I lost about all my money

6:52pm. I like lost all my momey.


$60 something on PayPal, +$25 of settlement MasterCard and a $10 gift card. Dead, all dead by this afternoon.

I feel like throwing up.

It started with winning $10 Starbucks gift card for free via Pulz.

Then after that, I needed a way to double my $49 something. I was cents off from getting the $90 for $49.99 deal at LoneStarCasino.

[After I saw that I still had $49 something on PayPal even after a $30 deposit at BetUs (more on that later), I actually tried desperately to make a few more cents at CloudConnect by doing a few more surveys, but they didn't pay me in time].

 I had a dream of them earlier, winning $999 from a $2.55 bet or somethin, but being unable to redeem due to account violations due to some trap music edit.

Anyway, back to reality.

I go to goldenheartsgames, go to RevU to look for offers to double my money.

I take their BetUs offer to get $49 after a $30 wager. So I took the offer, and I didn't receive credit instantly, I wonder if it was even acknowledged.

So, that's $30 gone. I then cancel my Starbucks $10.10 gift card. I play that and lose it all.

Then I use $20 of my $27.92 settlement MasterCard money from the Evolve bank and trust lawsuit I received yesterday, at Chumba.

I couldn't use my prepaid MasterCard at UberEats for some reason, so I tried to get it converted to an Uber gift card via Chumba redemption. I was actually surprised that Chumba even accepted the prepaid gc.

I was getting ahead, I should have cashed iut at $26, but I wanted to get to at least $27-$28 so that way I can buy my incontinence underwear since I'm on my last pair.


But then I lost all my momey at Chumba.
So then I was surprised that BetUs didn't take the $30 something out of my PayPal as yet. So I put $30 into SpinQuest, and I end up losing that $30.

So then I take $5 from the settlement money Mastercard into Chumba, and I lose that as well.

I feel so heartbroken.

I actually received like 2x $27 settlements from that lawsuit. One went to a Mastercard the other went to my Bank, and now it's like all but gone.

Not only was the settlement money wiped away, but my OnlyFans money was in there as well. All that work for nothing.

I feel so dirty. All I wanted to do was to make more money because I'm un freaking employed, and the only thing that I can bloody do is endlessly try to double the money I already have perpetually. F this.

I also got a $27 refund yesterday from the hospital which went to my OnePay card, making my debt there only $181 instead of $208.

I also lost a lot of survey money. I worked so, so long on CloudConnect, making it up to $7 something, just to bloody lose it today.

Only $19 remained on my PayPal, so I withdrew that to my Chime. I withdrew it to credit builder where $1.84 of donation money was. Now that it's mixed up with donation money, I can't gamble with it.

Also, earlier I tried to save myself from gambling my money by trying to transfer $44 to my Discover, however Chime wasn't letting me due to countless Plaid bank connection errors. I hate my life.

Thanks for reading.

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