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Lost and Found

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So we brought McDonald's and stuff to drop off my younger siblings. My 2nd youngest sister went missing when she left the booth table to pick up the food. My youngest sibling didn't know where she went. Ticket or not, I was going into the convention entrance to find my sister, so I went. My youngest sib spotted me outside and I handed her my bag of McDonald's and she handed me the exhibitor badge. Inside we finally found our sister, my sib screamed my 2nd youngest sister's name,  and I also heard karaoke of the ending of Say my Name "so he wants the perfect daughter, I'd lead that man to slaughter". I quietly sang along to that part. My youngest sibling took their badge back from me after we found the missing sister. It was kinda cool to be inside the building with the cosplsyers at supercon even if it wss just for a minute. I'm outside the building now waiting to be picked up by my brother. There's a ton of cosplayers outside here on the curb. Ove...

Convention Day 2

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So during the night we finally succeded in getting more prints at a light night CVS, later we stayed at Crowne hotel? It was cheap, so we were greatful for that, our hotel points reduced the cost greatly. We got the hotel in Miami so my brother and other siblings can rest for the night. In the morning, I drove with my brother and younger siblings back to the convention to start the official opening day in artist alley. Since there were only 2 exhibit badges, and I was only let in yesterday due to the fluke of it not being open to the general public yet. I thought that I could still maybe try to get in today since I still had my Move-In wrist ban and the convention wasn't open to the flood of attendance yet, but once I saw that security guard guy through the window, I knew it was over so I had to opt out unfortunately. So we dropped off our younger siblings at the convention, and I said goodbye to them and that I love them. It was very nice of them to send photos of the ...

3:17pm Art Convention

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So basically a couple of days ago father gave us $100, with that my 2nd youngest sis and I brought art prints online. We picked them up yesterday at the Walmart that I used to work at. Then yesterday my brother talked to farther over the phone and convinced him to send us $200 for the trip to Miami, so he did and we were grateful. My aunt also allowed us to rest near her property because her house is closer to Miami, so it'll be a good resting area for my brother driver and us. Last night my sis and I ordered more prints, she also encouraged me to sell some of my prints, so that was cool. I made business cards for my sister as per request. Unfortunately, the prints were delayed, making it the 2nd printing delay within 24 hours, two different stores. Also, I apologized to my sis about not being able to get the rest of the tickets, she let me know that it wasn't my fault and she didn't ask that of me. That was pretty reassuring to me and relieved some guilt. Also, ironically ...

2:11pm I received a job offer

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So I got a call from Swiss Colony just now regarding my work from home opportunity, I got the job, yay for me! Thanks for reading!

9:53pm I won and lost $80

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I had $10 from a study I completed so I deposited that into Winbonanza in hopes of getting back to the hundreds of dollars that I once had. I brought like the $11.25 pack for $9.99. I ran it up in For the Real to $80 something, then after that sharp decline and endless deadspins and horrible free spins with just 2x wins. Anyway, I feel a lot of pain right now, especially since my Farther called tonight and tried to convince us to cancel the trip to Miami since we didn't have the money. I feel so beyond guilty right now, I tried one last attempt at making hundreds, but failed. My gosh.  Thanks for reading.

I won and lost like $50 x depressing stories.

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Today I was bed rotting in my gaming chair because I was so depressed about allnthe money I've lost and how I've ruined my plans for going to the convention and buying tickets for everyone. I also had a dream that my 3 Pokémon had mutated and developed cancer after they evolved, one had like 745% cancer. One was to reduce the chance of cancer development was to use a rose 🌹 I found a rose in a long black at some small shop. Also, my mom's friends did my clothes in my dream, so that was nice of them. I eventually stopped bed rotting and got to working. I setup my colorbox hair dye machine and dyed my hair aquamarine. Later, I went on TikTok live and got some complaints on how feminine my face looked, so that was pretty awesome. Later after my shower and rinsing out the hair dye, I played Royal Rumble on Pulz casino which I scored pretty high on the leader board and scored $25 SC for free, to be credited within 24 hours. Later, I did a research study which paid $75, but not ...

9:53pm I lost $69.99 x I'm at a low point.

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I feel so depressed right now. Earlier today I bet $0.50 on 6 on gravity roulette using the free daily dollar you get on SpinQuest, with that I worked my balance up to like $36 dollars using various games and roulette. I eventually lost it all. I still had $73 left from my $103 deposit that came in from Pulz today. Megabonanza had a deal for $91 for $69.99. I saw that Megabonanza had live games, so I went ahead and brought the package. I didn't know that gravity roulette wasn't available though, just regular roulette, so it didn't have the multipliers and stuff. I also played some games I wasn't quite used to such as sic bo and jack black. The sic bo I was a bit more accustomed to so I won more on that. The slots were brutal, endless dead spins. I finished off my session with roulette, trying to win back all the money I've lost yesterday, because let's face it, gambling is like one of my main sources of income at this point. Nothing else in my life has come clos...