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Pinterest comments disabled.

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So Pinterest disabled the comments across my entire 2,000+ posts. Why? My comments were pretty polite. I think Pinterest is Transphobic or something. I noticed that my comments were disabled after working late night on compiling tons of Microsoft Excel files for this grueling side gig. I check out my Pinterest and I was pleased with my new fan engagement, but I noticed that I couldn't reply to any of the new comments, because, all my comments have been hidden and disabled 🥲 This drove my OCD crazy because I'm all about comment section preservation and archiving. I feel sad and discriminated against, no in fact I feel hurt. Truly hurt. Now I can't be a Pinterest Star, I was so close too! ): I was in the creator programs and stuff, now I'm a nobody to Pinterest, a restricted nobody. This sux ducks! My Pin dreams are crushed!!!!!!! 😭🪽 Thanks for reading. 12:28am

5:59pm stuff

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Work today was stressful, but kinda fun and I felt kinda d3ad for my whole 6 hour shift. I received a gift card of $10 which I waited a month for, I lost it within minutes thanks to King Prize Casino, the $9.99 for $20 SC pack, totally not worth it, I didn't profit. But going to Starbucks with my younger siblings, totally worth it and we had a blast! Thanks for reading! 6:03pm.

8:14pm loss again

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I had $6 from free cash, $5 on PayPal, I used $10 to get to $50 on HardRockBet, then I deposited $45 into McLuck and I got that to $106. Then I put $10 into HardRockBet, but lost it, so I cancled my redemption at McLuck and redeemed $75, then had $31 to play with, I lost it. McLuck encouraged me to cancel my $75, so I did, and lost it. I feel so sad. Then moments later, my Daddy called, he wanted to talk to my brother about sending us funds for the week, so we're greatful. Also, earlier while shopping with my 2nd youngest sister, I had my money saving game in the bag.  I used a $15 Walmart gift card to save money, I got from it a card trading survey. Also, I redeemed $10 from the lottery ticket I won the other day. So I used the $10 towards shopping at Publix. Money saving in the bag, yes. But when I got back home, I ended up losing $10 from HardRockBet, so that began a cycle of loss chasing, which sux because I also wanted to pay for my estradiol for $35 because I requested a refi...

Candan

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Candan The Holiday Dragon 🐉🎄 Hobbies: Spreading Holiday Joy! 🎄💕✨️ Pronouns: She/They 🩷🤍 Age: Level 33 🎊 Species: Human Dragon Hybrid 🐉🧬 Diet: Carnivorous 🫀🩸🧛🏽‍♀️ #chatacterdesign

12:10pm disappointment

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On Crown Coins, I raised my $2 bonus up to $28 on roulette, but then lost it all. I was trying to get to $50 minimum to redeem ); Thanks for reading.

9:30pm presents

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So my siblings and I we celebrated our eldest brother's birthday. He loved the gifts we gave him. He unpacked the stack JP Pokémon cards, he pulled out a Bulbasaur and gave it to me. I thanked him, and I was delighted ♡ I was like, thank you! I never got a Bulba. (In the pack I got for myself). I told him that in my pack I got both an Ammonite and a Trillobite. He was impressed, he then showed me a video of this guy making Ammonite fossil art. I was amazed, and I thanked him. Thanks for reading!

5:41pm win

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I was bored so I scratched off those two $1 lottery tickets I brought the other day after my sister and I spent $4 dollars at the Publix lottery machine.  So I realized after scratching off the first ticket I checked that I won $10 dollars, not bad. Thanks for reading!

5:21pm shock

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So I checked out LoneStarCasino when I was thinking about going to Facebook to write about how bad ZumbaCards is, then I saw that LoneStarCasino was no longer available in Florida. Wait, I'm I forgot I had a VPN on in Norway, never mind. But it was a good wakeup call. That these casinos are rug-pulls, so yotta be careful and cash out as soon as you win. Thanks for reading! Also, the cake for my brother arrived safely via instacart. From a lady who made 1,039 instacart delivers, she's definitely a legend. The cake looks so beautiful!

2:44pm cake

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I saw an offer ad for Grant Loans on Swagbucks, so I downloaded Grant again and eventually got a $25 dollar loan from them. There was a $4 fee and $9 membership fee as well for the $25. I also  search for loans in Swagbucks search, which I was granted 3 cents, but that was then taken away from me after a glitch. After the loan, I then had $26, I put $20 into HardRockBet hoping to make about $5 more at least because Instacart needed about $30 total to ship the cake. I made it to $31 in HardRockBet, I withdrew $27, then bordered the cake successfully. I then received word from my Daddy that he landed in LA successfully, so I congratulated him on that and showed him a screenshot of the cake I got for my eldest brother. My Daddy thanked me and he liked the cake. Thanks for reading!

2:44am deep depression

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I was feeling happy and optimistic about the $164 I've accumulated. I put $97 into Modo Casino, redeemed $160 something via instant 10 minute withdrawal. I waited. I stayed in bed. I waited. I because more tired. I remembered the $20 for $40 SC deal at Yay Casino. I managed to get up to about $53 to redeem, but alas.. my linked bank was Chime, and redeeming $53 would just repay the negative balance. I needed to reach a higher amount, I tried and failed. I then put $40 into HardRockBet, made about 23 more, kept going, lost it all. Deposited my last $6 in PayPal, lost it. I then cancled my redemption at Modo, lost it all. Now I feel sick. Also, the redemption at Modo wasn't instant at all, it was still pending so I was able to cancel. I feel so depressed, I can't even buy a birthday cake for my eldest brother now, that's what I was making this money for, to have a good time with my family in the morning. Now, it's all gone and I feel su1cidal. Thanks for reading. Plea...

12:21am Activities

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So as a leap of faith, I put my last $5 into HardRockBet earlier and got $20, Then I $20 into HardRockBet, got it to $52, then put another $20 in, got it to $130+, kept $16, lost the $16. Now my account stands at $164. Not too bad starting off with a couple of hours $35 earlier. The $15 I got from a few UPS surveys I worked on hours earlier, I've been robbed of $5 dollars though because apparently that survey reached it's points limit, so $5 was deducted from my survey account, my gosh UPS, you're greedy. Anyway, thanks for reading!

6:04pm loss

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I got a $50 loan with a $2.99 express fee. I put $50 into HardRockBet, worked it up to $85, lost it all down to $8... ugh. HardRockBet had an offer of free $100 bonous if I place $2,000 worth of bets. None of the slots were low volatility enough to complete this feat. On my last $30 out of my $50 deposit, I felt a lot of pressure to win it back, especially since my Daddy mentioned that I might have to pay in the store since his card isn't working. His card had some issues after my Daddy paid for groceries at Walmart. I thanked him for that. As for my funds, I still have like $9 left in my PayPal, so that's enough for the store, maybe... Thanks for reading. Update: 6:19pm My Daddy insisted that he pays, so he tried his card and it worked, so I thanked him. Thanks for reading! Also, I saw this makeup pallet by the three musketeers, so cute. Update: 7:09pm I put $5 into HardRockBet and made about $0.90 something profit. I put $5 again, lost it.....

Nice Classic Outfit

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My Daddy told me, "That's a nice classic outfit" I was like, oh, what was that? So he repeats. I was like, oh me? He was like, yes, is it new? I was like, yes, kinda (: That's so awesome and sweet that he complimented my outfit. It was especially sweet since I was listening to Suddenly Seymour. Anyway, a little after that, my eldest brother wanted to know where to sit in the car, so I said "you can sit there, baby". My 2nd youngest sis and Daddy laughed, my Daddy was like, "that was the hips talking" (: I was like, lol. Thanks for reading! 5:02pm.

12:39am reflection

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I wrote this for $5 dollars for a study. Since I'm the only one in my own company I don't really have employees, I am however an employee of a part-time job. Being a part-time employee of a larger, more successful company than mines is kind of soul crushing. I was supposed to be more successful by this age. It is so frustrating being in your mid-20s and not being the super rich, super successful person you'd thought you'd be by now. I just feel like a failure, and even with a therapist it is difficult to get ahead in life. I don't get ahead very well, I'm always behind, always struggling, and it is absolutely depressing to be honest. It's been this way for the longest time and I just can't figure out how to get out of this curse.

10:57pm Purse fix x bowl shatter

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So I temporary fixed my purse strap, however later on after getting out of the car to shop at Walmart I forgot about the pink bowl beneath the car seat and it shattered to the ground. I brought my dinner into the car to eat dinner on the way to FedEx with my eldest brother and 2nd youngest sis to pick up my 2nd eldest sister. I was quite shocked when the bowl shattered. That was very sad because it was my Mommy's pink bowl, she used to eat from it before she passed. I felt very bad afterwards. Especially since I just finished playing a slot game before it happened, it was on BUX777, I did a $1,800 bet, won $168.30, Life and Death by Hacksaw Gaming, I used a demo account. I feel like a horrible person because these evil games have lead to horrible things that I've never intended to happen. I was in utter shock after that bowl shattered on the pavement. My 2nd youngest sis told me that it was okay and she informed me that I csn throw it away at Walmart so I don't get cut. So ...

8:14pm Bag Breakage

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A few minutes ago I ran outside to check the mail and my temu bag strap finally broke away, like no way! Thanks for reading!

6:46pm Candy

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So my 2nd eldest sister got a candy baggie at the mall's Halloween tables. She offered us all candy, she said and here's a three musketeers for Alan. That was pretty sweet of her ♡ it reminded me of what I was thinking aboit the other day when she mentioned last year that the three musketeers are for women, then weeks later she got me one after my surgery ♥︎ Anyway, the mini bar tasted fantastic! I thanked her for the 3 musketeers ♡ It was so sweet of her ♥︎ After that I went to Starbucks with my younger siblings. Thanks for reading!

5:42pm GameStop

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So my 2nd youngest sis suggested a Pokémon card for my eldest brother, so we took a look. We decided on a drone card. I signed up for Game Stop account (again cause they couldn't find my account) And we checked out. The card total was $1.06, which I actually had enough for. I realized that the smaller gifts are still enough. I shouldn't of had to feel bad about losing $$$$ betting trying to make more money for my family and I. The smaller things are still enough ♡ And it was real fun buying this card with my sister and I, that's real life joy, you know, not virtual casino. Thanks for reading ♥︎

5:35pm losing winning and mall browsing

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I used my last $10 on my PayPal for HardRockBet got $23, then lost $5, then another $5 and lost $9. So now I have $2. Thanks for reading. But also my siblings and I visited the college, it was empty but still fun. Also I went to SMyay with my big bro to get his stuff. Then my 2nd eldest and 2nd youngest sis went to the mall. My neck still hurts from about 12 minutes ago when attempting to do a near 180 with my neck to check on my eldest sister in the back seat, it was worth the pain to check on her. There's so many cosplayers at this mall, that's pretty cool.  Thanks for reading!

12:54pm loss

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I lost $50 on HardRockBet after I received my paycheck of $88 today. $16 went to a late UberEats grocery payment leaving me with about $65, so then I put $50 into HardRockBet hoping to make a turnaround, I also had like $3-$5 of bonuses available. I lost horribly. Also, Winbonanza, LoneStar and RealPrize don't want to give me any type of compensation for losing thousands. And ZumbaCards still hasn't processed my redemption. I'm at a loss right now.