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I lost $69.99 from my SpinBlitz purchase, I actually made it up to $207+, I should have just left then ): My $501.25 came in tonight, so I brought a bunch of groceries, but before that I transfered off $400 to another bank to save myself. Anyway, $82 went to paying of my chime loans, which I had to take out again to pay for groceries and I also used $69.99 for SpinBlitz to make more money. I made the money alright, but I didn't cash out at $207, I cashed out at $133, but canceled that withdrawal to play with it and made it up to $207, but then I lost it down to $0.15. I'm such a F up, and so is SpinBlitz. I feel so F-ing sad and angry at my F-ing self. Thanks for reading. This Fing game reduced my $133 to $131, to $74. I won $90, brought me up to $207, lost it down to $160.69, felt awful tried to make it back lost it Fing all. Thanks again for reading.

So today I received a $200 gift card via a Healthcare study I attended some weeks ago. Tonight I used $199 of it at HelloMillions for a $225 pack. I eventually work it up to $560+ reedem $500 of it, lose the $60, cancel and play the $500 redemption in hopes of making the $60 back, lose the $500 to $200 something, work on that for hours and redeem again at $501.25.   That was dreadful, but I'm glad I actually got it back to $500 at least. Also, my brother and I picked up our mom from the hospital, she is doing better. Earlier our first old neighbor came to help us cause noticed the commotion with the social worker and our sadness and stuff. Our neighbor, she went inside to check on us, she was a bit surprised to see me so femme, she was like, this is Alan?  My siblings and I were like, yes. Our neighbor lady was like, oh I guess it's been a while. Also, my grandpa called but I didn't know it was his number so I answered in a super feminine voice. He was like, who is this? ...

So cps came over days after a massive hole formed in my mom's bedroom. Today, my mom got distressed from CPS and had to go to the ambulance. The family got Interviewed and I changed my clothes and got to try out my Dove spray and Stevia toothpaste which made me itchy in my throat cause it's Stevia, but I wanted something more natural even though I knew I was allergic but this kinda sucks, all of this sucks. Hopefully my mom recovers things work out okay for us. Thanks for reading.

I lost my last $3 of the Study GC to Moozi Casino. I actually worked it up to about $30 something, but then lost it all back down to $3, then $0.12 cents thanks to the rigged Hacksaw Gaming games, F you Hacksaw once more. I feel sick to my core. P.S. I tried to buy Lingerie on Amazon, since there was $3.48 left on my card, however the tremendous gift card failed Amazon's new security system, so I put the last $3 into Moozi Casino. My card now has $0.48 cents left, dang it. Thanks for reading.

I hate myself so much! I purchased a $7.99 pack from Pulz that grants $10 in play and I lost it all. I bloody feel like dying right now, my money on my study gift card has gone down to about $3 dollars. I wasted like $90 on gambling tonight, F this!!! If you're feeling depressed like me, please call 988. Thank you.

I lost like $82 at real prize casino. I was baited with their $29.99 for $75 deal, so I brought that and got down to $5, I felt ashamed and couldn't even cash out until $45, so I brought the $51.99 for $60 something deal and lost that as well, a broom even feel and hit my shoulder while I was playing evo play American Sevens, more like dead spins sevens, I've lost so much there.  I feel so shaken and terrible, I got that money from the raw and emotional Foster Care study that took me like 3 hours to complete and I waited weeks for the $150 [$142.50 after fees] to arrive. And now that it has arrived it looks like most of it is gone in a night. I just tried to double my money and stuff, but I ended up losing all of it, I hate RealPrize!!!! At least I was able to get my Health Insurance renewed first so it's not a total loss. But, I couldn't get the home internet plan I was looking forward to for about $60. I did the head math that I'll have like $63 left after buying ...