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Green Gold Bra

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In more light, the gold bra is actually more gold green, then I realized that the mental health staff was probably selecting a couple of green-tone clothes things for me since I tend to wear green. That's so sweet of them, omg! Thanks for reading!

5:50am I drew myself in the mirror

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I drew myself while looking into a tall mirror. This drawing represents my release from the mental hospital. The drawing below I drew while I was at the hospital before my family visted me and while I still thought they were upset with me and I made them very upset. And this is a water snake dragon. Thanks for reading!

I lost $170

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I went from playing $3 free play to $170 for free down to $0.01. Gosh, I just told myself that I'm not going to the Mental Hospital a 4th time. I knew I should of withdrew at $170. Gosh. Thanks for reading.

Released from Vines Mental Hospital!

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Mid-1pm Friday 13th, I was finally released from the Vines Mental Hospital! ♡ I stayed there since Monday after I thought I ruined my family and stuff and I screamed out "I should just kill myself!!!. I was worried that my family hated me so I was hesitant to call them, but in reality they missed me darely anf have actually called my Mental Facility multiple times, I just didn't know because I didn't get the memo while I was at the Mental Hospital. Anyway, they visited me yesterday night at the Mental Hospital kitchen and it was quite the emotional visitation, lots of hugging and kissing and crying. Anyway, I then got moved to my new room, which was much bigger than the old one, but had more space and two beds! I felt like it was when the Doctor visited his new Tardis. But, the shower absolutely freezing and the soap dispenser still wasn't working. But besides that, I loved the extra space, ashame I just stayed the night and morning at that new room, but at least I got...

Big Argument

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My mom and siblings had a big argument because I told my mom that I contacted my dad to see if he had $200. We needed like $200 for the water bill, so that's why I contacted him. My mom and siblings got very upset, lots of drama erupted. It's so sad, my dad didn't even have the money in the end. So much tension, my 2nd youngest sis even attempted to take the knife away from me because I felt like packing it in my bag. So yeah, lots of drama and I felt so guilty and angry towards myself. I screamed, Christ! I have so much hate!!!   ): Later I even kicked a heavy bucket and yelled because I got so upset after my mom was lecturing me, so then she's like, you don't get to yell! I was so so upset that I was like, I won't help anymore! Every time I try to help I just make things worse Later when I said something similar about cutting off financial help, My mom was like, why threaten us? I was like, you said you didn't need my help, back in 2024. We had...

My 6 year old Instagram Account Died

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My 6 year old Instagram Account Died today. I'm so sad, and I feel like ending it. It wasn't only an instagram, it was my journal, blog, companion and sanctuary, I really miss Instagram @MintCoaTea, she's dead now. It didn't matter that she had 28.3K followers and 20,000,000+ views, it was much, much more than that. It sickens me so much that she's gone. I didn't even do anything wrong, I was doing what the others were doing for the most part. I blame that guy, the guy who DMed me wanting to do a sexy video call again. The same one that I did a few months back for $10, he was willing to do it for $20 now, and he donated $15 on the GoFundMe for the broken roof. He also said that I looked thiccer, which he liked. [When updating this part, I got a CashApp notification reminding me of a partial loan re-payment of $20.42 scheduled for tomorrow. I thought the $40 from the guy pulled through. I don't even think anything matters anyway anymore.]. I was o...

First time putting on pantyhose at my old home since SRS

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First time putting on pantyhose at my old home since SRS! Yes! 3:02am, March 9th, 2026. Thanks for reading!