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4:28am ultimate sadness

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I feel like ending it, if you feel similar please call 988. So I unfortunately ended up taking the offer someone sent me on Zumba Cards for $200 extra SC for $100. I made it up to like $500 something, but I only had like $308 that I can actually withdrawal and my $200 bonus cash would become forfeit. So I tried to meet the playthrough requirements but I failed horribly and lost it all. I then cancled my RealPrize redemption and I lost that as well. I F-ing hate myself! I wish that I can just bloody d!3! I was even looking up a Nintendo Switch 2 earlier today because I was thinking of surprising my siblings with it. But now I'm just a complete failure, I hope I don't wake up.... Hold up, losing $1,600 shouldn't be the end, I'm not even close to my surgery goal of $15,600. I'll keep trying, but gosh I want this pain to end. It is just so depressing knowing how much I've lost. Living is literally painful for me. I was even telling my farther earlier tha...
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3:08am determination

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So I cancled my $322 redemption at RealPrize after un-blocking the URL determined to make my money back. I got up to $579, but lost it all down to $353. I should have went to be when my youngest sis told me to. I was ahead at like $579, but I tried to make a little more money. Gosh. Thanks for reading.
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2:14am Rollercoaster of emotions

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After several winnings stresks I was up $1,600. Then I brought a $270 pack for just $200 at Winbonanza and I wasn't quite satisfied redeeming $210, so I played some more and lost some more. I also cancled my $629 redemption and lost. So I basically lost $829 within 2 hours, I feel so sick, I worked on that for days ): My last $200, I lost it down to $4.69 thanks to Diamond Slam ): shame on them. I shouldn't have cancled my redemptions and I shouldn't have un-blocked Winbonanza from my server. Thanks for reading.
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Cute Doodle

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Doodle Girly Pop 11:59pm
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8:35pm nice dress

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When walking to Walmart with my Daddy and 2nd youngest sis, My Daddy told me "Nice dress, it has the moon and stars". I was like, "Aw, thank you (: Thanks for reading!
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3:34pm Amphibious Mistress

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RE: BiT.
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12:10pm Frustration

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I saw an offer of $4.99 for $15 SC by Jackpota, so I brought it and lost it. That $5 was sentimental to me because it took like a month of Facebook monetization to get $14 ): So then I took $39.99 out of the $70 that I waited all day for from Freecash. I won up to $103, lost and got up to $75, I decided to play a Penguin King ghost train game and it went downhill from there. I eventually lost all my money from some other slots after getting down to $21 from playing Penguin King. I didn't withdrawal my $75 because it was going to my bank account with the negative $63 balance. I tried to make more money, but alas I lost it all. Ugh. I then go to Crown Coins Casino, with my last $30. I lose it all. Why is this so brutal? I'm not too worried because I have like $715 on the way from WinBonanza, I made a $200 deposit a couple of days ago with them and profited about $515. Thanks for reading!
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