MintCoaTea

My $34 Dollar payment from OF came in earlier today, I've been waiting a while for it to arrive. Also, I had found out that my WellsFargo account was in Negative -$79 because of Grant automatic loan repayment. I also had my laptop Zip installment payment not go through. All this financial pressure, boiling over, this made me feel the need to gamble to make it back because Negative bank account balances can cost me greatly. I then took out a new $50 loan with Grant to try and at least double it to pay off the previous loan Negative balance. I went to Modo casino and I put in $45 for a $50 coin pack. I hit a 50x on number 6 on the gravity roulette, so I was up at like $88 on my Modo casino balance. I eventually played slots which quickly drained my balance. I then brought another coin pack, which was $30. This subtracted like $30 from my $34 OF payment which I worked weeks for, my vag still hurts, especially since I made a new video earlier today for PH and OF. Anyway, I lost the $30...

I woke up at 6 something am to complete a live survey that was a little over 75 minutes long. It was fun and it was about artwork. I received a $30 incentive. I wanted it to grow to at least $50, so I went to Baba Casino which had a $50 for $24.99 deal. I played with the $50 and lost it badly, but I eventually got up to like $80 something, but I had to get up to $100 to redeem cash. I went down to $70, $60, $50, $20s and back up to $50s then back down to $20s, $10s and eventually $0.04 cents. I blame the fact that a lot of the good slots are unavailable now due to new regional restrictions, so I was left with really bad slot providers such as Booming Games, Spinomenal and Runy Play, which left me with a balance of like $0. This has definitely upset me, now I only have a balance of $5.01 out of my $30 gift card. I'm so stressed right now, I wanted to start the day off strong, now it's falling apart, and I need to go and start work at 1pm on top of all that. It's just three h...

I did a transphobic political call survey that lasted like over half an hour, no compensation, but I went through it anwayway because I was already so invested into it. The caller on the phone was asking me how I feel about immigrant Healthcare and  Transgender Healthcare and Surgeries and transgender rights and biological 'men' in women's sports. My reaction was like, if the US has the resources to help us, then why not benefit our fellow humans? My reaction to the secondary transgender demonization was like, these questions are pretty offensive to me, this is what I fight for. The survey was conducted by Dynata, my own flesh and blood, because I used to work for them, so it felt like a betrayal because why would they make such a transphobic survey. Towards the end, the caller thanked me for my time, and I thanked her as well. I did mention how the Transgender subjects were upsetting to me. She apologized and let me know that she had to read them because it was the script....

I went shopping with my 2nd youngest sister and eldest brother today. In the car I played Crown Coins Casino and had free $6 of coins, with that I eventually earned up to $50, $70 and beyond. We arrived back home and my youngest sibling played the WNBA award ceremony for us, that was pretty cool, the medals were pretty. Anyway, I'm still playing the live American roulette game on Crown Coins Crashino, I've had about over an hour invested into it. I make it up to $123, and I'm pretty stoked about that. We had to head out again, this time Sam's Club, so I went and used the restroom real quick. I put my phone on the wall of the bathtub and pull down my pantyhose and underwear to use the toilet. While on the toilet I place some bets that didn't work out too good. I was eventually down to like $70-$90. I tried to bet on number 6, but the timer ran out, and of course, number 6 won. I was down very low by the time I got out of the bathroom. Outside while headin...

It looks like I was so tired and stressed out last night that I forgot to take my night time dosage of estradiol and pain killer pills. No worries, I'll just have to try again later tonight. This usually happens to me after I'm tired and I'm facing a heavy losing money streak, I forget to do basic essentials. Anyway, my dream was pretty interesting, I think my mom was in my dream, and I figured out that she's dead but alive again currently somehow, but unfortunately it was just a dream. This life is cruel. Also, my $93 dollar laptop installment payment didn't go through because I'm basically broke, which sux. I knew I shouldn't have touched my $2,300 when I was ahead two weeks ago. Dang it. Thanks for reading.

I had like $12 left in my account so I brought a $30 pack at Dime Sweeps and lost it down to $0.12 cents. I feel d3ad. Please call 988 if you feel similar. Thank you.