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Purple Pantyhose x Lots of dreams

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My new black dress and purple pantyhose look super cute! Also, I had a bunch of dreams earlier today; A lady drowning underwater and going unconscious so she stabbed her throat to re-energize herself and attempt to pull her boyfriend up as well. Parents surprising their trans daughter with a spool of aqua blue thread and the mom letting her know that now she can make what ever she wants. (I thought that dream with the seamstress trans daughter was so touching and it reminded me of how my Mommy brought me 3DS Max some months ago so that way I can make things). Also in my dreams, a glow-in-the-dark light show at a church. My Daddy listening to the song "I think I'm falling for you, I've been waiting all my life and now I've found you, I think I'm falling for you". (That's the song that got stuck in my head at the mental hospital last year, I love it!). Also, in my dream, I was at the kitchen and I said to myself something like, "I'm inte...
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6:05pm $14.37

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It was a pleasant surprise to see $14.37 in my bank account. I think that's the real revenue amount from my Gothic Apocalypse Coloring book sale. It's pretty awesome to have it finally arrive. I remember Amazon telling me about the sale in an email, then that's when I realized that the $2 something wasn't my Kindle revenue after all. I guess $14 is more fair than $2. Thanks for reading, and  thanks for buying my book, kind friend!
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5:16pm I won and lost $80

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So on Fortunecoins, I played with the free SC I've collected about $6 SC and I worked it up to about $70-$80 over the course of hours, I tried to make more money but then it all went down to $0.08 cents within under an hour. I can't with this anymore. Thanks for reading.
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1:18pm I lost $80

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I've waited about a week or so for my $72 SC to finally credit on Golden Heart Games. So then I try to get to $100 to redeem cash, I got up to $80, then it was lots of losses after that, I went all the way down to like $0.06 cents. I was so freaking close. I hate myself, gosh. Thanks for reading.
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May 26th 2026

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May 26th 2026 was supposed to be my last day if the storage wasn't paid for, but fortunately yesterday my brother notified me that my uncle's wife helped us with it. So then I thanked him. That was quite a relief yesterday, because the storage would of went to auction today if not paid for and it would have been all my fault and I wouldn't be able to live with that guilt, so I planned on taking oxytocin in the morning and writing a note, and going outside and locking the door and placing the keys somewhere outside with their location described in the note and then disappearing somewhere far away never to return, never again to live another day. May 26th, dead at 26, dead 19 days after my birthday. I thought that'll be perfect. But, it's now 12am May 27th, so I lived through it. Today was pretty enjoyable, and I'm glad I lived it. I went on a little adventure to look for my 2nd eldest sis. I figured she went to the gas station convince store, so I headed out ther...
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I had x over cam

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I had x over cam just now with a returning subscriber. He wanted to do it over Insta, but I was afraid of a ban, so we agreed to it over OF live, pretty much the first time I've done a successful OF live. It was f-ing fun!  I ended the live at around 2:10pm, it lasted about 20 minutes. He tipped $20, the profit was $16 since OF took $4. But, it's still some money. Thx for reading!
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I went on TikTok Live for over 2 hours!

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I went on TikTok live for over two hours! Amassing over 4K viewers and over 2200 diamonds which accounted to about $22, which was about $8.55 after TikTok took their 60% share ): But, the show was so much fun!!!! I sang and danced a lot, and I put in my key key clip after singing happy day in hell and someone liked that song so I showed them my key key clip, which I haven't worn in a while, so it was good to wear it again, I always like a Hazbins Hotel fan. I also sang some of my original songs and stuff, it was so fun! Someone wanted me to sing cybernetic chick's, so I sang a bit of it ♡ Always towards the end of my live, I was like, darkness abound. Anyway, it's 11:56pm, time to call it a day. Thanks for reading! Sincerly,  Alan the Streamer Goddess! Now it's 11:58pm, cool. Thanks again for reading!
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