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5:19pm Pleasure Drama and Treasure

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I took a shower before and after playing hard with my pusay on her surgery anniversary. I even watched a video of me from last February year when I still had a wormy to look back and reflect and realize... I really did get my money's worth from my FFS and Vaginoplasty, because I looked totally different. Although, I did look pretty hot with the blue & pink pastel wig. I had a fun shower, but my pusay kind of stings now. But anyway....  I went back to Americanluck Casino and cancled my $70.04 redemption because I was worried about money and I was hungry to make more of it. I ended up losing it badly, like downs to a few cents left.  So then I cancled my $514 dollar redemption at LoneStarCasino in an attempt to make my $70 back. It began well, I was up like $60, but it didn't end well because I tried to make more money and before I knew it I've lost like $100+ dollars of my winnings, until I won it back on one last game and made out redeeming $606....

11:53am

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I was playing with my $1 something free play on Americanluck and I worked it up to like $71, I ended up redeeming $71.04. This is a good comeback from when I lost like $60 something at Americanluck while recovering from Vaginoplasty in the hospital. I'm pretty greatful for the $70, but somber at the same time because I'm still drowning in loan repayments and installment payments. But, it's better than nothing! Thanks for reading!

11:21am Vaginoplasty Anniversary

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So it's been a year since my Vaginoplasty, yes! Me with my HRT baggie. Also my $266 from Swiss Colony came in earlier today, as well as $50 something from ManyVids one of the platforms I post on. The $50 something from MV was short lived because most of it was deducted by my WiFi bill, which isn't too bad because I need the wifi to post more stuff, so that's actually kind of bad-azz that my body paid for the internet. Anyway, I had like $266 still, so I put $199 into LoneStarCasino and $19 into Yay Casino. LoneStarCasino gave me a $30 credit earlier, and their email still called me "brother" even though I corrected them that it was "sister" last time, but I still appreciated the customer service nonetheless. I also had a $199 coin pack worth $300. I played Plinko since it was low volatility and easy return. I eventually withdrew like $300 something. The $19 pack worth $40 on Yay casino, I worked that up to $50, enough for a withdr...

7:01pm

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So today I worked like 7+ hours at my job, because I need the money. Earlier today my 2nd youngest sister asked about asking Daddy for like $10 because we needed juice and rice. So I'm like, ok. So I texted Daddy about it, and he sent $60, so I thanked him. Although, I was saddened that it landed in the account which had a negative balance of like $79 from the automotiv Grant App loan repayment, so my account ended up being like -$18. Still not a positive balance for groceries. I didn't let my Daddy know about that because I felt so guilty. Gambling debt has ruined me this week. I should have just cut my bloody losses. I ended up $2,500+ in the right direction a few weeks ago, but then I began losing at these casinos so badly that I'm now like -$500+ in the red. Gosh, I hate this I hate this I hate this!!!! I've been trying to fix my money issues with these dang online methods, such as crypto trading, gambling and stock trading, yet I'm just right where ...

11:29pm

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I feel beyond sad right now. I just took out another $20 loan, make that $22.99 if you add the expenses fee. Anyway, I lost $15 of it at Spree and $5 at Winbonanza. This loss streak could have been avoided if I just didn't lose $300 of my $2,200 winnings a few weeks ago. All this wouldn't be happening right now. I hate my life. Thanks for reading.

8:44pm

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I took out another $50 loan earlier today and I brought some groceries and stuff. I used $24.99 ($25.71 after tax) of it for Rolla Casino for a $50 Pack. I worked it up to like $60 something before losing it all down to like $0.08 cents, I feel so defeated, thank you Hacksaw Gaming for stealing my hope. Although, it was fun shopping at Publix and stuff, so it was still a good day despite my losing streak and poverty. Anyway, Thanks for reading!

11:47am

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My $34 Dollar payment from OF came in earlier today, I've been waiting a while for it to arrive. Also, I had found out that my WellsFargo account was in Negative -$79 because of Grant automatic loan repayment. I also had my laptop Zip installment payment not go through. All this financial pressure, boiling over, this made me feel the need to gamble to make it back because Negative bank account balances can cost me greatly. I then took out a new $50 loan with Grant to try and at least double it to pay off the previous loan Negative balance. I went to Modo casino and I put in $45 for a $50 coin pack. I hit a 50x on number 6 on the gravity roulette, so I was up at like $88 on my Modo casino balance. I eventually played slots which quickly drained my balance. I then brought another coin pack, which was $30. This subtracted like $30 from my $34 OF payment which I worked weeks for, my vag still hurts, especially since I made a new video earlier today for PH and OF. Anyway, I lost the $30...