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8:57pm I lost $80

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I lost like $80, $49.99 on RealPrize and $29.99 on LoneStarCasino. What's worse is that my wifi payment is tomorrow. I thought that I can make some extea money by buying the $29.99 package on LoneStar that had a value of $60. That didn't work out well. So I tried RealPrize which had a $49.99 pack for a value of $80. I lost that too. I feel so sick. That was my money from WinBonanza that came in today for $116. Hopefully I get my next deposit tomorrow for $118. Gosh, I feel so sick. It's ironic too, I was going to make a video on TikTok this morning about how to win at Gambling Online, which would be, not to deposit any of your own money into it. Just use free play and casino sponsorships. Thanks for reading.

I brought Mialano

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So I brought Mialano cookies today at Publix for the first time since my Mommy died, we used to love these cookies. Thanks for reading.

Company

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My uncle and his wife came over by surprise today. They brought groceries with my two eldest siblings.  While helping to unpack the groceries in their call. My uncle had a big box of maxi pads and told me to catch.  I caught it. He said, nice catch. Also, as I saw in the delivery photo, my TikTok sexy red pantyhose was delivered and handed off, however in the delivery proof photo I saw that it was handled off to my uncle in his call. My Aunt and Uncle were talking with us siblings about a plan to send a Junk It Truck over to through away a lot of our stuff. Also, I tried to get my Uncle's attention by mentioning that I had a package. Then a few moments later my eldest sister hands me over the package that was handed to my Uncle earlier by the mail carrier. My sister, I thank her. Also, I was pretty sad at the thought of getting a lot of our stuff thrown away. I appreciated my Aunt and Uncle's help with getting a truck soon and I thanked them for the groceries. When they left I...

Horse Back Jacket

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It arrived yesterday and I put it on today, I look like such a professional horseback rider / Pokémon trainer, like OMG! It brings back memories of when I used to ride horses with my older sisters and that one time when my brother tried.  Anyway, maybe someday again I'll once ride. Thanks for riding! I mean, reading! Update, I had to lose the dress because the straps were broken and digging into my back. But at least I look even more like a horseback rider by just having the leggings as my bottoms. Thanks for reading!

2:21am Estradiol

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I almost forgot to take my nightly estradiol. I remembered to take it after I noticed it in foil on my laptop after going to get my hair cap that I had drying out, and after I thought of editing my blog entry of when my eldest sis opened the bathroom door, I want to add that she asked before she opened it, saying "I need to use the bathroom" And I was like, one second. Also, before seeing the estradiol, I noticed that my siblings washed and dried my silver long sleeve Elle leotard for me, so that was so nice of them. Also, a superGirl ad played on Spotify on my phone, so then I felt like superGirl because we both have costumes. Anyway, let's swing to my dark repressive thoughts,  I saw the estradiol right after I was wondering about "why when I try to !× i ll  myself, it's a crime?". [Plesse call 988 if you're feeling depressed]. Then I noticed the estradiol some moments later, so I took it. Thanks for reading!

Bathroom

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2:08am. I was like on the toilet and my eldest sister wanted to use, she opens it, and I'm like, ah ]_> She closes it. And I wonder, did she see my vag while I was on the toilet??? I felt a bit embarrassed that she might have seen me half naked. It's even funnier that I was listening to Spotify while on the toilet, "Our Time" by Lempicka, about 2 minutes mark. Anyway, thanks for reading.