Crying upon Reminiscing

My family are by Mommy's bedside tonight.

She had her breathing tube removed a couple of hours ago. She's now breathing in a struggle.

We played her favorite music and shared stories and memories of her.

I was thinking of eating chips by her bedside because we would always like to eat chips together. Then I thought of those sink cleaning videos we recorded together, she wanted me to publish them.

I then put my hand on the 4 story hospital window and slapped at the window a few times until ultimately trying to get the window open.

My 2nd youngest sis told my aunt about it.

My aunt comforted me, then my brother.

They were letting me know that I can let it out.

I begin crying so much that it began burning my eyes.

My brother told me that Mommy's always loved and accepted me.