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So once again I lost $49.99 on Yay casino, which really is ashame because I waited weeks for my $60 to come in and hoped that it'll come in time to pay for my health insurance bill, and it did come in time like 10:04pm, right before the due date of June 1st.   I received a $57 gift card, $3 was taken as a fee by the survey company. However, yaycasino had an offer for $100 for $49.99, I knew that if I played it right I could have at least an extra $40-$50 for free and pay off some of my loans. However, it didn't go so well and I quickly lost all my money. I feel Yay casino has fallen, I used to make so much with that site, no it's just not fair. At least, at least, I also received $50 to my PayPal tonight with my other surveys, I used a lot of that for late-night Walmart grocery shopping with my 2nd youngest sister. Thanks for reading.

My new black dress and purple pantyhose look super cute! Also, I had a bunch of dreams earlier today; A lady drowning underwater and going unconscious so she stabbed her throat to re-energize herself and attempt to pull her boyfriend up as well. Parents surprising their trans daughter with a spool of aqua blue thread and the mom letting her know that now she can make what ever she wants. (I thought that dream with the seamstress trans daughter was so touching and it reminded me of how my Mommy brought me 3DS Max some months ago so that way I can make things). Also in my dreams, a glow-in-the-dark light show at a church. My Daddy listening to the song "I think I'm falling for you, I've been waiting all my life and now I've found you, I think I'm falling for you". (That's the song that got stuck in my head at the mental hospital last year, I love it!). Also, in my dream, I was at the kitchen and I said to myself something like, "I'm inte...

It was a pleasant surprise to see $14.37 in my bank account. I think that's the real revenue amount from my Gothic Apocalypse Coloring book sale. It's pretty awesome to have it finally arrive. I remember Amazon telling me about the sale in an email, then that's when I realized that the $2 something wasn't my Kindle revenue after all. I guess $14 is more fair than $2. Thanks for reading, and  thanks for buying my book, kind friend!

So on Fortunecoins, I played with the free SC I've collected about $6 SC and I worked it up to about $70-$80 over the course of hours, I tried to make more money but then it all went down to $0.08 cents within under an hour. I can't with this anymore. Thanks for reading.

I've waited about a week or so for my $72 SC to finally credit on Golden Heart Games. So then I try to get to $100 to redeem cash, I got up to $80, then it was lots of losses after that, I went all the way down to like $0.06 cents. I was so freaking close. I hate myself, gosh. Thanks for reading.

May 26th 2026 was supposed to be my last day if the storage wasn't paid for, but fortunately yesterday my brother notified me that my uncle's wife helped us with it. So then I thanked him. That was quite a relief yesterday, because the storage would of went to auction today if not paid for and it would have been all my fault and I wouldn't be able to live with that guilt, so I planned on taking oxytocin in the morning and writing a note, and going outside and locking the door and placing the keys somewhere outside with their location described in the note and then disappearing somewhere far away never to return, never again to live another day. May 26th, dead at 26, dead 19 days after my birthday. I thought that'll be perfect. But, it's now 12am May 27th, so I lived through it. Today was pretty enjoyable, and I'm glad I lived it. I went on a little adventure to look for my 2nd eldest sis. I figured she went to the gas station convince store, so I headed out ther...