MintCoaTea

Despite my neck injury & hurtful gambling losses the night before, Christmas was still fun, I'm glad I pulled things together and stayed jovial with family, that's something nothing can take from me. I'm happy that I still had enough funds to get xmas gifts with my brother for the fam prior to the incident, so my assets from last night wasn't a total sacrifice to the casino, at least we got gitfts and dinner. Also, Thanks for the Bulbasaur big bro, I love her! And thank yu to all my followers for your love and support!!!  Anyway, Thanks for reading and happy holidays, ho, ho ho3!  [First time I used Anime Studio 12 since puzzy surgery, I made a demon girly named Satalan. Cupcakey Fried chicken from a restaurant open on Xmas. Bouncy balls from a vending machine. I gave the yellow one to my brother as a gift, these were like our childhood toys. Thanks for reading, again! #gothgirl #transgender #al...

1:28am. "Ooops" That's what I said when I 0pened up my neck. The regret of it all, I realized how short my life was, Ooops was all I can say in that moment. I was depreszed, I was shaving, I was thinking about my losses gambling, then it happened.  I really didn't want to do it tonight, yet it happened tonight. I felt lile everything was my fault, I simply just tried to make more monsy with the money I saved up and stuff, yet I failed again, and I was thinking, that's it, we're done.  Then I began to shave and then I thought about the $200 loss at Crown coins casino last week (that loss was before tonight's $437 loss which really drove me into desperation and depression).  Anyway, the incident happened and I said to myself, oops, then stormed out of the bathroom to grab some paper towels for my leaking neck. Obviously, my mom and brother were really upset with what I did to my neck, and I was like, I didn't mean to do it today, not this way...

I lost another $27.99, this time from FortuneCoins casino, these sites are hurting me, my depression is at it's peak once more.

Mid 6pm est, I had to use a pad to clean my nose because I got a runny nose after eating chips and pretzels sticks, and I didn't bring tissues with me on the car trip, thus I used the pad I had in my purse. My mom actually suggested that I keep an extra pad with me a couple of months ago right because we went to see the final fantasy orchestra, so I'm glad that the pad in the purse came in handy. Thanks Mommy! Anyway, it was interesting using a femme sanitary pady to blow my nosy. Thanks for reading! Edit, original post date: December 21st, 2025. The post didn't publish for some reason.

I just want to die, it's 12:48am, it's Christmas, but I just feel like death wish. I lost $10 on hellomillions.com which lead to a series of purchases at SpinBlitz of like $400 dollars. And this has already happened before, like 2 days ago when I almost lost $200 but successfully chased my losses for a withdrawal of like $600 and a half, like a $200+ Profit and the $600 something came just in time for Christmas. At least my brother and I got to get some gifts before SpinBlitz murdered the funds. I also blame my OnlyFans client Jordan, because the customer sent a chargeback on their purchase from two months ago, to which they enjoyed the content. I lost $15.20 and I felt so hurt and empty, especially since it hurt my kitty filming the scene. I feel like I want to die for the holidays. There's only depression now, and now I can't pay to extend the hotel room for my family. I think I'll live a few more days or weeks probably then do something serious to myself. ...

I lost $101 dollars on Sixty6 casino.  I originally won $94 off of a playson gold pot game off a $0.4 bet off of free coins. Then I deposited $20 to eventually make the withdrawal minimum of $100. I tried to withdraw $101, but I couldn't until verification was completed, this was 3 days ago. I won this money while on my appointment trip 3 days ago. Today, I received an email from sixty6 casino invitating me for my daily bonus of $0.1 ten cents. I then got the urge to try and make more money with my $101 balance. Playng the Hacksaw games were my downfall, they just didn't payout. It started with pray for 3, then a couple of backstreet/bull shark gaming games like the banana and barrels games, then the rest of my money finally died with the frnk banana game. Gosh, I hate the Sixty6 site so much, the win back is so so low after you initially win something. I was just hoping to get boobs and pay for this hotel we're now living in. Gosh, F my life. Why go...