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Post-Op Appointment Rescheduled

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While talking about my kitty surgery on TikTok Live, I get a call from my Doctor's office informing me that my appointment on June 19th is getting rescheduled to November [: That reschedule was a bit disappointing, but I guess it'll work because I could be possibly doing some job on boarding this month ♡ The tech on the phone, she congratulated me for the on boarding, I thanked her. Anyway, the rescheduled appointment gives me more time to earn some money and go all out crazy spending in Tampa city after my kitty post-op appointment. I remember last time like in November 2025, I saved up a bunch of money for my appointment, I went to the Tampa mall with my 2nd eldest sis after my exam. We went to Victoria's Secret, then Hot Topic, where I brought a $12 Hazbins Hotel hair clip. The $12 was pricy, but not too bad since I had $1,000+ in my bank (: Dang, that was fun, hopefully oh my next appointment I have $10,000+ in my bank.  Anyway, thanks for reading!

Transphobic attack

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He was Transphobic to me. A Ghetto Guy called me a 'Hermaphrodite'. Store Clerk defends me: "They're sisters". You know, I thought that I'll be a victim of transphobia earlier today this morning on my trip to to the store, but it went well. However, this afternoon wasn't the case. I go out with my older sister to buy snacks at the convince store. We talk to this ghetto guy who gave us advice and offered his hair braiding machine, so I showed him gratitude to his kindness. Then like 2 minutes later he goes on a transphobic rant about me with the Store Clerk. The Store Clerk wasn't having it and he defended me until the Ghetto Guy left. The Ghetto Guy hit on my sister a bit before leaving the store. I was so greatful for the Store Clerk's support and kindness. I brought something from his store to show my gratitude and my sister brought extra items. I still feel shaken, now I know I'm not quite there yet in my transition, and that's okay, I...

11:59pm Won $148.87

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I canceled my redemption at RealPrize, played with the $113, lost horribly down to the $80s, but then won some back and withdrew at $148.87. Thanks for reading.

9:49pm I lost $20

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I lost $20 at Chumba Casino, I hate this! How can I go from earning hundreds on $50, to losing hundreds nowadays? They've definitely changed their algorithm. Anyway,  Thanks for reading ♡

9:23pm I won $113.52

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So my $42.75 gift card arrived after I lost $5 on GlobalPoker and $24.99 on Baba Casino. I put $39.99 into Real Prize Casino after getting rejected by a survey which I was pre-qualified for because I think I was too honest about my mental health diagnosises (I knew that I shouldn't have selected Schizophrenia and Bipoloar and Depression and Anxiety). Anyway, I out $39.99 into RealPrize for the $64 pack, then I eventually win and lose and win until withdrawing $113.52. With the remaining balance on my gift card, about $2.76, I brought cookies from Amazon. Thanks for reading.

7:36pm I lost $24.99

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I lost $24.99 from my $81 payment I received from that xxx site I use. I lost it from Baba Casino, they had a $50 pack for $24.99, so I brought it and lost it all. I feel so dirty. I spent so much time earning all that money. At least I got to spend $49 on my Health Insurance before I lost the $24.99. Thanks for reading. 7:39pm.

3:16am I lost $9.99

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So my Florida Blue insurance wasn't paid for this time because of Yay casino scamming me. I tried desperately to regain another $50, so I put $9.99 into Golden Heart Games new site coined Coin Wizard. I paid $9.99 for the $25 pack. I ended up losing all my money, now profit at all. These online casinos have gotten super trashy, forget about their promised 96%+ return on investment, it's all a lie, you lose everything. I feel so sick emotionally and physically, my throat has been hurting for the last few days and I'm restless due to being haunted by my finances and depression. Hell, I didn't even plan on living this long to begin with, I had myself dead years ago at 16. Anyway, please contact 988 if you feel depressed. Thank you. Thanks for reading!