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2:31am I won $365

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I manged to turn $3 of free SC on my Spindoo account into about $200, then I live streamed my efforts to climb the amount higher. I got my first very active chatter and follower on Kick tonight, so that was super awesome! We talked about my gameplay, losses, wins and my history of using casino money for male-female surgery ♡ ["turning the worm into a taco", I described it.] Anyway, I won like a huge $201 bonus towards the hour mark of the stream just when my balance went down to like the $160s and I was getting nervous. $365.33, I redeemed. This was the save I needed tonight so I can go to bed with less sadness and hopeless feelings. Anyway, thanks for reading!

11:57pm I lost $322

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I canceled my $205 redemption on Winbonanza and turned it into about $322-$330+. I tried to make a little more, however the Mascot Gaming title "For the Realm" took my $300 and turned it into less than $10, so now I'm so super depressed right now. I've lost everything. Thanks for reading.

6:20 I won then lost about $250

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Earlier today I only had like $4 left on Chumbacasino left from my balance of $119. I worked up the $4 up to $150 and cashed out. My brother and 2nd youngest sister and I went to the store to get some things. I was thinking of getting Wendy's after with my points. Later, my brother asked if he can get French fries, so I was like I was thinking the same thing. I cancel my chumba casino balance of $150, redeem a $15.15 door dash gift card for the Wendy's. The Wendy's was pretty awesome. Although, my $150 was now $135, so I gambled on the gravity roulette which was so helpful to me earlier today. I mange to turn the $135 into like $250-$260+, which was so cool. I tried to go the extra mile, but quickly I started losing. So I doubled up on my bets and stuff to try and get back to where I was. It wasn't working. Also, somehow I pressed the wrong thing and placed several $5 bets bonus number throughout the table. That wasn't my intention, but it was too late, it was like ...

5:52am. I lost $300+

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Tonight, I deposited $50 at Chumba Casino, made $119, wanted to make more but lost it down to like $5.06. I then canceled my $239 withdrawal at Winbonanza that I redeemed earlier yesterday, I turned $130 into $239 earlier, so it was profit, but I canceled my withdrawal in hopes of making my $50 back. I turned the $239 into $280, I should have cashed out then, but I tried to make that $50 back exactly. I ended up turning that $280 into $50 ): I then canceled my $102 withdrawal request at Clubs Poker which I made from $22 dollars earlier yesterday. I ended up running that down to like $0. I feel so hopeless now. Please call 988 if you feel similar. Thanks for reading.

Visitors

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So basically my Mom's friends, Shayron and Cica came over to visit yesterday and today.  Yesterday they showed my siblings and I old family photos of my Mommy and us. After that, they brought us dinner. The next day which was today, they took us on a fun Florida park trip where we went on a boat ride on a glass bottom boat, just like the one that my Mommy rode in back in the day. The boat ride was pretty fun. After we went to the Cafe, Shayron treated us, she got me an iced vanilla coffee. I think my 2nd youngest sister probably mentioned to her that I liked that one. The coffee was pretty good. My eldest sis and brother were home cause my eldest sis wasn't feeling too well, he stayed with her which was nice of him, I originally volunteered to stay with her, but my younger siblings really wanted me to go on the trip, so I did and my brother dropped us off at the park and returned home to stay with big sis. The trip was pretty cool, we then went to Publix then home in Cica's...

3:40pm I lost $9.99

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I had $14.44 left on my Discover card, so I made a $9.99 payment on Americanluck Casino for the $11 pack. I worked my balance up to $20 something, then lost it all down to $0.10. I feel so sick. It's 3:43pm, still haven't eaten. Thanks for reading.

1:35pm I lost hundreds

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It began some days ago, I won a lot of money, probably $800+ after playing with my survey money and stuff. A few days ago I put like $170 into Spree casino, I lose it, but manage to make like an extra hundred on Winbonanza, so that made my loss just like $70. Then I received my $50.21 deposit from Yay Casino. I lose it on Megabonanza, so that made my loss like $120. I cancel my $160 redemption on Spindoo to try and make the money back, I lose it down to $70. I cancel my $300.21 redemption on RealPrize, I lose. At 4 something am, I then play with my balance on Spindoo, make it up to $207. I'm not satisfied, I cancel the $207 redemption, I lose $7. Redeem again at $200. Then after my nap, I wake up around 10am, I cancel the redemption to try and make more money, I almost lose it all, but managed to make it all back to at least $170-$196 a few times. But then, I tried to make it back to at least $200-$500 and beyond, but I quickly lose it all. I've turned my $207 into $0.07 cents,...