1:58am Digital Decay
Frustration is what this year has been, so thank you Satan ♡◇♡◇♡ I make a little progression, then everything collapses upon the weight of disappointment, accusation, distraction and depression. 15 years of content creation, only to be further behind than I've been before. I have tens of thousands of hours of videos, tutorials and photo carousels, but de-monetization has ruined the dream that I've worked years to achieve and now I'm looking like a pathetic e-begger. E-beggers, ha I used to frown upon them, but now I'm becoming one, what is this? Probably the abyss, but at least I'm honest. Too much to handle, I think I need to vomit. Get a job they say, I go on the job hunt, they mock me for it, but I get the XP I needed to keep hunting. I get the job, but orientation is months away, I'm optimistic about it. I had projects and interviews coming up, I'm excited for it, then the power blacks out, I guess someone didn't pay. Why should this e...