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9:36pm Even more payback

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I went back to Winbonanza after I saw a coupon offer available for them via email. I had to reset my password there because I deleted my saved password there to prevent myself from canceling my $1,500+ in redemptions. Anyway, those redemptions were approved earlier today, so there was no chance of me canceling them tonight. So with that, I visited the site again. I got $3 of free play off my daily bonus. I played a couple of games, got up to about $85.37, cashed out $82.37. Thanks for reading!

8:54pm Payback

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I wrote a review on Trustpilot revealing the dark truth of Modo Casino, I wrote: "I lost a little over $100 today and about $150 yesterday. I feel so sad, I spent so long getting that money, surveys, Swagbucks, ect. I only make about $200 a week, so this loss was pretty traumatic for me. Almost everything is gone, now I need to start from the beginning. I had plans for tomorrow with my money, now those plans are tarnished. I saw the Modo casino bonus offers as an opportunity to make a few more dollars, but it went wrong, all wrong.  I hate these gambling sites, especially Modo, they all need to be shut down, the return on investment is a lie,  you just 100% lose it all, all the time. I'm banning myself here, you guys ruined my life ):" I believe this latest loss srarted after I got an email from a reply email ZumbaCards reminding me of the 200% extra offer I had. I didn't want to spend all my $120 something on ZumbaCards, because I needed that money tomorrow just in c...

8:30pm Depression

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I had about $120 in my account and I wanted to make more money for tomorrow, so I put $66.49 into modo casino for their 50 free spins offer plus about $70 something SC. I got like $3.09 from the free spins on the 2500x Apple game from 3 Oaks, then I lost the rest of the funds on some other games. Desperate to get my money back, I brought a $45.99 package that granted me $50 SC, I lost that as well. So now I feel very depressed and I won't get more money till like Tuesday. I didn't want to lose this money, I had plans for tomorrow. I feel useless. This is what I was telling my therapist earlier today, when I'm tired things go downhill and I lose my money, I lose my impulse control. I feel so depressed, I spent so long getting that money, Surveys, Swagbucks, ect. Now I need to start from the beginning. I hate these gambling sites, they all need to be shut down, the return on investment is a lie, you just 100% lose it all, all the time. Thanks for reading.

6:01pm Therapy

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I spoke with my therapist abd we had an amazing time talking about some tricky  subjects. We talked about a lot of trans matters and Florida laws and ID changes and name ownership. Also, I started the conversation outside of McDonald's, I was talking about money, expensive gender affirming top surgery  and trans bigotry in Florida, Then an employee recognized me and cheered me on like "Yes queen, slay! Show TikTok! F the haters!" So that made me smile and I waved. I was happy that someone recognized me from TikTok, I was scared that I've fallen into obscurity. (While writing that top section about obscurity, I got a notification from TikTok inviting me to the Next Creator Opportunity) Anyway, I then continued the conversation with my therapist, then my brother took me back home, where I continued the convo. We ended the conversation with the question of ID, surgery and names. I asked her about my name, Alan. Like, is it authentic, I like it, I was given the option to ...

1:21pm withdrawals

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So after losing $600 on Bux77 last Thursday, I noticed today that I had $45 in my Bux777 account, most likely cashback. The playthrough on that was $217+ but I manged to make that playthrough over the course of hours. I then witdrew about $73, which I received as $72, much needed. Thanks for reading! 1:24pm.

5:47pm persistence

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I cancled my $200 redemption at Winbonanza and lost brutally, then I cancled my $121 redemption and things turned around a bit. My redemptions now stand at $1,304. I'd like to thank Ocean King, I won about $300-400+ with that game on my last $30 something. Thanks for reading! Update: 6:09pm I miscalculated, my redemptions currently stand at $1,504 I had about $50 extra to play with, lost it, no sweat, it's still a good redemption, considering that I started with just a $202 redemption earlier today on Winbonanza. Anyway, thanks for reading! Update: 6:31pm Baba Casino sent me like 100 diamonds 💎 about $0.20 cents in a promo email 📧  So then I noticed their 200% extra offer again for $9.99 which grants you $30 SC. I brought it and lost it. Gosh, I was just another $20 something away from redeeming a gift card. Anyway, Thanks for reading, again.