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I feel so, so sad. On Chumba, I did end up canceling my redemption of like $360 and then made like $707. I received the deposit earlier after waiting a long time.  I end up losing almost all to LoneStarCasino, Winbonanza and Fortunecoins. I just have like $50 left which I redeemed from Yay casino after a $50 for $100 deal. I feel so blue. I even told my therapist earlier today about my losses and stuff and how I've been trying to ban myself from the casinos and how I usually lose a lot when sleep deprived. It's like 2:22am now, my sleep deprivation always ruins my bank balance. I still have to wake up in a few hours for customer service training, gosh. At least my thighs are slaying. Thanks for reading. Update: 2:53am I used $49.99 from my $52 something left on my card for RealPrize casino. I made it up to like $80 something, but then lost it. I feel beyond depressed right now. I used the last $2 dollars on my card to order a mug at Walmart. ...

This was the first time that I sat on a bunk bed in my room in a very long time! Yes, no more sleeping all night in a gaming chair!  So my brother actually had the bunk beds assembled a few days ago but I didn't want to wake him with the air blower to inflate my mattress. He mentioned my bed again this afternoon, so then I finally un-boxed and inflated my masters and sat on it for the first time! Then the mattress deflated quickly after my selfie because I didn't secure it properly, lol. Thanks for reading! 6:41pm.

The lady at the Wendy's counter asked my 2nd youngest sister and I,  "Are you two sisters?" So then I answered yes, followed by my sister also saying yes. The lady asked for our names, so I said "Alan". Then I said the name of my sister. The lady liked me and my sister's names. That was affirming for me thst she liked my name and recognized me as a girly. Thanks for reading!

My $99 deposit from my xxx site came in today which paid off the internet bill debt of $45 dollars. I used $50, about most what was left, to play at Chumba Casino because I'm loss chasing. I won like $260, that was cool. I took $60 for DoorDash GC, and $200 for cash.  Also earlier I wrote Winbonanza for compensation after losing $1,258. They gave me $10 worth of SC, which I worked up to $37+ then lost. I also lost out on that $125 survey that was offered to me because I didn't receive the link, unfortunately. Also, yesterday morning I finally was approved and sent a $400 gift card for a study which involved me sending a company in India my Tax, banking and payment information. I was rejected at first, twice, but I wrote them persistently and I was finally approved. I tried taking money off of that gift card to convert it to real world debt card money, however it didn't work out right and I had to refund it back from my other debit card back to the original gift card. Now th...

I feel so bad right now. I cancled my $1,258 redemption on Winbonanza in hopes of making more money and I lost it down to $60.39. I feel so lost and broken right now. And I need work training in the morning, so I'm going to be waking up pretty tired. Thanks for reading. Update: at 2:53am I lost the rest of it. I played hot Ross and lost my $60 down to like $40, then played a $40 bonus on hacksaw gaming Life and Death game, which I won just like $3 dollars back. Then I played 3 Wicked Devils where I lost my last $4.32 down to zero. I feel so sad, I should have just kept my balance and wait for the redemption to go through, even though they were delaying it. I feel so upset, especially since my 2nd eldest sis got taken away earlier for another overdose attempt. [Plesse call 988 if you feel suicidal] My life is just, falling apart. Thanks for reading.

So I was waiting in line at Walmart customer service to try and get back the black trash bags that we forgot after checking out a few days. There was a long line at the customer service, a customer was heading towards the line, so I backed up, but then I walked my back into a cash register counter which really hurt my spine.  That happened like an hour or two ago, but mu back is still in lots of pain. Also, fortunately my 2nd youngest sis and I were able to get a complimentary pack of black garbage bags since the service desk wasn't able to locate the missing bags, so we thanked the Walmart person. My spine feels like it was shot with a bullet, probably some of the worst pain I've felt in a while. But, I'm glad that I was able to make way for the customer coming through. Thanks for reading!