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4:56pm Frustration

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I saw a free 50 spins with 67 SC pack for $67 dollars at Megabonanza via email, so I brought it got up to like $92 then lost it. So then I canceled my redemption at LoneStarCasino of $730 something. I thought to my self that I should only play with the $30 something and leave the $700 alone, but I thought I had more control. I eventually lost all the $730 something down to $0.11 cents. I feel so numb. I was doing so well, paid off loans and bills and I was feeling greatful for my winning streak. Gosh, this sux. I brought that $600 for $750 pack earlier today via lone star. I withdrew like $600 something. But then I put $20 into Chumba casino and lost, so then I cancled my LoneStarCasino redemption and made it up to $730 something. But then I put $67 into Megabonanza, then lost so I cancled my $730 redemption to try and make back the $67, it went horribly wrong. I feel so distressed. This is mental torture. Thanks for reading. 5:03 pm.

Possession

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1:30pm a few moments ago after I was done taking my shower I was desiring power, I fantasized about being a Demon Queen and taking over the country.  While I'm levitating I'll announce,  "I'm Alan! The daughter of Satan!". Yes, I believe that the power is mines. I was thinking to myself, "Satan, you may take control of me". Then I felt this surge of energy enter my head, it felt so overwhelming, but I was able to handle it. Immediately I felt more powerful, I saw on the floor a stain that looked like a demon with horns on the side of their head. I then began laughing!!! Thanks for reading! Chocolate from earlier today, it looked like me, so I told myself, "I'm Queen Alan" I thought the quote "Cheers to where we're at" was pretty funny and inspiring because I was thinking that the red foil folds remind me of my Vaginoplasty, and it's been a year since the surgery. ...

Late Night Shopping

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So I did a survey earlier which paid $100. I also felt a bit prosperous because I've been building up that $266 I received from my job last week close to $1,800+, so I've been feeling pretty fortunate. About an hour ago, I went shopping at Walmart with my 2nd youngest sister and we checked out a little after 11pm.  A Walmart lady called out to use because we almost left forgetting a bag of groceries. I thanked her darley as the bag was handed to me. A bag of Styrofoam cups and Whole Grain Goldfish Crackers. Now that's good customer service, unlike earlier today when the mean Wendy's employee yelled at me for trying to redeem a Frosty coupon. My eldest sister wanted a Frosty tonight, but my 2nd youngest sis and I weren't feeling Wendy's because we were concerned what would happen. I suggest a McDonald's sundae, and she agreed, as she does like the sundaes better. Anyway, tonight was pretty fun. Thanks for reading! No spo9ns available, ...

Wendy's Drama

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So much drama at Wendy's, lol.  My brother wanted some things to eat there, so I ordered like two 10 piece nuggets, large fries and a medium coke. There was a code for a 99c small vanilla frosty, I do enjoy frosties despite my health priorities. So anyway, the employe lady scans my code, asks me what it was for, so I say a 99c Frosty. Then she yells "Well now you're NOT going to get it!!" Because you didn't tell me!!! So then she tells the other employees: "She didn't tell me what the code was for until after I scanned it!!". I felt bad and apologized profusely, saying "Sorry, I didn't know, I thought it would auto-populate". You see readers, I've had scanned Wendy's promo codes successfully before with no problem, they auto-populate with ease and there's no promises. Plus, I thought she read what the promo said when I showed her my phone screen. I had predicted something bad happening at that local Wendy's that would ma...

You look cute today

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At 4:39pm, my 2nd eldest sister told me, "you look cute today". I was like, "Oh, thank you (: you too". That was so nice of her, I think it cheered me a up a bit because some moments before I thought to myself "maybe I'm not meant for this world". Also coincidentally after thinking I wasn't meant for this world, I saw an email from Women's World about an A-List. My name starts with A, so it's definitely a sign that I do belong. Thanks for reading.

7:02pm TikTok Star

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On the way out of Publix, I encountered a lady in her call who called me, she said "Aren't you on TikTok?" I was like, yes, sometimes. She was like, you went viral on TikTok, that's where I saw you. (: I was like, yes, thanks (: She was like ok, I didn't know you were from (insert city here). I was like, yes (: We continued to smile. Anyway, it's so awesome that I keep getting noticed! Maybe someday I may become a celebrity just like I was telling my therapist the other day, yesterday. Thanks for reading! Yay!

6:46pm Dress

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After the Walmart trip I took a selfie of me in the parking lot. Then I heard a girl yell "I like that dress!". I was like, oh, thank you! I wasn't sure if the compliment was directed at me or not, then I hear the whole family compliment my dress. The car windows opened up and I heard several voices, the mom and the daughters say almost in a capella "I/we love/like your dress!!!". I wave my hand and say, thank you!!! That was so awesome! Thanks for reading!