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I un_boxed my zinus mattress and made up my bed, yay! It feels much more firm and comfy than those cumbersome and awkward air mattresses. Thanks for reading!

I won up to $111 something on like $2 of free daily bonus on Yay casino, however I had to make it up to at least $200 because my Chime bank was attached to it still, and it wouod have been absorbed by debt, so I ended up losing it all, unfortunately. But at least the Starbucks tastes good! Thanks for reading.

We went to college to drop off my eldest sis. I used the ladies bathroom there for like the first time, or maybe second time? Anyway, it was pretty awesome using the restroom of my gender because it was affirming for me. On my way out of the stall I noticed that my 2nd youngest sis was there waiting for me, so I thanked her for her patience, that was nice of her to keep guard of me. Also, earlier I brought some McDonald's for my siblings and I. Also much earlier, my Zinus bed arrived, yay! Air mattress' were killing my spine, so I needed something more fine. Thanks for reading!

I logged into Bux777 app and played with my free bonuses, I turned $2 into $40 and withdrew. Thanks for reading! 3:16pm I'm using my left hand to type all this, it kinda hurts.

Ugh, I had $100 buying power with Zip, so I tried to buy $100 from Chumba, but it didn't work so then I tried fortunecoins and that worked, but then I lost the $100. That loan cost 4 payments of $26 something, I paid $26 of it today using the $25 loan and $10 in my bank account. That $100 loan costs $105. Okay, so now my losses are like $405+ today, crazy, I feel so sick that I feel like ending it all, but if you feel similarly please call 988 immediately. Thanks for reading!  Ugh, I'm doomed and finically cursed.. 2:29pm I was about to cancel my redemption at Baba Casino to try and make some of my money back, but then I heard a voice in my head say "please". Mayve I heard it because I was singing Digital Circus Wacky World in my head and I thought that word was the next verse,  But regardless it seemed like a sign not to cancel my redemption, so I re-blocked Baba Casino.

I had like $110 left in my account, so I put $50 into Chumba and lost it. Then I canceled my $101 redemption at Winbonanza, made about $40 back, but I needed like $10 more to compensate for the $50 lost, so I kept playing and I lost it. So then I cancled my $202 redemption and I lost that as well. So then I put another $50 into Chumba casino and I lost that as well. Now I feel sick and empty,  $403 just gone, like nothing. I should't have deposited that $50 into Chumba to begin with, ugh. I feel like canceling my redemptions at ZumbaCards and Baba Casino, but if I lose those redemptions that'll be like another $1,900 gone, so I guess I'll need to hold onto that and just cut my losses. If I don't count the $103 profit, I just lost $300 and not $403 [: Also... I still have $35 left in my account at the very least. $10 from what was left of the $110 and $25 from a Grant loan, the loan that was paid off earlier today, but I requested another one because I wanted my money ba...