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You know I was thinking of a scenario earlier today of how ironic it'll be if my surgery bill would be the cost of all the money I lost gambling this past few days, and yes I received the estimate today after my mom and bro were just talking about my surgery recovery. It's just $966, not an impossible amount to pay. I'm feeling actually pretty confident about this. I feel like this is a piece of cake. If I make $96 a day, I can make this in 10 days. (Side note, I won $90 in my dream today). If I work at Wendy's Today, I could have this in two weeks. $966 for boobs, isn't bad at all. I have till April, I believe I can do it. Let's a go! Thanks for reading!

If I don't get the job in 30 days, I'll ķ myself, I thought. Then sand or something got into my left eye while walking on the pavement to Hobby Lobby. That was weird. You know, I think Hobby Lobby is inspiring me a little. I actually tried to get a job here last year, but I didn't get it. But seriously, if I don't get employment this week... Never mind, we'd have to see, I'll try my best with my applications and stuff, having the high-speed internet makes things easier for job searching. Also, why Hobby Lobby? My brother needed a part there to finish his craft for the neighbor. I also got my brother's medicine at CVS a few moments prior, so that made me feel useful. I actually did get a call from a Mental Health Rep, earlier. She asked if I had thoughts of zui-zide since discharge from the hospital. And I loosely lied, and said "Not really". I honestly just didn't want to go back to the mental hospital, because going back this soon would be abs...

I lost another $49, my $800+ fortune is all but gone now. I feel like su1cide, but I must survive, but surviving feels like suffering. It's a little funny, when my $300 on yay casino went down to about $250 I got a call from a Florida Blue Mental Health rep to check on me. She asked if I've had thoughts of su1cide since discharge from the mental hospital, I loosely lied and said "not really". We answered more questions and we ended the phone call with thank you and have a good day, something polite like that. I might be depressed, but on the bright side, I got another new OF subscriber just now, yay. Also, I brought my brother's medicine at CVS, so that was pretty cool. Thanks for reading.

I hate myself, I probably like lost $800+ today. I feel like such a failure. I hate loss chasing. I lost $29 on SpinQuest after losing $45 on SpinBlitz after losing $40 on ClubsPoker after losing $300 on Yay Casino after losing on Megabonanza after lossing on SpinBlitz.

My $300 is gone, thank you Yay Casino.

I lost $49 at Megabonanza after lossing over $240 at Yay Casino. it's 2:37pm, I haven't even gotten to eat my nuggets nor medicine as yet.