MintCoaTea

So since the chemical cautery of a few days ago during my last appointment, I've experienced some dark/black bits of scar tissue coming out of my puzsy.  I think I left the nitrate gauze in for too long, like I took it out of me at like night, and the appointment was in the morning. Anyway, with so many black bits coming out out of me, and one getting on my finger nail accidentally, I wondered if my clicky was still stimulatey. So while on the toilety, I touched around down there by feeling the lips gently and I felt some activity, so she definitely still purrs. This was a little before 10:39am, I'm glad things are still working, I was worried that I lost my clicky clitty kitty, lol. As of now, less black bits are coming out of me, fortunately. Thanks for reading!

I brought Tea with my money for the first time since vaginoplasty surgery. I brought the tea when shopping at Publix with my Mommy. She got a buy one get one free Twingings English Breakfast and she asked me if I wanted tea. I spilled the tea on that I used to get the peppermint tea to lower my testosterone. She quietly hushed me, and said you don't have to worry about that anymore. I fully agreed, as I was thinking and talking about the same thing. In the end I went with a Darjeeling black tea ♡ She said, yeah I think it's Indian, after I sounded out the name just now. Thanks for reading!

I went shopping at Walmart with my Mom, it was very fun. We brought essentials and gifts and feminine hygiene stuff. I brought pads for my youngest and Women's Lady Diapers for me ♡ Before the store, my 2nd eldest sister told me about the different sized pads, so that was pretty helpful for me. Anyway a bit after when my mom brought the pads, I ran off to get the diapers real quick, "I'll get something real quick" my mom followed me. I selected the 19 pack, then the 36 pack. My mom told me that there were more in the back, I was like, oh. I got size small/medium, my mom acknowledged the size I picked up. My mom asked why I ran off to get them, she already knows about it.  I was like, well, I didn't want you to have to move, um, I tried to make it secret [or something like that]. LoL. Anyway, we had a fun shopping day. I did a little bit gambling while shopping. I lost $50 at MegaBonanza, so I put $100 into SpinBlitz and lost and...

My mom encouraged me to play some Power Ball for $2 because what are the odds.  Funny she mentioned that right when I was about to make a deposit at an online casino. We were in poverty, and I was like, yes, I was thinking of the lottery all day. At Circle K, I went to play. I deposited $2, and selected my choice. Before going to CK, I had Three musketeers and pasta. Also, earlier today I walked to Dunkin Donuts with my 2nd eldest sis and younger sibs, it was so fun and I ate Donut Balls for the first time since SRS. Went to McDonaldz and Publix with my younger ones before Dunkin. Anyways, thank you for reading!

I had another examination today, yay!  The appointment began with the Dr. Assistant Guy, I spilled the tea with him about the urination spraying and how it hurts when I touch it or something. He offers his advice and recommended the chemical cauterization like last time. Then it hit me, that was chemical cautery last appointment with them, not just a cleaning, so that to me was totally awesome and I researched that on the internet. I used the bathroom a couple of times. My surgeon Dr. Everett soon made his appearance. We talked about things such as spraying, granulation and examination. The spraying, I told the Dr. Dou was still persistent but leaning foward as Dr. Weinstein recommended to me was helpful. They agreed. Dr. Everett told me that there could be 6 months to a year to see further improvement in the urethra. He was saying that there would still be spraying since the opening... won't be as precise as what I had before, but the ultimate goal is for getting the s...

My mommy was concerned that the X on my forehead would remind people over 60-80 about Manson followers, she was saying that she agrees with my other things, they're cute, but the X would look like I'm a Manson follower, so I'm like, no they had an upside down cross, let me look that up. My research showed that indeed, they had an X, or an upside down cross in a 45. Degree angle. In the end, I thanked her for the history, I tried to cover up the X with my hair, but then I smuged the X into a circle, ultimately. Thanks for reading.