MintCoaTea

I feel crushed. I lost my SpinBlitz redemption because I canceled it to try and get some of my losses back, it didn't work.

I lost $45.99 at Megabonanza, I tried to get a redemption of like $50 on Megabonanza to use it for my upcoming internet bill, but that didn't pan out. It was my survey money gift card of $47.50 that fell victim, also $29.99, let's call it $30 of my $38 survey redemption feel victim to spree earlier, total is like $75.99 in survey redemption wasted. I also wasted so much time today, it's 1:55 am and all I'm doing is wasting both time and money, I hate myself so much. I was actually in profit, I had like $140 in profit ontop of my $1,033. I should have just quit, I should of just went to sleep and saved myself from this living nightmare. Thanks for reading. Bad bonus buy, brought it for $35, made $7 something from the bonus round, yuck. Here's my poor visa gift card suffering

So I lost about $230 at Jackpota, and $130-$160 at Pulz. After losing $230 at Jackpota, I manged to get my $130-$160 balance at Pulz up to $400, but then I canceled my redemption after losing $30 at Spree. So once again, I chase my $30 loss, then lose $400. I feel so numb. I think my $1K fortune is about gone now, at least I was still able to get groceries and stuff for my siblings today. Thanks for reading, I feel so depressed.

So I brought a $98 pack on SpinBlitz today for $69 and turned it into $339, I wanted to make more money so I canceled my withdrawal even though I told my self mentally not to, and I manged to work it up to about $370, but unfortunately I soon lost most my profit and I had to retreat at $80.49. Thanks for reading. 3 cards on my lap after many declined at the Walmart gas station. Walmart tried to do a $150 surcharge, so I went and paid inside with my chime overdraft of $14.44, I paid $14 on pump 15. I paid for gas so my brother can drive my sis to her work. Thanks again for reading, I feel so awful for losing. I want to win so bad, I simply just want $14K-$15K breast augmentation and a nose job, is that too much to ask???

I think my Birthday went pretty well. The neighbor gave me a tomato and watermelon plant with a pack of gummy bears and dove milk chocolate squares, it was so kind of her so I thanked her, she also gave me a pack of wild flower and sunflower seeds the next day. Also, the next day my sis came back from the hospital, I brought Wendy's for her and me later that night. And also I lost like $500 or so gambling after winning then losing and winning $500 again or so gambling on my birthday, go figure. The thing that triggered my heavy loss was buying the $100 for $200 pack from Yay Casino, then celebrating my $240 redemption by buying $150 of coins on Spree, then lossing a good amount of that, then canceling my $240 redemption on Yay Casino and trying to make what I lost on Spree back, I lost. I also lost $100+ on SpinBlitz and $50 on Zula, kill me. [Please call 988 if you feel depressed.] But, the silver lining is that I won a $200 eBay gift card earlier of my $50 dollar deposit on Globa...

My eldest brother and 2nd youngest sis and I went birthday grocery shopping! I was happy to help pay for the groceries. In the end I stopped at the Walmart vending machines, and my brother gave me a quarter, which was perfect because I was short a quarter, I thanked him and I went and vend and I hoped that I got a green one, and I did! That was so cool, I got a green spider, I'll name her Allie. Also, earlier I went to Starbucks with my 2nd youngest sis and we got coffee. Thanks for reading!