I lost $24.99

I simply tried to turn my $24.99 into $50 because like $26 was all I had left after spending so much yesterday on my family and stuff. I did a heck lot of surveys and stuff, waited 8 days for it to arrive and stuff, then that was all basically spent yesterday on food and stuff, and yet we're still in a desperate situation and my fam had to go to the soup kitchen today, so I'm trying to save us by trying to multiple what I have left in my account.

The deal on Baba Casino was $24.99 for $50, it was a no-brainer, it seemed, so I brought it after so much internal struggle with myself whether to buy it or not, but regardless I brought it to at least get a gift card or something, and it was going good at first, I needed to play through $50 to cash out.

So far I played through $8 something and had around $50 something so things were looking good until I've fallen into a trap of endless deadspins and ended up at a balance of $0.06 cents, which really sux because I was already feeling bad about just having $26 something in my account, now it's probably just $1 something. And I was already feeling bad about loosing like $1200 a few weeks ago after coming back from the Mental Hospital, so now I really feel horrible.

There's no end to this hell.

Thanks for reading.

Fvck these games, fvck these casinos, fvck myself. And I spoke with my Therapist like 2 days ago, she recommended not putting momey into these online casinos, but I guess I was once again too fvcking desperate to get out of my fvcking financial situation to prevent myself from making things fvcking worse for myself and family.

Fvck my life.

Thanks again for reading...