7:08pm I lost $309.20
I lost my entire $309.20 withdrawal from Chumba, I feel so numb. Nothing makes sense anymore. My loss chasing is insane, all of this over losing $38 ): I canceled my chumba withdrawal and redeemed like $285 Then played with that amount in gravity roulette, lost it. Tried again, and made like $90 something, I could of cashed that out and had like $340 something to redeem, but I tried to make more for all the upcoming expenses. I lost the $90 something. I cancled my $250 withdrawal and went on a downward spiral of losing. My lowest point was the low $150s-$120s, the place of no return. Just straight losses after that. Now I just have a clean $0.00 balance on Chumba casino. I'm so sick with myself right now. All I wanted to do was make more money to get tickets and merch for the upcoming supercon convention, but I ruined it all and now my phone service will deactivate on top of that. I hate gambling when sleep deprived, I'm just so zombie like and mindless. I hate this!!! ...