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I think my Birthday went pretty well. The neighbor gave me a tomato and watermelon plant with a pack of gummy bears and dove milk chocolate squares, it was so kind of her so I thanked her, she also gave me a pack of wild flower and sunflower seeds the next day.

Also, the next day my sis came back from the hospital, I brought Wendy's for her and me later that night. And also I lost like $500 or so gambling after winning then losing and winning $500 again or so gambling on my birthday, go figure.

The thing that triggered my heavy loss was buying the $100 for $200 pack from Yay Casino, then celebrating my $240 redemption by buying $150 of coins on Spree, then lossing a good amount of that, then canceling my $240 redemption on Yay Casino and trying to make what I lost on Spree back, I lost. I also lost $100+ on SpinBlitz and $50 on Zula, kill me.

[Please call 988 if you feel depressed.]

But, the silver lining is that I won a $200 eBay gift card earlier of my $50 dollar deposit on GlobalPoker.

Anyway, I'm crazy.

But, at least my birthday dress is pretty.

Thanks for reading!
Dress pic from my Birthday Party.
Also, my bro gave me a dino soap dispenser for my birthday, I thanked him.
The gifts the neighbor lady gave me, I thanked her so much, truly.

Anyway, thanks for reading!

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