Vaginal Scar

So I noticed that my labia vagina had a raised scar, hopefully that wasn't from me shaving that area yesterday, or any day, that'll suck if I accidentally inflicted such a scar on my beautiful vagina. 


I noticed the scar after some vaginal photography.

Speaking of which, I had a dream that I had $700 something in, and another $700 something coming in, I wish that was reality, I have $7 dollars and about $100 come in today, though. 7 from a survey, 100 from LoneStarCasino, now the wifi bill will get paid for.

Also, in my dream I was going to play with my post orchiectomy penis and my flat-chested it's in the bathtub with Vaseline and I had my black phone with me to watch videos, however I kept getting interrupted so I kept having to re-dress. I'm glad it was just a dream and I don't actually have a penis still.

That dream inspired me to play with myself in the bathtub today, luckily my siblings were sleeping so I wasn't interrupted. No Vaseline though, just Olay. 

Anyway, I made some OF content about, "This is the first time I'm doing this since turning twenty-sex!".

I post to OF, notice my followers drop from 5-6 to just 4, get a bit disappointed.

I also notice the scar on the left side of my vagina, so that disappointed me as well.

I thought, "it's a double whammy, my partner not only has to accept me being Trans, but he also has to accept the fact that I have a scar inside my vagina.".

I also thought, "maybe he'll enjoy it better.".

Also, in my dream, my Daddy (farther) and I listed to Wicked "They call me Wonderful".

I was surprised that my Daddy knew it was from Wizard of Oz / Wicked.

Speaking of Wicked, I've been feeling pretty Wicked and tired lately, I even heard someone call my name earlier so I got up from my gaming bed, then later I heard the door bell, so again I got up. In both cases, they were false alarms. I feel like whoever called my name it was my Mommy telepathically so I can use the bathroom, which I did, then I went back to bed. I have incontinence so using the bathroom on time is very important, so thank you Mommy and sorry if you had to see me do those OF posts hours later.

Anyway, thanks for reading.

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