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I won $855.64

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This was what my therapist that I saw in Jacksonville would call a manic episode. So I spent basically most my momey. I brought a $13 coin pack with a $15 value on Chumba. I manged to work that $15 dollars up to $30 something but sadly lost it all.  -Also, I heard my Auditory Hallucination say "So"., while I was writing this segment, lol, mind your business, mind. I also brought a $4.99 pack with an $8 value on Yay Casino. I lost that too, down to like $0.27 cents. Desperate, I canceled my $501.25 redemption and played it in slots hoping to make up for the $18 dollars I wasted in losses at the other two Casinos. My $500 lost tremendous value, well maybe $20-$40, then I almost doubled my balance >> (I heard another Hallucination "20% cash back on new French fries.) >>  I turned $50 into $100, then $200, $300, $500, then I my $500 into $855, I'm very tired now, I stood up all night through the morning, it's 8:07 am now. But, it was worth it, I got some ...

I won $501.25

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I won $501.25 on Yay Casino tonight. After receiving the $226 in my bank, I spent $49 on my health insurance, $14.75 on DoorDash, $12.21 at Publix, $50 on Yay Casino for their $100 pack, $29 on RealPrize for their $75 pack and $24.99 on Baba Casino for their $50 pack. I lost all my money on those Casinos except for Yay Casino, I managed to withdraw about $260, then I played with it down to $50 something later on after doing my 2nd research interview for the day. I felt like throwing up after my $260+ went down to like $50 something, but I kept going and I eventually worked my amount up to $260 again, then $280, $290, $309, and finally $501.25. The thought of me being able to afford my boobs operation and paying for the storage units kept me motivated. I'm glad I persisted. Thanks for reading.

May Date

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Finally May, yay!

Transfer

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So my bro and I had to leave the hospital yesterday or so due to my 2nd eldest sis getting the backer act. She has since been transferred to Tampa. She's getting treatment, so that's good.  Thanks for reading!

Book Sale

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So I recently sold my book Gothic Apocalypse on Amazon about a month ago and finally received the funds, they were less than I thought, I got like $2.70 from the $39 dollar book, so I later brought a box of M&Ms. Thank you for reading.

God awful scar

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11:57am, I just noticed a god awful scar. I hate thise Venus razors, or maybe it was the dollar store or Walmart razors, I'm leaning venus.

Sister still in Hospital

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My 2nd eldest sis is taking a nap. The doctors still need to do some tests and stuff. The time is now 1:11am. I think we've been here since like early 8pm, ah Advant, always the fastest in care, lol. Anyway, in all seriousness, I'm greatful for the doctors and I'm hopeful for my sister. I hope that she gets the help she needs for her Ana ED (eating disorder). I've faced similar in the past, it is hell, Ana slowly then rapidly destroys your mind and body, you could very easily d1e of starvation while surrounded by food. It's a nightmare. I hope she gets better ♡ Thanks for reading. 1:15am.