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Sadness X Dress Try On

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So today was pretty sad, but at least I got to try on a new dress from the church thrift shop, we needed clothes for Mommy's funeral so the two church ladies let my siblings and I try and keep some clothes that the clothes had available in their very own thrift store. Earlier I got into an argument with the church girls many times, like when they bring up how great God is and stuff, I'd get annoyed and bring up the fact that my devout friends died before their time, my Mom included. And I also brought up that God kills more than demons, so why are we worshipping a destroyer???? Additionally, the laddies were talking about cremating my Mom, and I strongly opposed that.  One of the laddies challenged me with coming up with $20,000 for burial then in a week, so I was like, I have some tricks up my sleeves. However, ultimately the majority vote was cremation. As I mentioned, it's always about money in this world and I'm never given a choice in my life, NEVER!!! I feel like ...
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I brought a phone

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I brought the Samsung Galaxy S23 Ultra 512GB second hand from eBay after about a week of searching. Thanks for reading.
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Lipz

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I was urinating in the toilet mid 4am-ish and then liquid got on my lower lip, so I rinsed my lips. Thanks for reading!
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That's not like you

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A few moments ago, maybe 1:13-ish pm, on the way back home from Walmart,  my brother mentioned that we need to go at 1pm tomorrow (for the funeral arrangements).  So I told him that "I was just thinking about death 8_8" (I was literally just thinking that I can't k1ll myself before seeing Grandpa die, I can't let him out live me." Anyway, my brother and driver of the car, he apologized, so I let him know that I wanted to see Grandpa's death, then I'll feel fulfilled. I burst out laughing while talking about the possibility of seeing Grandpa die. I told my brother that Grandpa needs to die by this year, I've been waiting years. Grandpa is so mean, it's not fair. My brother told me, "That's not like you". I felt a bit bad, then let him know that things have changed in my mind, and that I used to actually feel sad that Grandpa was getting sicker, but now things have changed and I reminded him just how awful Grandpa is and I whispered th...
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Mommy Dreamy

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Mother's day is so painful when your mom just passed away 4 weeks ago. Walmart and Publix was so crowded last night due to last moment mother's day shopping. At Walmart a lady told us (my brother, 2nd younger sis & I ) "Happy mother's day".  So I thanked her because that was nice of her, even though it hurt knowing that this is my first Mother's day without my Mommy. However I feel that Mommy visted my dream today. She hugged me and that hug felf so real, I asked "I thought you died?"  She said "I didn't want it to end that way, so I pulled out my (breathing) tubes. I have a few more days left to live". So together we spent our precious few days, we sorted out clothes in the closet (I think I saw my prehistoric looking dress), we went to places and I think we were also documenting everything. It was so beautiful, and that hug felt like a proper goodbye.  Thank you Mommy, and Happy mothers day.
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I made hot cocoa

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I haven't made hot cocoa in a while, the one I made tonight tasted good. I used the Walmart cocoa powder that I usually use, the one that my Mom loved when she tried it a few months ago. Thanks for reading.
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I shaved with an E-Razor x I won $550

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Today I finally used the E-Razor I brought a few days before my Birthday, it shaved my face pretty well actually. Also, I played on GlobalPoker with 6 SC free play, getting $11 more to add to my $500. I canceled my $500 redemption at GlobalPoker earlier and redeemed a $200 instant payout eBay gift card. Then I played with the $311 reminder in an attempt to make more money, it ended horribly and I went down to $50 something so I played for hours to get it back to at least $150, then eventually while thinking about my brother telling me that $300 was needed by the 14th for Mommy's pawned jewelry, I won a $401+ bonus, so that wss pretty lucky. I then ate the McDonaldz apple pie I brought earlier, I waited till I made a redemption to eat it. I haven't had a McDonaldz apple pie in likr over 2 months, it tasted good. Also, I redeemed a $50 eBay gift card, bringing my eBay gift card count to $450. I also redeemed a $50 instacart gift card yesterday, made that $50 back to get a full $5...
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