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A few moments ago, maybe 1:13-ish pm, on the way back home from Walmart,  my brother mentioned that we need to go at 1pm tomorrow (for the funeral arrangements).  So I told him that "I was just thinking about death 8_8" (I was literally just thinking that I can't k1ll myself before seeing Grandpa die, I can't let him out live me." Anyway, my brother and driver of the car, he apologized, so I let him know that I wanted to see Grandpa's death, then I'll feel fulfilled. I burst out laughing while talking about the possibility of seeing Grandpa die. I told my brother that Grandpa needs to die by this year, I've been waiting years. Grandpa is so mean, it's not fair. My brother told me, "That's not like you". I felt a bit bad, then let him know that things have changed in my mind, and that I used to actually feel sad that Grandpa was getting sicker, but now things have changed and I reminded him just how awful Grandpa is and I whispered th...

Mother's day is so painful when your mom just passed away 4 weeks ago. Walmart and Publix was so crowded last night due to last moment mother's day shopping. At Walmart a lady told us (my brother, 2nd younger sis & I ) "Happy mother's day".  So I thanked her because that was nice of her, even though it hurt knowing that this is my first Mother's day without my Mommy. However I feel that Mommy visted my dream today. She hugged me and that hug felf so real, I asked "I thought you died?"  She said "I didn't want it to end that way, so I pulled out my (breathing) tubes. I have a few more days left to live". So together we spent our precious few days, we sorted out clothes in the closet (I think I saw my prehistoric looking dress), we went to places and I think we were also documenting everything. It was so beautiful, and that hug felt like a proper goodbye.  Thank you Mommy, and Happy mothers day.

I haven't made hot cocoa in a while, the one I made tonight tasted good. I used the Walmart cocoa powder that I usually use, the one that my Mom loved when she tried it a few months ago. Thanks for reading.

Today I finally used the E-Razor I brought a few days before my Birthday, it shaved my face pretty well actually. Also, I played on GlobalPoker with 6 SC free play, getting $11 more to add to my $500. I canceled my $500 redemption at GlobalPoker earlier and redeemed a $200 instant payout eBay gift card. Then I played with the $311 reminder in an attempt to make more money, it ended horribly and I went down to $50 something so I played for hours to get it back to at least $150, then eventually while thinking about my brother telling me that $300 was needed by the 14th for Mommy's pawned jewelry, I won a $401+ bonus, so that wss pretty lucky. I then ate the McDonaldz apple pie I brought earlier, I waited till I made a redemption to eat it. I haven't had a McDonaldz apple pie in likr over 2 months, it tasted good. Also, I redeemed a $50 eBay gift card, bringing my eBay gift card count to $450. I also redeemed a $50 instacart gift card yesterday, made that $50 back to get a full $5...

So I deposited about $100 into Megabonanza leaving only $5 left on my $200 visa gift card. I lost my money on Megabonanza within an hour. So then I canceled my Crowncoinscasino redemption of $321 in hopes of making up for that lost hundred, it didn't work anc I ended up playing my balance down to like $160-$180-ish, until I kept going and going and now I find myself still awake no sleep at 5:39am right now, but at least I worked my balance up to $404, so it was worth it and I made a withdrawal a few minutes ago. Ugh, thank goddess, I at least made my money back. Thanks for reading! Also, as a side note, someone placed a Canadian Uber Eats order of $25 CAD using my PayPal debit card, so that lead to my finances being a bit tight today, I had to change so many plans, and it's sad too because I waited / worked like a month to get my PayPal account up to $26 dollars, so many online projects and surveys, and only to have my money wasted by a stranger. At least I still had about $7 l...

I deposited $94.99 into crowncoinscasino after I finally received my $200 gift card from doing a survey a little bit ago. I played some games and lost horribly down to like $40 something, then finally while playing the dog demon game I won $275, then withdrew $321. Thanks for reading!!