Grief Counselor

So earlier today, my big brother and younger siblings met with my farther again, this was the 3rd day that we saw him. 

Later, the rest of my siblings and I spoke with a grief counselor about mother's passing.

 I told the counselor about how I predict people's deaths, and my guilt associated with it because I'm not able to prevent their deaths. She told me "That's called premonition, and that having premonitions isn't a bad thing, you know what we call people with premonitions? A profit.".

I then felt a special spark in my stomach.

I also shared my dream I had earlier today when Mommy was driving home, but then she told me to drive. I didn't know how to drive, yet she insisted.

To me that was probably her way of telling me that it's my turn to take the driver's seat in life.

The counselor agreed that that's a message, so that made me feel pretty confident in my connection with Mommy spiritually.

The counselor also let us know that my mom transitioned from our Mother to Guardian Angel.

So hearing that was pretty beautiful.

Also, after the main session, we picked out notepads and our big brother later returned to the church after dropping off Daddy back at his hotel.

I also had a dream of Mommy yesterday, she was alive and well in her hospital bed, my youngest sibling hugging her.

And in today's dream, I was a passenger and Monmy was the driver. I was so alighted to see hee again. I then side hugged her. I think that we were on the way back to the house.

It was a peaceful dream, but I wish that it was reality, I really want my mom to be with me.

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I heard an auditory Hallucination just now, something like "be with her" just when I was picking out a photo to use for this sentence.

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