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$9.99 lost at Lone Star Casino

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$9.99 lost at lonestarcasino, what a shame.

4:22pm Finally a prize redemption

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Time of writing, 4:22pm. Time of redemption 4:06pm. I finally got a prize redemption that I didn't cancel today for about $50 dollars. I gambled $6.99 at real prize, a site I've never had success with before, so this is pretty rare. I'm so lucky that I had at least enough money left on my other cards to cover a $6.99 purchase. Surely $50 is a small amount compared to the $1,000+ I've dumped in the past 24 hours loss chasing a $50 dollar loss. But alas, $50 was were it all started baby, so I guess it's a win. I would of also had like $160 something from my $77 purchase from Fortune Coins purchase earlier today, but I canceled and lost all my money from that redemption in hopes of getting my $1,000 something back. Anyway, it was pretty slay getting $51.94 out of $6.99 after lossing hundreds of dollars with no decent victories, That my friends, is gambling. Thanks for reading!

12:40pm last $100 gone.

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The last hundred on my debit cards are finally gone after one last attempt at lose chasing by buying the $77.77 pack on Fortune Coins. I played for hours, I couldn't make my thousand back.  At least with my debit card money gone, I can finally use the restroom, I've been holding it in since last night. I can finally get some proper rest as well. And take my morning medicine which is long overdue as it is now 12:50pm. Also, I ordered some lady diapers via instacart a bit earlier and had it delivered in the hotel lobby. I almost didn't have enough for them. It was like $15.40 something for the order and I had like $16 something on my Discover card which had about $700 yesterday. The card now stands at $0.67 cents. The lady diapers arrived safely, though (: Thanks for reading!

5:15am Lost $191

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I feel like having a mental breakdown. I had like $92 left from my $350 gift card from my 10 hour study. I spent 90 at Spree, and also $42 at Spree previously on my Charles Schwab card. I ended up getting to a balance of $191, I should have cashed out then, but I wanted to chase my losses of over $1,000 dollars. So I then I played some more games until I eventually played that stupid Phoenix Game from N2 which brought my then balance of $170 something down to $14 dollars, disgusting. Then I played the piggy bank evo play game and lost the rest of my balance down to $0.60. I really feel like ending my life or something, because I'm just so depressed right now. Anyway, if y'all feel similar, please, please reach out to 988. Thank you. On the brighter side, after a couple of hours of standing alone in the bathroom, my other siblings came back from their trip, and my bother gave me a Hershey bar, so that was pretty sweet. I thanked him. ...

4:13am lost another $25

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I lost another $25 dollars or $50 in sweeps, thanks Baba Casino for almost always disappointing me.

Depression, Eviction and $952 Dollar Loss

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So we completed the eviction earlier today by leaving the apartment. We had to stay up packing and I was so tired that I had to sleep in my gaming chair for about an hour. After that, the cleaning continued. In the end, I was so depressed about everything that I was too slow to clear my room fast enough so I DoorDashed Starbucks Hot Chocolate, then Coffee and a cookie after that to energize me. I felt guilty about ordering that much though, because that was like almost $20 spent in food delivery, I had to be more frugal. Also, in the end my mom and eldest siblings helped clear the rest of my room, so I thanked them. Also, after we left the apartment for the last time I checked the mail for the last time and returned the mail key by leaving it in the lock. Speaking of lock, while in the car I saw an AD from Megabonanza casino, advertising free $50 SC, free Spins and a wheel spin for $49.99, so I brought that expecting a triple deal of free 50 spins, SC and a wheel spin, howe...