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5:15am Lost $191

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I feel like having a mental breakdown. I had like $92 left from my $350 gift card from my 10 hour study. I spent 90 at Spree, and also $42 at Spree previously on my Charles Schwab card. I ended up getting to a balance of $191, I should have cashed out then, but I wanted to chase my losses of over $1,000 dollars. So I then I played some more games until I eventually played that stupid Phoenix Game from N2 which brought my then balance of $170 something down to $14 dollars, disgusting. Then I played the piggy bank evo play game and lost the rest of my balance down to $0.60. I really feel like ending my life or something, because I'm just so depressed right now. Anyway, if y'all feel similar, please, please reach out to 988. Thank you. On the brighter side, after a couple of hours of standing alone in the bathroom, my other siblings came back from their trip, and my bother gave me a Hershey bar, so that was pretty sweet. I thanked him. ...
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4:13am lost another $25

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I lost another $25 dollars or $50 in sweeps, thanks Baba Casino for almost always disappointing me.
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Depression, Eviction and $952 Dollar Loss

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So we completed the eviction earlier today by leaving the apartment. We had to stay up packing and I was so tired that I had to sleep in my gaming chair for about an hour. After that, the cleaning continued. In the end, I was so depressed about everything that I was too slow to clear my room fast enough so I DoorDashed Starbucks Hot Chocolate, then Coffee and a cookie after that to energize me. I felt guilty about ordering that much though, because that was like almost $20 spent in food delivery, I had to be more frugal. Also, in the end my mom and eldest siblings helped clear the rest of my room, so I thanked them. Also, after we left the apartment for the last time I checked the mail for the last time and returned the mail key by leaving it in the lock. Speaking of lock, while in the car I saw an AD from Megabonanza casino, advertising free $50 SC, free Spins and a wheel spin for $49.99, so I brought that expecting a triple deal of free 50 spins, SC and a wheel spin, howe...
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Hair style

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After my mom noticed that I bleached my hair and she liked it and adjusted my hair, putting one side of it behind my ear. She asked me to go see if I liked it, and I did, so then I thanked her. Thanks mom! ◇♡◇♡◇♡◇
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White Tights x Bleeding again, lol.

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I wore white pantyhose for the first time since SRS! I did some poses on the bed for the occasion, which kinda hurt my vag when I was positioning my legs. Speaking of hurt, I began bleeding again after I bleached my hair and played with my vag and noobs. There was noticeable blood in my bodysuit, then after my shower I noticed blood in my diaper. Hopefully this bleeding thing heals in time, lol. Thanks for reading!
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I won $248!

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Me drinking coffee made from a milk and sink water base while casino gaming then winning. I swore I wasn't going to spend big money on gambling for another while, but then fortunecoins had a special offer of $102 sweeps coins for $75, so I took it and lost horribly. I was down to my last $30 something and decided to try some weird atomic labs slot, and that slot gave me a major and a mini plus more and I ended up with a $210+ win! That's a $173 profit! Okay, I have to stop with this stuff until I loose it all again. Anyway, thanks so much for reading, matey!
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Win Backs

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So after the devastation of loosing like $387 at crowncoinscasino and $75 at McLuck, I gambled a bit more at some other casinos, HelloMillions, Fortune Coins and McLuck again, almost lost $169 at McLuck actually, but then it got to $219 after playing that lucky coin 1000 game from 3 oaks, which almost never pays out. So now I'm finally back a little over $1,000 as before the crowncoinscasino incident, and I'm afraid of depositing a big amount into a casino for now. I want my 1K solid just for today. Thanks for reading!
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