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I still had like $20 left on Super Slots, the casino I signed up for earlier today in order to complete the Golden Heart Games RevU deposit offer of $27 for $92 reward. Anyway, I lost a lot of the $27, and only $20 remained. After I lost $52 at Winbonanza, I worked the $20 on Super Slots up to $55 and redeemed via Bitcoin, so now my request is pending. Thanks for reading. 1:29pm.

I canceled my $52 redemption at Winbonanza and I lost it all and now I feel horrible. Thanks for reading.

I had a dream that a guy took a dollar from me at the park, then a $90 bill, and he showed me a text stating that he'll be back and take $100, then $1000 next time. Or something like that. I questioned him about it, I also asked if the $90 dollar bill was mines. He then put me in a chockhold and I was losing oxygen quickly. I manged to get to a nursing hall, but the blue skinned nurse girl ignored me, and so did the Caucasian nurse girl. And the other nurse in the other room ignored me being strangled as well. So then I just gathered up the strength to break free from the chockhold myself by spreading my arms out in quick succession. I was then freed from the robbery and attempted redrum. I awake, alive. Also, I got a reply from Megabonanza, after I emailed them about the buggy website and losing $270. They gave me $50 to make up for it. I thanked them. I then redeemed $52.43 after some intense Auto Gravity Roulette. I almost lost it all, but made back $39 on 15 and mid column, the...

So my RevU offer of $90 something got released at Golden Heart Games Casino and so over the course of hours I worked the $92 into $170 something. however I needed to get my bank account changed because it was fixed to Chime, and Chime was going to take like $120 from me in overdue loans. Also, when I hit submit to redeem, something went wrong, it wasn't added to the redemption queue at all, so I played with my $170 something and then eventually turned it into $240 something. But there was still the problem with my bank account. To change my bank account I had to reach out to customer service, so I did, but I needed to submit new documents, so I did, but they needed additional documents, so I submitted those, but no response as yet. So I continued playing with my balance, I thought that I'd stop once I lose $40, so that'll leave me with $200 to redeem, but I lost more, so I had to get my $180 back to $200, then I lost another $10, another $20, another $40, until ...

I feel so depressed and irritable right now. I took the last $19 on my Vemno and put it into HardRockBet and turned it into $0.18 cents... I feel so sick. I was bloody rich hours ago, I had like $1K to look forward to and plan the week with and I spent so long building it up and stuff and now it's basically all gone.  I hate myself so much!  I felt so awesome yesterday I was paying for groceries and I beat my Daddy to the puch when paying for Starbucks. But now, but now. I'm just depressed. I felt so successful, now I feel tragical. Thanks for reading.

I sent my last $29 of Litecoin into Gamba in a last ditch effort to get my money back. I thought it didn't go through so I was writing this because I felt so sad, but I received an enail stating that it was received, so never mind I guess, I thought it didn't work. I'll update this blog if I lose it or win more. 5:22pm. Update. At 5:30pm, I lost it all practically. $29 something down to only 5 cents. This feels like torture. 5:32pm.

I feel so empty. I can't stop losing, why can't I just win for once, my life is just becoming a total mess and I struggle to clean it up, I don't think I can clean it up. I finally received my $25 gift card for the study I did with Userinterviews. I then notice that Clubs Poker had a $20 offer with 40 free spins. I ended up making like $4.12 with those 40 free spins at $0.20 each. I play the game Oh my Gods, which takes place in a mental hospital, and the graphics were total AI slop, but I ended up getting the free spins on a $0.50 bet and won $55 or something. I eventually have a balance of $68 something, but I needed $100 to redeem. I ended up losing it all and I don't know what to even do right now. I feel like everything is just falling apart for me. Thanks for reading.