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So I checked out LoneStarCasino when I was thinking about going to Facebook to write about how bad ZumbaCards is, then I saw that LoneStarCasino was no longer available in Florida. Wait, I'm I forgot I had a VPN on in Norway, never mind. But it was a good wakeup call. That these casinos are rug-pulls, so yotta be careful and cash out as soon as you win. Thanks for reading! Also, the cake for my brother arrived safely via instacart. From a lady who made 1,039 instacart delivers, she's definitely a legend. The cake looks so beautiful!

I saw an offer ad for Grant Loans on Swagbucks, so I downloaded Grant again and eventually got a $25 dollar loan from them. There was a $4 fee and $9 membership fee as well for the $25. I also  search for loans in Swagbucks search, which I was granted 3 cents, but that was then taken away from me after a glitch. After the loan, I then had $26, I put $20 into HardRockBet hoping to make about $5 more at least because Instacart needed about $30 total to ship the cake. I made it to $31 in HardRockBet, I withdrew $27, then bordered the cake successfully. I then received word from my Daddy that he landed in LA successfully, so I congratulated him on that and showed him a screenshot of the cake I got for my eldest brother. My Daddy thanked me and he liked the cake. Thanks for reading!

I was feeling happy and optimistic about the $164 I've accumulated. I put $97 into Modo Casino, redeemed $160 something via instant 10 minute withdrawal. I waited. I stayed in bed. I waited. I because more tired. I remembered the $20 for $40 SC deal at Yay Casino. I managed to get up to about $53 to redeem, but alas.. my linked bank was Chime, and redeeming $53 would just repay the negative balance. I needed to reach a higher amount, I tried and failed. I then put $40 into HardRockBet, made about 23 more, kept going, lost it all. Deposited my last $6 in PayPal, lost it. I then cancled my redemption at Modo, lost it all. Now I feel sick. Also, the redemption at Modo wasn't instant at all, it was still pending so I was able to cancel. I feel so depressed, I can't even buy a birthday cake for my eldest brother now, that's what I was making this money for, to have a good time with my family in the morning. Now, it's all gone and I feel su1cidal. Thanks for reading. Plea...

So as a leap of faith, I put my last $5 into HardRockBet earlier and got $20, Then I $20 into HardRockBet, got it to $52, then put another $20 in, got it to $130+, kept $16, lost the $16. Now my account stands at $164. Not too bad starting off with a couple of hours $35 earlier. The $15 I got from a few UPS surveys I worked on hours earlier, I've been robbed of $5 dollars though because apparently that survey reached it's points limit, so $5 was deducted from my survey account, my gosh UPS, you're greedy. Anyway, thanks for reading!

I got a $50 loan with a $2.99 express fee. I put $50 into HardRockBet, worked it up to $85, lost it all down to $8... ugh. HardRockBet had an offer of free $100 bonous if I place $2,000 worth of bets. None of the slots were low volatility enough to complete this feat. On my last $30 out of my $50 deposit, I felt a lot of pressure to win it back, especially since my Daddy mentioned that I might have to pay in the store since his card isn't working. His card had some issues after my Daddy paid for groceries at Walmart. I thanked him for that. As for my funds, I still have like $9 left in my PayPal, so that's enough for the store, maybe... Thanks for reading. Update: 6:19pm My Daddy insisted that he pays, so he tried his card and it worked, so I thanked him. Thanks for reading! Also, I saw this makeup pallet by the three musketeers, so cute. Update: 7:09pm I put $5 into HardRockBet and made about $0.90 something profit. I put $5 again, lost it.....

My Daddy told me, "That's a nice classic outfit" I was like, oh, what was that? So he repeats. I was like, oh me? He was like, yes, is it new? I was like, yes, kinda (: That's so awesome and sweet that he complimented my outfit. It was especially sweet since I was listening to Suddenly Seymour. Anyway, a little after that, my eldest brother wanted to know where to sit in the car, so I said "you can sit there, baby". My 2nd youngest sis and Daddy laughed, my Daddy was like, "that was the hips talking" (: I was like, lol. Thanks for reading! 5:02pm.

I wrote this for $5 dollars for a study. Since I'm the only one in my own company I don't really have employees, I am however an employee of a part-time job. Being a part-time employee of a larger, more successful company than mines is kind of soul crushing. I was supposed to be more successful by this age. It is so frustrating being in your mid-20s and not being the super rich, super successful person you'd thought you'd be by now. I just feel like a failure, and even with a therapist it is difficult to get ahead in life. I don't get ahead very well, I'm always behind, always struggling, and it is absolutely depressing to be honest. It's been this way for the longest time and I just can't figure out how to get out of this curse.