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Frustration is what this year has been, so thank you Satan ♡◇♡◇♡ I make a little progression, then everything collapses upon the weight of disappointment, accusation, distraction and depression.  15 years of content creation, only to be further behind than I've been before. I have tens of thousands of hours of videos, tutorials and photo carousels, but de-monetization has ruined the dream that I've worked years to achieve and now I'm looking like a pathetic e-begger. E-beggers, ha I used to frown upon them, but now I'm becoming one, what is this? Probably the abyss, but at least I'm honest.  Too much to handle, I think I need to vomit.  Get a job they say, I go on the job hunt, they mock me for it, but I get the XP I needed to keep hunting. I get the job, but orientation is months away, I'm optimistic about it. I had projects and interviews coming up, I'm excited for it, then the power blacks out, I guess someone didn't pay. Why should this e...

If I don't post for a month this is why. Trolls, read closely, you'd love what's happening right now. Right before my eyes the electricity turned off, oh my. Now, a lot of y'all will tell me to get a job in the comments, so to that I'll say too little too late, and that I have acquired a job, but my job orientation is in September. Nevertheless, the power should be restored next month if my dad utilizes the social security benefit to pay for it like last time. This sux, lol, but at least it's only for about 15-20 days. So the Electricity to the house got cut off just a little before the groceries arrived. My dad texted that it's $1,205.82 to reconnect the power. A little higher than my $900 estimate. If someone rich would like to help, like a tech CEO or something, my CashApp is $agoPalm and my Chime is $agoTree. I'm just throwing it out there, because what if. Anyway, Now without a working fridge, I'll try my best to drink  my new carton...

Yesterday I finally get my incentive of $190 from a pretty personal video study that I completed some days prior.  I took my gift card and converted into money that can be used in the store by using an app. I buy a bunch of groceries and stuff. I take $50 from the $190 to use at Yay Casino. I use it at Yay Casino for the $100 for $50 pack and I worked it down to $66 then up to $130.20, I then withdrew a gift card which arrived today. This gift card, I tried to use it in the app that converts it to real money, however it didn't work this time. So then I tried to gamble with it to turn it into real life money. I go to LoneStarCasino, they had a $49.99 for $90 pack, I brought that and lost most of it, brought it back to like $50 then lost it on Outsourced. Then I tried Megabonanza, the $74.99 for $92 pack, I was surprised that the card even went through there. So yes, I lose that money as well. I buy a $5 pack for $4.99 with the last of my money, and I lose that on Megabonanza as well...

My brother was in the front bathroom, so then I decided to use the back bathroom. I just moved my phone charger, move a bucket and opened a doort, I thought to myself that I should wash my hands before using the toilet so I don't infect my vagina, I thought that my mom was telling me that. I decided not to wash my hands and just use the bathroom quickly, but as I lifted my shirt I went to fast and cut open my chin with my thumb nail and I said, ahough!!! At least I took an Amazon brand Tylenol some moments before this happened. I just took one though because I lost one and I didn't expect much pain this morning, I was wrong.  I was also in hurry because I had food in the microwave and I tried to change myself by finishing using the bathroom before the timer ends. Anyway, Thanks for reading.

So, I've been completing surveys and tasks and stuff all day, little pay or pay that wouldn't arrive today. I knew that Cider Casino pays same day, so I gave it a go and worked my few cents of free coins up to like $4 something, I went to redeem but my account needed verification. I do verification and my application was rejected due to duplicate information. The prompt prompted me to sign into my existing account, so I did, or so I thought. I had $0.50 cents in that account and I played some numbers on Gravity Roulette. I chose a 6 among other numbers. And what you have it, I land a 100x multipler. So I turned $0.10 into $10. My 2nd youngest sister and I were very excited. However, same story, no luck with verification unfortunately. So that was pretty bad. But luckily, I did some more survey opportunities. Thanks for reading.

After cashing out $151 on BabaCasino, I played with the remaining $27 on RealPrize and went up to like $40 by playing For the Realm Deluxe, but I tried to make a little more because I felt ripped off by the $19 win on the free spins round, the same round that used to give me like $700 last year. So then I cancled my $151 redemption on Baba Casino and I lost it down to $40 something. I felt desperate, so I increased my $0.30 spins in outsourced to $0.60. As my balance continued to decrease, I then thought to myself how much I felt like a failure. Then I got the three scatter symbols, I wasn't too optimistic because last scatter on the $0.30 spins gave me like $0.43 cents. But, I had a little hope since I've upped my bet. It was like a $0.40 cent bet with bonus enhancement so it was $0.60 per spin. I wanted at least to win the game boy, like $8 dollars. I was like talking to God, like, come on, stop stalling. Then, I won the Gameboy alright, and then some. To my pleseent surprise...