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The fam and I went to Walmart after we received $500 earlier today from the credit union. I asked my bro for pull-ups, he approved, so then we went shopping for the them. My 2ndy sister helped me out finding them. I also paid for a herShe bar by myself. Thanks y'all! Also, when I saw my uncle's wife again earlier today, she didn't pay mind to me wearing a dress, maybe she didn't recognize me. Additionally, the construction worker guy helped us out with groceries earlier today, that was so so nice of him! We thanked him. Anyway, thanks for reading!

So I do some free play on Pulz, turn that into $12 eventually, then $14. Then I brought a $5.99 pack worth $10, so I'm at $24 now, cash out at $25.25 an Uber Eats gift card. $19.26 profit. Thanks for reading!

The Mental Hospital Bill came in. The bill was $9524.24. But after insurance I only have to pay $220. If I count my previous Mental Hospital bill from last year I haven't had the chance to pay for yet, my total is $558.24 dollars. This sux. Thanks for reading!

I spoke with my Trans Therapist Lady friend over Zoom, from 2 to 3pm. She gave my mind more clarity and talking to here made me feel less guilty about my plans not working out for the better, because in the end I only tried to help me and my family. We discussed my mom's hospital condition, my recent police encounter, spine and knee limitations, social media negativity, earning money, lossing money in creative investments and lossing money in casinos, pricy cosmetic surgery bills, family war situations and feeling better after the discussion. I also got word from my 2nd youngest sis that my uncle's wife arrived at our house. I told my therapist about that. She was like, oh, is she supportive? And I was like, I was just thinking that she doesn't know that I'm trans. I then told her about how the visitor is one my dad's sister's. But then soon corrected myself, like oh wait, no. She's my dad's brother's wife. She's on my mom's side ...

Tonight the family and I visited mommy in the ICU. It was visitation one at a time this time. I didn't see her before I wanted to see her once she gets better. I didn't want my last memory of her to be sedated.  The last time I saw her, we spoke, we talked, we laughed. That's the last memory I wanted of her the last time I saw her. My brother understood. I asked about her condition. He said that she's on her side, she has pneumonia. They're going to try chemotherapy in the morning. The biopsy hasn't come in yet, but they're going to try chemo tomorrow. I understood. I felt like extinguishing myself. I felt like this was all my fault. My older brother knew what I was thinking and he told me that it wasn't my fault. Also, on the way back to the car I was talking to myself about su1cid3 and stuff. My 2nd youngest sister didn't want me talking about su1cid3.  I was like, how did you know? She's like, I can hear you. Then I quietly told myself somethi...

With my eBay gift card from the other day and the remnants of my Elvolve bank and trust settle ment on the MasterCard , I ordered a shiny meralic leotard tonight. I'm excited for it's arrival ♡ And with the last $2 something on the card, I ordered 100x "Payment is due stickers", lol. I'm planning on making some, well, intriguing and interesting content soon >_0 Thanks for reading!