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I had hopes for 2026; however it's just been mostly tragedy and sadness so far. There's been good things, but I've been consumed by the bad things, my mind is just always numb, I feel like I'm already in hell, I'm not sure if this life is 100% real or not, or just some torture test. December/January: Evictions and hotel living. February: we move back to our abandoned house with the holes in the roof, then a bigger hole forms and a big section of the roof falls off. This gets fixed end of March. March: I go to the mental hospital because I felt like I ruined my family's life and I couldn't live with myself. My Mom goes to the ER weeks later. April: My Mother passes away, I become heart broken and go to the mental hospital again. May: My first birthday without my Mom, so it felt like hell and also my mind wasn't feeling too well. Also in May, my Mom's funeral, a lot of people were crying, but I was so out of it by then that I was actually s...

Right now I'm feeling like the worst pain I've ever felt after I finally received my $50 something dollars from Freecash, then I put it into HardRockBet and I brutally lost it down to $0.10 cents, no bonuses, no profit, just loss. I feel so horrible, I feel like I've lost all hope. I only have like a dollar something left on my Vemno now, I lost it all basically. I wish I never played with my $1K I had a few days ago, now my life is ruined, everything feels so ruined, this is the definition of hell, everything is just going to nowhere in my life. I've wasted this whole year trying to earn money, only to lose it, I hate money, I hate this world, I hate the economy, I hope this all comes to an end soon. I simply tried to make more money off of my already small income, then to lose that to, really breaks me, it really breaks me. The psychology suffering is really overwhelming, I'm reaching a breaking point. I've been hurting myself as well more often ever since thi...

I don't even know what to do with myself right now. I took my last $20 and put it into Yay Casino for their $40 for $20 deal and I lost it all. The spins were horrible and the bonuses were very bad, nothing more than a 1.5x win on a $2 bet with 4 scatter symbols on the Olympus 7s game, I couldn't believe. I think I won about $5 dollars on that $2 bet bonus round, I felt sick. I ended up losing my remaining $12 dollars to that same game. I hate Yay Casino and all these other rigged sites, yet I can't escape them till I get my money back somehow. The time, the loss, the hurt, that'll never heal. Thanks for reading.

I finally got paid today for my week's work, Dave Loan took $40 something out of my paycheck, so I was left with about $113. I put $100 into Tang Luck, made it up to $150, but then quickly lost it all, which truly hurt my throat, I feel great pain in my throat right now. I also still have jaw pain because I ate a red delicious apple last night and it hurt my post-ffs jaw, och. Anyway, I feel so awful, I feel so sad. Thanks for reading. 4:42pm.

So after three days and two different promo videos for the casino I've been promoting on my IG stories, my AD campaign performance hasn't been going well, so I haven't received any more than the initial $30 out of the $100 offered to me, in fact I think I lost money as well because I gave $60 into this casino and lost it. I also lost about 100 followers. I went from 28.8K to 28.7K followers, och. Also.... at least I cleaned the background of the casino's logo to make it truly transparent for my promos, that was pretty fun. I think it's time to call it quits on this AD campaign, at least I tried. I apologized for the bad performance and I thanked them for the opportunity. I'll probably try again when I get a bigger audience.  The casino wants a Blog with 100,000 followers.  Now I feel like I've been invited to a challenge. Let's see how this goes. Thanks for reading. 7:54pm Highlight gone ♡

I won $24 something of off a $0.20 cent spin at Chumba Casino with my free daily coins, but unfortunately I ended up losing it all down to $0.16 cents, the free spin round on the Disco Cat game was especially horrible because at a $.50 cent spin size I won 11 free spins and a 7x multipler and was granted nothing in return during that bonus round, how disgusting. Also, in better news I finally got $53 back from Freecash for $199+ worth of deposits on Solitaire Wild.. Thanks for reading.