MintCoaTea

I lost a free $88+ dollars. I was playing a free $1 dollar on Zula casino and I worked it up to like $88+ but then I lost it down to like $9, then got it back up to like $50 something then down to $0.08 cents. Don't play the Hacksaw Gaming Games, they're break your soul. At least I got to test out my new phone's gaming capabilities to the max. Although, I think I lost the most money once I moved my gameplay over to my PC. Gosh, I got greedy, I tried to climb that $80 to $800 like last time. Gosh, the pain hurts so, so bad right now. Thanks for reading. 1:39am.

I was depressed out of mind, so I drew this Ammonite [39] to pass the time. I haven't drew an Ammonite in a long time, so drawing one again was pretty helpful for me mentally. Art is truly something that gives me that gives me that extra reason to live life. I think without my creative expression I'd be almost totally completely consumed by depressed right now. Art gives me an escape and an outlet.  Be it drawing, singing, painting or rhyming, art gives me permission to stop thinking about all the things that are depressing. Anyway, Thanks for reading ♡ Art Stats: Creature:  Cretaceous Ammonite. Medium:  S23 Galaxy U Stylus & Autodesk Sketchbook. Side Note: I've been using Autodesk stuff for over 13 years, I should probably work for them by now as a brand ambassador, lol.

I finished setting up my new S23 Ultra earlier today, which was pretty phone. Case, stickers, accounts, all setup. The screen protector was not as advertised, I didn't want a hole near the fingerprint reader, yet there's a hole near the fingerprint reader. Also, the phone was locked, even though it was advertised as unlocked so I had to dance around that until I was finally able to unlock it. Also, I called Discover to see if I can dispute my SpinBlitz transactions, I was transferred a few times, the reps were nice, but unfortunately in the end there was nothing that could be done. I thanked them anyway. Although, earlier today that $18+ Uber Eats charge on my PayPal was finally taken care of and refunded to me. I later took $9.99 of that to Thrill Coins casino, because they had a $30 coin package for $9.99. I lost horribly and I feel horrible about it. I knew that this casino was a scam based on the trust pilot reviews, but I took the risk anyway because I just wanted my money...

$o I think $80+ went to groceries x food today, I'm happy to contribute to my sibling hive.

In a desperate move, I brought a $12.50 coin pack from Spree Casino for $9.99, and I lost it all in no time. I think Spree is rigged, this particular Casino always triggers my huge loss chases and losing sprees. F them. The $9.99 came out of my $40 Chine loan. Now I have about a dollar left. The other $28.88 something went to McDonaldz, I treated my siblings and I to McDonaldz earlier, but unfortunately the nuggets were less than satisfactory, and I brought 40 of them, a lot went to waste, and I still feel nauseous. I hate my life. Also, I tried to get at a $2,000 loan to pay off the storage, but I've failed, I got approved for a $5K loan, but needed a co-signer, I asked my farther but unfortunately it didn't work. I thanked him and he thanked me for trying. Also, my brother told me not to sell my phone because I need it, and he let me know that we were approved for benefits, so I thanked him. He also hugged me, so that was nice. Thanks for reading. ...

So my brother was asking me if I was ready to make the payment for the $780 storage unit. He told me that my 2nd eldest sister is willing to help. He asked how much I have, I was like maybe about $100... I then explained that I lost my momey from scams. I wish that my sister agreed to help me pay earlier because it could have been done,  but instead I had too much pressure on me, and I tried to make more money and I got scammed. He's like, I'll let her know. I saw him by the door with the door open with his hand in his face obviously upset. I apologized and explained that it was too much pressure, I was facing hundreds of dollars in bills. Anyway, I feel so beyond guilty right now. I feel like killing myself and stuff. [Call 988 if you feel the same]. Anyway, I'll try to sell my new phone at least, I also tried taking out loans earlier today. Gosh, I was ahead. I remember on the 12th of May at church after we were picking out clothes for my Mom's funeral, I received $12...