11:04am, I got a lollipop from SMA

At 11:03am. I heard, ma'am, I put my head up like and said, hmm !

The SMAady had a bowl of lollipops and asked me, Ma'am do you want any?

I was like, sure ♡

So then I went to get up, but my purse was caught, so I tried again.

I selected a red pop, I wanted the green one, but that one was too far down in the bowl and I didn't want to contaminate the ones at the top, so I just carefully selected a red one. 

The red one is flavored lemony strawberry. I'm kinda nervous about that flavor, lol.

Also, I'm at SMA waiting room for my brother's appointment.

I actually had a dream that I went to the mental hospital, I think it was like the one I went to a few weeks ago.

You know there was a golden bionicle card in my dream, it was magnetic.

Also, I think someone mentioned me in the dream. They mentioned something about a 26 year old lady when I was coming out of the bathroom. I'm almost 26.


Also. There was a blonde lady about 30. That the patients idolized.

Thanks for reading.


Update. I tasted the lollipop. It tasted like a sour gummy.. It tasted a little alright, but wasn't quite my type. So I discarded it after some licks. At least I was brave enough to try it. Yay for my bravery!

Thx for reading.


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