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At Starbucks I made a order with my 2nd youngest sis and Farther. The clerk asked, what's a good name for the order so I said Alan ♡ but I think I mispronounced it as Elen, which is pretty cute. I saw Elen on the order panel, then later another clerk said, order for Elen. I smiled and bowed and thanked her. Thanks for reading! 7:26pm.

While brushing my teeth I was thinking of s scenario where I time travel, transition earlier as a small child and a have my name change into Alana.  I was also thinking about that one time last year or so when I was joking about all of my siblings having girl names except me, ironically. Then my Mom was like we can change it.  (My Mommy previously suggested the name Alana to me because all her daughters names end eith A. I was flattered, but contempt with my name Alan, because it's my original name and sounds feminine. Gosh my Mommy was awesome ♥︎ Love you and always thinking of you). Which reminds me, my name and her name both end with N, I guess that means our bond will Never end. Anyway, I was then thinking about a scenario where I ask my Daddy "Who's Alan, and why do I have his name?" At that moment my tooth was ripped away from my gums while brushing my teeth.  Thank Goddess it was my back tooth and isn't noticeable, although a missing front tooth...

So my Daddy and younger siblings picked up our sister, my 2nd eldest sis, from work. Then my Daddy was talking to her about picking her up next time, he said something like: "Next time the girls will come with us". That to me was pretty affirming, because I'm thinking he included me when he said girls. And I was thinking at Walmart that he probably still sees me as a boy based on how he talks to me about not using the women's bathroom like last year and stuff. So, I'm cautious about using the restroom and stuff around him. Anyway, I'm glad I was included in his girl group verbiage, I think. Love it! Thanks for reading!

So basically after shopping at Walmart with my Daddy and 2nd youngest sister. I put $20 of my $20 something left of my visa GC from that $125 survey into HardRockBet and I eventually made it up to like $118 dollars. I witdrew the $101 and lost the $17. I can live with that. Thanks for reading!

I finally received my $125 from a long survey I participated in. I put $100 into Play Bracco, a casino app that I downloaded some days ago. They had a $200 for $100 bonus, so I took it. The extra $100 bonus grew to $227, but I lost it because 20x play requirements were crazy, and I eventually lost that down to $0.10 cents. My $99 in cash on my account, I got that up to like $180 something by playing Alice Wonderstruck, or whatever it's called. I was thinking to myself about dressing up as Alice for Halloween, then I thought that's such a cliche costume for a trans girl. Then I received a Facebook notification about someone liking my gameplay post about my massive Win on that 3 Oaks gaming 1000x Fortune game. I won $20 dollars on a $1.25 spin. He followed me, his name was Dylan, which was inspiring because my Mom and I would talk about the trans influencer know as Dylan. Anyway, on the Alice slot game, I thought of dressing up as Alice if I get the scatter bonus, I d...

I received $25 from a survey I did a couple of days ago, it became like $23 once it hit my bank. I transferred it into Vemno which I had a dollar fifty in that account, so then I paid HardRockBet $24, giving my HardRockBet account $24.25 total and I lost it down to $0.01. I feel so freaking awful, I feel sick. Thanks for reading.