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1:35pm I lost hundreds

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It began some days ago, I won a lot of money, probably $800+ after playing with my survey money and stuff. A few days ago I put like $170 into Spree casino, I lose it, but manage to make like an extra hundred on Winbonanza, so that made my loss just like $70. Then I received my $50.21 deposit from Yay Casino. I lose it on Megabonanza, so that made my loss like $120. I cancel my $160 redemption on Spindoo to try and make the money back, I lose it down to $70. I cancel my $300.21 redemption on RealPrize, I lose. At 4 something am, I then play with my balance on Spindoo, make it up to $207. I'm not satisfied, I cancel the $207 redemption, I lose $7. Redeem again at $200. Then after my nap, I wake up around 10am, I cancel the redemption to try and make more money, I almost lose it all, but managed to make it all back to at least $170-$196 a few times. But then, I tried to make it back to at least $200-$500 and beyond, but I quickly lose it all. I've turned my $207 into $0.07 cents,...

I've meant to ask you

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Today on my way out of the McDonald's Women's Restroom. The McDonald's Lady I held the door open for earlier,  asked "I meant to ask you, is if there's a preferred name I'd like to use. I was like, just "Alan" (: She's like, okay I'll make sure not to mention when taking your order. I was like, thanks so much ♥︎ That was so nice of her to ask about my name preferences & stuff ♡ Like, especially since I was like having some social anxiety a few moments before while I was in the bathroom, like "what if I'm banned from the women's bathroom?" "What if I get into an altercation?". Anyway, it's definitely pretty awesome of people to respect me for me and stuff. People IRL in my town are definitely more kind to me than people online. By the way, my order code was FF74, that kinda sounds like FFS. Can you believe it's been a year since my Facial Feminization Surgery? That to me is fantastic! Thanks for reading!...

8:44pm I won $302.17

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Earlier today this morning after playing on RealPrize and stuff, I made a $100 deposit on Chumba Casino in an attempt to further chase my losses of $390 on Zula. I turned the $100 on Chumba into about $317, lost some, won some, and I feel like I'm comfortable at withdrawing at $302.17. I've tried making more before, didn't go well, so I'll withdrawal. I've also got like $28 something in DoorDash for free thanks to Chumba this afternoon. Loss chase so far, I've made back about $331 out of the $380-$390, I've lost earlier, so that's good. Thanks for reading!

7:55am $300.23

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My $202 Yay casino virtual debit card came in so I tested it on RealPrize since Chumba didn't work. It worked on RealPrize, and I brought a $250 pack for $199.99. I turned my $250 into about $475-$445, but then I lost it all down to $300.23, which still isn't too bad, I guess. I'll try to get some sleep now. Thanks for reading.

6:02am I lost $380

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So I was feeling bad about my Zula Casino balance losing $20, and losing $50 on Americanluck, so I played the rest of my $360 balance on Zula Casino in hopes of making more money. I lost a lot, then made it up to $380-$390, then lost it to $120, then back up to $330-$360, but now I've lost it down to $0.38 cents. I feel so sad. I knew I shouldn't of have tried to make more money. My $300s balance on Zula has been in limbo for over a week due to the fact that my account has to be re-verified due to my request to change my bank account. The whole re-verification has been so tedious and the temptation to play with my Zula Casino balance was too great. I've tried not to, I knew that's what they wanted me to do, I tried my best, but I caved. Now I've stayed up all night and now it's morning and I'm even more broke and feeling broken. I hate myself so much right now. Thanks for reading.

10:55 PM. I lost $80

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I brought $30 in packs on Zula Casino, profited about $20, lost my $20 in profit, so then I canceled my $50 redemption on Americanluck and turned that $50 into $80 something, wanted to make more, but then I practically lost it all. This sux. Thanks for reading.

11:49am I won $10.93

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$1.60 Free play on Pulszbingo, I worked it up to $10.83, redeemed a Starbucks GC with a 1% bonus for $10.93.  A far cry from my dream where I won $1900, but I'll take a free real life reality coffee. Thanks for reading!