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6:04pm loss

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I got a $50 loan with a $2.99 express fee. I put $50 into HardRockBet, worked it up to $85, lost it all down to $8... ugh. HardRockBet had an offer of free $100 bonous if I place $2,000 worth of bets. None of the slots were low volatility enough to complete this feat. On my last $30 out of my $50 deposit, I felt a lot of pressure to win it back, especially since my Daddy mentioned that I might have to pay in the store since his card isn't working. His card had some issues after my Daddy paid for groceries at Walmart. I thanked him for that. As for my funds, I still have like $9 left in my PayPal, so that's enough for the store, maybe... Thanks for reading. Update: 6:19pm My Daddy insisted that he pays, so he tried his card and it worked, so I thanked him. Thanks for reading! Also, I saw this makeup pallet by the three musketeers, so cute. Update: 7:09pm I put $5 into HardRockBet and made about $0.90 something profit. I put $5 again, lost it.....
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Nice Classic Outfit

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My Daddy told me, "That's a nice classic outfit" I was like, oh, what was that? So he repeats. I was like, oh me? He was like, yes, is it new? I was like, yes, kinda (: That's so awesome and sweet that he complimented my outfit. It was especially sweet since I was listening to Suddenly Seymour. Anyway, a little after that, my eldest brother wanted to know where to sit in the car, so I said "you can sit there, baby". My 2nd youngest sis and Daddy laughed, my Daddy was like, "that was the hips talking" (: I was like, lol. Thanks for reading! 5:02pm.
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12:39am reflection

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I wrote this for $5 dollars for a study. Since I'm the only one in my own company I don't really have employees, I am however an employee of a part-time job. Being a part-time employee of a larger, more successful company than mines is kind of soul crushing. I was supposed to be more successful by this age. It is so frustrating being in your mid-20s and not being the super rich, super successful person you'd thought you'd be by now. I just feel like a failure, and even with a therapist it is difficult to get ahead in life. I don't get ahead very well, I'm always behind, always struggling, and it is absolutely depressing to be honest. It's been this way for the longest time and I just can't figure out how to get out of this curse.
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10:57pm Purse fix x bowl shatter

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So I temporary fixed my purse strap, however later on after getting out of the car to shop at Walmart I forgot about the pink bowl beneath the car seat and it shattered to the ground. I brought my dinner into the car to eat dinner on the way to FedEx with my eldest brother and 2nd youngest sis to pick up my 2nd eldest sister. I was quite shocked when the bowl shattered. That was very sad because it was my Mommy's pink bowl, she used to eat from it before she passed. I felt very bad afterwards. Especially since I just finished playing a slot game before it happened, it was on BUX777, I did a $1,800 bet, won $168.30, Life and Death by Hacksaw Gaming, I used a demo account. I feel like a horrible person because these evil games have lead to horrible things that I've never intended to happen. I was in utter shock after that bowl shattered on the pavement. My 2nd youngest sis told me that it was okay and she informed me that I csn throw it away at Walmart so I don't get cut. So ...
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8:14pm Bag Breakage

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A few minutes ago I ran outside to check the mail and my temu bag strap finally broke away, like no way! Thanks for reading!
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6:46pm Candy

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So my 2nd eldest sister got a candy baggie at the mall's Halloween tables. She offered us all candy, she said and here's a three musketeers for Alan. That was pretty sweet of her ♡ it reminded me of what I was thinking aboit the other day when she mentioned last year that the three musketeers are for women, then weeks later she got me one after my surgery ♥︎ Anyway, the mini bar tasted fantastic! I thanked her for the 3 musketeers ♡ It was so sweet of her ♥︎ After that I went to Starbucks with my younger siblings. Thanks for reading!
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5:42pm GameStop

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So my 2nd youngest sis suggested a Pokémon card for my eldest brother, so we took a look. We decided on a drone card. I signed up for Game Stop account (again cause they couldn't find my account) And we checked out. The card total was $1.06, which I actually had enough for. I realized that the smaller gifts are still enough. I shouldn't of had to feel bad about losing $$$$ betting trying to make more money for my family and I. The smaller things are still enough ♡ And it was real fun buying this card with my sister and I, that's real life joy, you know, not virtual casino. Thanks for reading ♥︎
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