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7:01pm

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Earlier I put $79.99 into Modo casino boxes, withdrew $118 something. Then I brought a $115 pack at SpinQuest for $100, then lost it to Gravity roulette. Then I brought like $64 something for a $80 something coin pack at Megabonanza and lost it to Live Roulette. Then I cancled my $748 redemption at Winbonanza in an attempt to win back the $164 something. I ended up losing like $200+ more in winnings until I made a few breakthrough wins and got up to like $1,025.83. So I'm very greatful for turning like a $400 gift card into $1K today. Thanks for reading! Update 8:07. I read some DailyMail Doctor Who stuff and the article and another article were demonizing Trans people, so that got me a bit upset. So then I cancled my $1,025 redemption and made some more money off of it. So far I stand at $1,072.23, so I'm satisfied for now. That's about an extra $50 for my Health insurance bill. Thanks again for reading!

Shell

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We went to the dock after picking up my 2nd eldest sis from the psych hospital. We went to a cookie shop as well.  I had my set eye on a shell near the shore, so I picked it up with a Wendy's tissue. My eldest brother identified it as an abalone, just when I thought of how my Mommy had buttons of a similar bio material. My 2nd eldest sis suggested that I take it home just when I was going through some conflictions of whether I should take it home or not. I agreed that yes, I'll take it home. Yes, this abalone is so sparkly and pretty! Thanks for reading, truly!

2:37pm

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Earlier today I had a dream that I deposited $1000 or something into an online casino that looked like American Luck. I lost my money down to like $130 so fast and the so called legendary free spin bonus only got me like $4.99 on $4 dollar spins. Also between this, I didn't want to play on the laptop so I kept the slots on my phone because I didn't want my Mommy to see, because she doesn't want me gambling online. My Mom, she holds a red cotton (Polo or Lacoste) shirt and asks me what size it is. I read that it was M 16, so I tell her medium 16. I then ask her, is it a unisex shirt? Unisex clothes were something my Mommy and I would talk about, she would tell me that Lacoste has unisex clothes and she'll try to get me some someday. Anyway, that was good to see my Mom again, even if not physically there, just spiritually. Mommy try to visit me more often please, I miss you. Thank you and Thank you for visiting me today, that was so amazing! Also, towards the end of my dr...

3:03pm

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I brought the $30 pack at Jolly Sweeps for $9.99 and got up to like $44 before losing it all. It sux because I spent a long time making that $10 dollars. Thanks for reading.

Daddy Visit

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My siblings and I minus my 2nd eldest sis, picked up our Daddy today at the motel. My eldest siblings went to Verizon with him to conduct a phone trade in. In the end, the phone didn't need to be traded in. My eldest siblings and Daddy came back to my younger siblings and I at Starbucks. We ordered coffee there. On the way back in the car, my Daddy was saying "Sorry guys, I'm going to have to vote for the republican governor.". I was like, which one? My Daddy replied, The black one. My 2nd youngest sister was like, "isn't that the?". I was like, "yes, then phobic one.". [It's funny because moments earlier while at the bathroom in Starbucks I was thinking about how my Daddy would react to me using the women's bathroom. I thought that I'd explain with, "I've had my sex legally changed".⁰. Also in the bathroom, I thought about something like: "Of course a candidate would create an anti-trans campaign. Everyone hates ...

11:15am Depression

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My $92 laptop payment was due, and I've already lost like $4.99 at Americanluck and .99 cents at Modo casino yesterday. Lonestarcasino, I asked them for compensation after losing the $300 for $200 pack, they gave $30. I couldn't get extra time on my Laptop payment via Zip because I've already extended it. I went to Winbonanza and played the free daily $1 and won $30 something, then played it down to like $16 until winning up to $96, then eventually up to $112 until I played Ocean King Jackpot on $0.05 and $0.10 bets, which lead me to a balance of $0.01 cent. Now I feel absolutely wrecked and extremely depressed, because there goes my hope. Thanks for reading.

New Dress

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So, this is my new dress! Yes! This was the new dress that I brought from Walmart Online yesterday with my first paycheck of this week. The dress is a size small, yet slipping off my shoulders even with strap adjustments, which is pretty annoying. Nevertheless, the dress is pretty cute! Thanks for reading!