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Redemptions $75.55 and Publix

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So I played my $60 I left multiple times and ended up losing, so I played my $606 down to like $570 something then won it back to $606. I felt bad about losing that so I deposited $49.99 into Megabonanza cause they had a 40 free spin zeus offer, which I won about $4.20 from. In the end, I made a $75 redemption. Also, I went to Publix with my 2nd youngest sis, both this morning and tonight, except tonight our mom took us, this morning we walked there, snuck out. Tonight, we searched for ice cream. I looked at some premium publix chocolate ice cream and my sis noticed that the ingredients had peanut oil, so I'm like, let's wash our hands. The fam restroom was in maintenance so the women's we went, my sis held the door open for me and we washed our hands in different areas, but in the same bathroom, so beautiful. Thanks for reading! And  Thanks for reading!

I won $666!

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I made a purchase at Yay Casino for $299 at 12:28pm, I didn't eat anything or take my HRT until I made a redemption because my $299 was on the line. I finally made a redemption at 3:31pm for $606, leaving $60 left to play with. I won at the book game, I thought if I got the guy symbol, then I'm a girl ♡ and I got the guy symbol! I subsequently took my HRT and pain meds after the redemption, like at 3:37.  Thanks for reading!

$7.49 lost.

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Thank you pulz casino for ruining my day.

4:37am, lost $45

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I lost $45 at Playflame after waiting hours for my money to come in. I hate this so much ):

I was thinking

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i was thinking to myself a scenario like, I gambled my last $100 and I made $20,000 then I paid off my surgery bills and got renovations for the house. that's all i wanted to do guys. now i can end this chapter.  Then i saw that the time was 8:39pm. 39 is an ammonite, I love ammonites, that's a huge sign that my time to shine is coming! Thanks for reading!

I brought Tampons

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I've brought tampons earlier today for my eldest sister who needed them. I like brought tampons for the first time, and that's so cool! And yesterday I also brought pads for my 2nd eldest sis, my 2 younger sibs helped me out a bunch at Walmart yesterday. Today, I brought the tampons from Instacart Publix. Thanks for reading!

I've lost $200

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I've put like $25 into McLuck earlier and canceled my $10 redemption. I ran my $35 up to $200, it took hours, and my hand still hurts from all that tapping of my Galaxy S24FE screen. A $175 profit became another negative in the hole because I canceled my withdrawal in hopes of getting my $1,000 back or more. Now I have nothing, and I want to die even more now. If you, reader feel the same, please call 988. Thank you. Anyway, my pain is raw, and my pain is real. I went from $1,700 a few days ago to being a loser in debt. I so feel like ending my life, but I don't want my life to end as a loser, but as a winner, so I'm going to keep trying to become financially stable, I feel as though I'm able, it is definitely possible. Thanks for reading.