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11:56am

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I used $30 from my paycheck to pay my phone bill. And I used like the last $33 at Chumba casino where I made and lost about $120, twice.  I brought another pack for $5 using my Swagbucks redemption and like $1.50 left from my paycheck. I didn't win enough to even redeem, I losr it all so quickly. I hate this, this is a nightmare. Thanks for reading.

I brought dresses with my first Paycheck!

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I brought these two Walmart dresses with my first paycheck from my new/returned to job! I received like $33 in each of my two bank accounts, and I had a $10 Walmart gift card which I got from Swagbucks earlier today, so I went ahead and was like, okay slay! ♡ Anyway, I brought two dresses from Walmart and it came to about $2 dollars thanks to my Gift Card. Thanks for reading!

Clothes

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My 2nd youngest sister washed and dried one of my bags of clothes for me and my big brother's blue blanket. I was pleasantly surprised that there was s dryer full of my clothes waiting for me. These clothes I haven't wore since like the beginning of this year so it was awesome to see them again! My sister, I thanked her profusely and later loaded the clothes into a white bag. My sister also found the white bag for me. Thanks for reading! It showed a shark on my PC wallpaper as soon as I put the clothes near my PC for some reason. I also ordered these panty pads a few days ago via instacart since I was running low. Thanks again for reading!

Cookies x Cream

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I ate cookies and cream about an hour ago, then my throat got itchy and I got a hive on my jaw cheeck, but it's okay because it tasted slay, yay.

5:11pm Somber

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I'm so disappointed. I waited like 32 days for my $35 dollars to be released from Swagbucks. I took $19.99 of it into LuckParty for their $27 offer. I got up to like $50 something but eventually lost it back down to $0.02 cents. I hate this. Thanks for reading.

3:02am Bed

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It feels good to be back laying down in bed. Thxx for reading!

2:18am sadness

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I feel so, so sad. On Chumba, I did end up canceling my redemption of like $360 and then made like $707. I received the deposit earlier after waiting a long time.  I end up losing almost all to LoneStarCasino, Winbonanza and Fortunecoins. I just have like $50 left which I redeemed from Yay casino after a $50 for $100 deal. I feel so blue. I even told my therapist earlier today about my losses and stuff and how I've been trying to ban myself from the casinos and how I usually lose a lot when sleep deprived. It's like 2:22am now, my sleep deprivation always ruins my bank balance. I still have to wake up in a few hours for customer service training, gosh. At least my thighs are slaying. Thanks for reading. Update: 2:53am I used $49.99 from my $52 something left on my card for RealPrize casino. I made it up to like $80 something, but then lost it. I feel beyond depressed right now. I used the last $2 dollars on my card to order a mug at Walmart. ...