can use prostitution and pornography to make money.

She was like, No.

Lol. I feel so double life.

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