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3:06pm I won $202.32 x Waterlogged Memories

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So I played with my Yay casino balance of $142, got it up to $152, lost it down to $136. Went outside to see that my childhood books that I've collected and some I hand made were destroyed by rain water. I feel awful, I go back inside and accidentally hurt my right shoulder on the way to the bathroom. I gamble with the $136 left out of sadness, I make it up to $160 something, lose it down to $90 something, win it back to $205, lose about $3 dollars, withdrew a virtual card at $202.32. My brother had my things in a bag while cleaning outside for things to keep, but unfortunately it suffered rain damage, he felt guilty but I reassured him that it wasn't his fault, and I thanked him for gathering my stuff. You know, I too left some things outside in a different location. I put them in the shade on the purch to protect them from the rain, but unfortunately yesterday's rain was more of a storm, and everything outside got water damaged, even if they were under the roof. The bucke...

4:09am $330.20

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About $305 in my Zula Casino account I can't withdraw as yet because I wanted to change bank accounts and now I have to wait for the verification process to complete again, it's been a few days so far. I play dime spins on some Hacksaw Games, win a little I went from $305 to $312, decide to play more, then lose a lot, and even more as I increase bet size hoping to regain what I've lost but alas I only lose faster. I eventually reached as low as $260, but I recovered to about $295, almost back to baseline. I try to reach at least $305 again, but alas I lose over a hundred. My balance now at $194 in an attempt to gain more $10, I've lost $100 more. So I stay up even longer, till eventually around 4am, I make some breakthroughs, and I eventually return to my $300s balance and then some. I currently stand at $330. The peace of mind of getting my money back, it was worth the red eye and sacrificed sleep. Thanks for reading. You know, I think this all started because I notice...

4:41pm I lost $10

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Luckylandslots had a $10 for $30 deal, so I thought, deal. But in the end, I lost it all to like $0.09 cents. I feel sick. Thanks for reading.

3:10pm I won then lost $54

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I won about $54 for free after playing with my free $6 bonus on crowncoinscasino. I wanted to make a little more, but I ended up losing it all down to 4 cents. Gosh, this sux. At least I got to speak with my therapist earlier today, so I feel a bit less tense than usual. Thanks for reading.

2:55am I lost more money

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In an attempt to regain my $40 loss, I played my $177 balance on Yay casino after I realized that I won't be getting my $100 swagbucks withdrawal instantly. I lost like $37 on Yay casino, my balance now stands at like $140. I feel so disgusted and sickened and deep into depression. Thanks for reading. 2:55am.

2:15am I lost $40 x Money Issue Tales x Other Stories

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I deposited $20 on Chumba Casino after I had some success gambling on Zula and Yay Casino. I mange to get my $20 up to like $75, but I wanted to make it up to $100 to withdraw cash. I then lose multiple rounds, no matter the slot, it's like a switch went off. I eventually lose all $75 down to a few cents. I try again with another $20 deposit, my last $20 of my $200 incentive I received from doing a survey the other week or so. I end up losing my last $20 to Chumba, again. How can I deposit $80 into Zula Casino, make $303. Deposit $50 into Yay casino and make $177. But deposit $40 into Chumba then lose it all so fast? Ugh,  I'm so tired, crused and stressed right now. I should have invested the rest of my $40 into that Palmon game I've been playing. I've put a lot of money into that game so far, like maybe $60-$80 within hours of my $200 incentive arriving. Also, what stressed me about the $200 I got was the fact that depositing it to my bank incurred a six percent fee, ...

6:58am Discharged

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So my eldest sister is feeling better and she was discharged and prescribed some meds. We're on the way back home. I feel asleep on the hospital chairs a lot. Thanks for reading.