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12:10pm Frustration

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I saw an offer of $4.99 for $15 SC by Jackpota, so I brought it and lost it. That $5 was sentimental to me because it took like a month of Facebook monetization to get $14 ): So then I took $39.99 out of the $70 that I waited all day for from Freecash. I won up to $103, lost and got up to $75, I decided to play a Penguin King ghost train game and it went downhill from there. I eventually lost all my money from some other slots after getting down to $21 from playing Penguin King. I didn't withdrawal my $75 because it was going to my bank account with the negative $63 balance. I tried to make more money, but alas I lost it all. Ugh. I then go to Crown Coins Casino, with my last $30. I lose it all. Why is this so brutal? I'm not too worried because I have like $715 on the way from WinBonanza, I made a $200 deposit a couple of days ago with them and profited about $515. Thanks for reading!

Ms. Alan

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The clerk said my name is pretty ♡ So basically I was going into business woman mode, brainstorming ideas for things to sell, but first I had to resolve my debt. So I called my bank, and the clerk was like may I have your name ma'am, and I stated my name: Alan. She's like I'm I speaking to Ms. Alan Hanley? So I was like yes ♡ So then she said very pretty name by the way, so I was flattered and I was like, aw thank you! Anyway, we resolved one of two overdrafts, since I technically had my $25 website fee refunded in time to avoid the $35 dollar overdraft. So now I'm only about $63 dollars in the red compared to $98 in the red. This is awesome! The clerk was awesome as well, and I'm so happy that at the very least half my overdraft issue was finally resolved. I'm also happy that she thought my name Alan, was pretty ♡ omg! Love it! Thanks for reading! P.S. The inspo to call my bank came after my mini 3D Printed 3DS fell off from my laptop and onto the k...

Starbucks Elen

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At Starbucks I made a order with my 2nd youngest sis and Farther. The clerk asked, what's a good name for the order so I said Alan ♡ but I think I mispronounced it as Elen, which is pretty cute. I saw Elen on the order panel, then later another clerk said, order for Elen. I smiled and bowed and thanked her. Thanks for reading! 7:26pm.

6:22pm Tooth Troubles

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While brushing my teeth I was thinking of s scenario where I time travel, transition earlier as a small child and a have my name change into Alana.  I was also thinking about that one time last year or so when I was joking about all of my siblings having girl names except me, ironically. Then my Mom was like we can change it.  (My Mommy previously suggested the name Alana to me because all her daughters names end eith A. I was flattered, but contempt with my name Alan, because it's my original name and sounds feminine. Gosh my Mommy was awesome ♥︎ Love you and always thinking of you). Which reminds me, my name and her name both end with N, I guess that means our bond will Never end. Anyway, I was then thinking about a scenario where I ask my Daddy "Who's Alan, and why do I have his name?" At that moment my tooth was ripped away from my gums while brushing my teeth.  Thank Goddess it was my back tooth and isn't noticeable, although a missing front tooth...

11:47pm The Girls

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So my Daddy and younger siblings picked up our sister, my 2nd eldest sis, from work. Then my Daddy was talking to her about picking her up next time, he said something like: "Next time the girls will come with us". That to me was pretty affirming, because I'm thinking he included me when he said girls. And I was thinking at Walmart that he probably still sees me as a boy based on how he talks to me about not using the women's bathroom like last year and stuff. So, I'm cautious about using the restroom and stuff around him. Anyway, I'm glad I was included in his girl group verbiage, I think. Love it! Thanks for reading!

11:31pm Winz

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So basically after shopping at Walmart with my Daddy and 2nd youngest sister. I put $20 of my $20 something left of my visa GC from that $125 survey into HardRockBet and I eventually made it up to like $118 dollars. I witdrew the $101 and lost the $17. I can live with that. Thanks for reading!

8:44pm More Whirlwinds

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I finally received my $125 from a long survey I participated in. I put $100 into Play Bracco, a casino app that I downloaded some days ago. They had a $200 for $100 bonus, so I took it. The extra $100 bonus grew to $227, but I lost it because 20x play requirements were crazy, and I eventually lost that down to $0.10 cents. My $99 in cash on my account, I got that up to like $180 something by playing Alice Wonderstruck, or whatever it's called. I was thinking to myself about dressing up as Alice for Halloween, then I thought that's such a cliche costume for a trans girl. Then I received a Facebook notification about someone liking my gameplay post about my massive Win on that 3 Oaks gaming 1000x Fortune game. I won $20 dollars on a $1.25 spin. He followed me, his name was Dylan, which was inspiring because my Mom and I would talk about the trans influencer know as Dylan. Anyway, on the Alice slot game, I thought of dressing up as Alice if I get the scatter bonus, I d...