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Smallz

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I really had to use the restroom so I walked to Smallz restaurant restroom, and both restrooms had No working soap dispenser so in the first time in a long time I had to use the restroom and wash my hands without soap, that's bloody sad!!!!!  Also, I made a mess because I really had to go and the soap dispenser wasn't working at the first stall so I checked the 2nd one and that one didn't work either so then I was forced to wash my hands without soap and I also ran out of time to hold my water and my water broke the moment I took down my pants. So I cleaned up, knowing there was no soap really got to me and OCD, but at lesst I ran a bunch of water. It's the first time I washed my hands without soap since puzzy surgery actually. Anyway, thanks for reading!!!
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3DS Max is Back!

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My mom wanted to get 3DS Max for me again, so she told my bro about it and they approved the funds for me and thus I brought 3DS Max indie. Thanks so much, brother and mommy!
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Lacoste and Dress

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I wore my dress with a lacoste shirt out today, it looked so slay! My mom fixed my leggings for me, she let me know that the seam isn't supposed to show, so I thanked her. She also fixed my collar. Thanks mom! Thanks for reading!
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I ordered from Ulta for the first time!

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I ordered from Ulta for the first time! Last night I gambled $19.99 on Playfame after winning $400 on fortunecoins. The $19.99 became $30, then eventually $40 when I worked on it today. Then I cashed a $46 something gift card for Ulta in which I used tonight to get some ultra girly stuff! Thanks for reading!!!
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I won $400!

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Awesome! I won back most of yesterday's gambling losses, yes! I hit like a 1000x jackpot on the Fortune Coins Panda game. Earlier I deposited my last $100 into Fortune Coins in hopes of recovering my massive gambling loss, and it worked! It's 2:59am, so it took me a while to finally hit a jackpot that was significant enough for me to feel better about how much I've lost. Also, I was super depressed when I woke up earlier when the reality of my losses hit me. But then my youngest sibling told me that daddy sent us $3,000. So then I felt much better, but also silly because my money like died for no reason. Anyway, back to the jackpot! It was amazing, and it came just after I was thinking of how down I was. I won $300 on the jackpot, about the same amount I've lost from my losses several hours ago. I cashed out $400, I feel that I'm back, this week's nightmare loosing streak chapter is over! Yay! Thanks fo...
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I lost another $59

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Thanks Playflame, I lost another $59 and I feel so awful. I felt more comfortable going back to chase my losses after I woke up today and my youngest sib told me that daddy gave us money. Now that the fam was taken care of I thought now I can focus more on recovering my losses. That didn't go as expected and I lost another $59.99 and I feel terrible about it. I didn't even get to take my morning medicine as yet and it's 4:49pm. Thanks for reading.
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I spent and lost another $39

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In a last ditch effort to make my money back, I put in $39 at Ace casino, only to lose it all, basically.  The sadness and shame in me feels so unbearable. I think I'll finally go to sleep. It's 9:42am, I haven't gotten any rest since yesterday. I've been trying all night and morning to make money from gambling, but I've only been digging myself deeper into a hole. When the dust settles, I've lost like $300 in the past 10 hours from gambling, I bloody hate myself so badly! And I only had like $545 to begin with, so now my resources are greatly reduced. I hate these freaking online casinos, they're ruining my life!!! Although, they do help me in bad financial times when they're good to me, however they've been nothing but bad to me lately and I HATE IT!!! Anyway, thanks for reading. I'm going to focus on my depression.
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