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I feel so depressed and irritable right now. I took the last $19 on my Vemno and put it into HardRockBet and turned it into $0.18 cents... I feel so sick. I was bloody rich hours ago, I had like $1K to look forward to and plan the week with and I spent so long building it up and stuff and now it's basically all gone.  I hate myself so much!  I felt so awesome yesterday I was paying for groceries and I beat my Daddy to the puch when paying for Starbucks. But now, but now. I'm just depressed. I felt so successful, now I feel tragical. Thanks for reading.

I sent my last $29 of Litecoin into Gamba in a last ditch effort to get my money back. I thought it didn't go through so I was writing this because I felt so sad, but I received an enail stating that it was received, so never mind I guess, I thought it didn't work. I'll update this blog if I lose it or win more. 5:22pm. Update. At 5:30pm, I lost it all practically. $29 something down to only 5 cents. This feels like torture. 5:32pm.

I feel so empty. I can't stop losing, why can't I just win for once, my life is just becoming a total mess and I struggle to clean it up, I don't think I can clean it up. I finally received my $25 gift card for the study I did with Userinterviews. I then notice that Clubs Poker had a $20 offer with 40 free spins. I ended up making like $4.12 with those 40 free spins at $0.20 each. I play the game Oh my Gods, which takes place in a mental hospital, and the graphics were total AI slop, but I ended up getting the free spins on a $0.50 bet and won $55 or something. I eventually have a balance of $68 something, but I needed $100 to redeem. I ended up losing it all and I don't know what to even do right now. I feel like everything is just falling apart for me. Thanks for reading.

The $200 from Freecash finally came in, and I used it for Megabonanza, they had a $270 for $200 offer, so I used it.  Oh yes, and I had over 15 Million tickets entered into the Freecash lottery and only won like $10 dollars. As for Megabonanza, it was such an awful experience, the bonuses were bad and the losses and trick bonuses were pure psychological torture. Winbonanza, gosh, the site was super buggy and it kept logging me out, so I had to use a VPN to constantly change my location just to log back in. I ended up losing the $270 SC. I feel so numb. On my last $1 spin, my Daddy called me and asked if I was okay. I sounded happy and answered, yes, how are you? (: He answered that he was fine. We planned the pick up of my 2nd eldest sis. Anywayz, I'm super depressed, now I'm worse off from where I started from, because I have my Scwab account -$90 something in the red from an Auto Payment of my laptop installment and my WellsFargo is also -$80 something in the red from two $35...

I lost another $100, this time on Tang Luck. I'm down so much right now. I put $100 in to meet the requirements of the cumulative $2999 deposit offer on Freecash. So far I'm $1400 away from that goal, and about $1000 down in the hole.  I shouldn't have put that money into LoneStarCasino last night, that just fueled a losing streak and loss chase journey. I actually redeemed $90 with Tang Luck earlier, but I cancled to try to make more money, which ended horribly. Anyway,  thanks for reading my depressing story.

I'm having some major depression right now, I lost $700 on LoneStarCasino, $100 on HardRockBet, $50 on Chumba Casino, $20 on Fortunecoins and a $20 loan that I took out from Varo, but lost it on Crowncoinscasino. And I just paid back my $50 Varo loan earlier. I was so optimistic this weekend compared to how I'm feeling right now. I started with $30, grew it exponentially with Freecash offers and Casino apps, and I calculated that I had like $1,200+ coming my way with all the money I've been making, I had a system. I brought groceries and snacks for my farther, 2nd eldest sister and younger siblings tonight. Then later, I tried to search for more offers to offset the $99 installment payment for my laptop and my other payments such as the $300 Walmart credit line. So I took the $600 that I earned and I put it into LoneStarCasino to level up my rank from Gold to Rose Gold, in hopes of more perks. There was a bonus offer that granted me $300 for only $200. This wasn't enoug...