12:39am reflection
I wrote this for $5 dollars for a study. Since I'm the only one in my own company I don't really have employees, I am however an employee of a part-time job. Being a part-time employee of a larger, more successful company than mines is kind of soul crushing. I was supposed to be more successful by this age. It is so frustrating being in your mid-20s and not being the super rich, super successful person you'd thought you'd be by now. I just feel like a failure, and even with a therapist it is difficult to get ahead in life. I don't get ahead very well, I'm always behind, always struggling, and it is absolutely depressing to be honest. It's been this way for the longest time and I just can't figure out how to get out of this curse.