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I lost another $27.99, this time from FortuneCoins casino, these sites are hurting me, my depression is at it's peak once more.

Mid 6pm est, I had to use a pad to clean my nose because I got a runny nose after eating chips and pretzels sticks, and I didn't bring tissues with me on the car trip, thus I used the pad I had in my purse. My mom actually suggested that I keep an extra pad with me a couple of months ago right because we went to see the final fantasy orchestra, so I'm glad that the pad in the purse came in handy. Thanks Mommy! Anyway, it was interesting using a femme sanitary pady to blow my nosy. Thanks for reading! Edit, original post date: December 21st, 2025. The post didn't publish for some reason.

I just want to die, it's 12:48am, it's Christmas, but I just feel like death wish. I lost $10 on hellomillions.com which lead to a series of purchases at SpinBlitz of like $400 dollars. And this has already happened before, like 2 days ago when I almost lost $200 but successfully chased my losses for a withdrawal of like $600 and a half, like a $200+ Profit and the $600 something came just in time for Christmas. At least my brother and I got to get some gifts before SpinBlitz murdered the funds. I also blame my OnlyFans client Jordan, because the customer sent a chargeback on their purchase from two months ago, to which they enjoyed the content. I lost $15.20 and I felt so hurt and empty, especially since it hurt my kitty filming the scene. I feel like I want to die for the holidays. There's only depression now, and now I can't pay to extend the hotel room for my family. I think I'll live a few more days or weeks probably then do something serious to myself. ...

I lost $101 dollars on Sixty6 casino.  I originally won $94 off of a playson gold pot game off a $0.4 bet off of free coins. Then I deposited $20 to eventually make the withdrawal minimum of $100. I tried to withdraw $101, but I couldn't until verification was completed, this was 3 days ago. I won this money while on my appointment trip 3 days ago. Today, I received an email from sixty6 casino invitating me for my daily bonus of $0.1 ten cents. I then got the urge to try and make more money with my $101 balance. Playng the Hacksaw games were my downfall, they just didn't payout. It started with pray for 3, then a couple of backstreet/bull shark gaming games like the banana and barrels games, then the rest of my money finally died with the frnk banana game. Gosh, I hate the Sixty6 site so much, the win back is so so low after you initially win something. I was just hoping to get boobs and pay for this hotel we're now living in. Gosh, F my life. Why go...

I drank tea again for the first time since SRS, it tastes pretty cool. It's black tea with water and whole milk. Thanks for reading!

So since the chemical cautery of a few days ago during my last appointment, I've experienced some dark/black bits of scar tissue coming out of my puzsy.  I think I left the nitrate gauze in for too long, like I took it out of me at like night, and the appointment was in the morning. Anyway, with so many black bits coming out out of me, and one getting on my finger nail accidentally, I wondered if my clicky was still stimulatey. So while on the toilety, I touched around down there by feeling the lips gently and I felt some activity, so she definitely still purrs. This was a little before 10:39am, I'm glad things are still working, I was worried that I lost my clicky clitty kitty, lol. As of now, less black bits are coming out of me, fortunately. Thanks for reading!