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6:05pm $14.37

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It was a pleasant surprise to see $14.37 in my bank account. I think that's the real revenue amount from my Gothic Apocalypse Coloring book sale. It's pretty awesome to have it finally arrive. I remember Amazon telling me about the sale in an email, then that's when I realized that the $2 something wasn't my Kindle revenue after all. I guess $14 is more fair than $2. Thanks for reading, and  thanks for buying my book, kind friend!

5:16pm I won and lost $80

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So on Fortunecoins, I played with the free SC I've collected about $6 SC and I worked it up to about $70-$80 over the course of hours, I tried to make more money but then it all went down to $0.08 cents within under an hour. I can't with this anymore. Thanks for reading.

1:18pm I lost $80

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I've waited about a week or so for my $72 SC to finally credit on Golden Heart Games. So then I try to get to $100 to redeem cash, I got up to $80, then it was lots of losses after that, I went all the way down to like $0.06 cents. I was so freaking close. I hate myself, gosh. Thanks for reading.

May 26th 2026

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May 26th 2026 was supposed to be my last day if the storage wasn't paid for, but fortunately yesterday my brother notified me that my uncle's wife helped us with it. So then I thanked him. That was quite a relief yesterday, because the storage would of went to auction today if not paid for and it would have been all my fault and I wouldn't be able to live with that guilt, so I planned on taking oxytocin in the morning and writing a note, and going outside and locking the door and placing the keys somewhere outside with their location described in the note and then disappearing somewhere far away never to return, never again to live another day. May 26th, dead at 26, dead 19 days after my birthday. I thought that'll be perfect. But, it's now 12am May 27th, so I lived through it. Today was pretty enjoyable, and I'm glad I lived it. I went on a little adventure to look for my 2nd eldest sis. I figured she went to the gas station convince store, so I headed out ther...

I had x over cam

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I had x over cam just now with a returning subscriber. He wanted to do it over Insta, but I was afraid of a ban, so we agreed to it over OF live, pretty much the first time I've done a successful OF live. It was f-ing fun!  I ended the live at around 2:10pm, it lasted about 20 minutes. He tipped $20, the profit was $16 since OF took $4. But, it's still some money. Thx for reading!

I went on TikTok Live for over 2 hours!

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I went on TikTok live for over two hours! Amassing over 4K viewers and over 2200 diamonds which accounted to about $22, which was about $8.55 after TikTok took their 60% share ): But, the show was so much fun!!!! I sang and danced a lot, and I put in my key key clip after singing happy day in hell and someone liked that song so I showed them my key key clip, which I haven't worn in a while, so it was good to wear it again, I always like a Hazbins Hotel fan. I also sang some of my original songs and stuff, it was so fun! Someone wanted me to sing cybernetic chick's, so I sang a bit of it ♡ Always towards the end of my live, I was like, darkness abound. Anyway, it's 11:56pm, time to call it a day. Thanks for reading! Sincerly,  Alan the Streamer Goddess! Now it's 11:58pm, cool. Thanks again for reading!

Ladiez

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I was in the women's restroom and the janitor guy and I crossed paths we said sorry to each other than I went to the stall. It played the song man eater on the speaker. His job wasn't done as yet, so he called out, "Any ladies in here?!" (2-3x). On the second time he said that, I was like, "yes be out soon!". It then played BTS smooth like butter. My Mom's favorite band. I exited the bathroom, no one was there. I then go to buy a Hershe bar, and the first coin I pulled out happened to be one of a lady. That's so cool, I think that Mommy is giving me girl confidence telepathically, thanks Mommy! ♡