I lost $73.73

I feel like crying. After speaking with ny therapist about the whole mental hospital thing and the sx work and the gambling of how I lost like $500 and $800.

I logged onto Yay Casino and there was $12 in my account left from the $300 I lost, and I worked it up to $50.10, then I went to American Luck and worked up a dollar something to $20 something, but lost it.

So then I canceled my $50.10 withdrawal at Yay Casino, and worked it up to $73.73, but then I lost it all and I just felt so upset, I felt like crying.

At least I didn't put any more money into yhe casino like my therapist said. I just played off what I had previously. But this is such an emotional roller-coaster. I can't with it.

Also, the electricity was due today and I couldn't pay and I felt like so so guilty.

But fortunately my mom told me that it was paid for, we don't know who paid for it though. I told her maybe it was past me, you know time travel.

She also gave me my black leggings which she had placed in the girls room, and a hunter green lacoste.

Thanked her.

It makes me smile writing about the leggings and shirt, she mentioned that they have them in unisex.

Thanks for reading.

5:13pm.