Released from Vines Mental Hospital!

Mid-1pm Friday 13th, I was finally released from the Vines Mental Hospital! ♡

I stayed there since Monday after I thought I ruined my family and stuff and I screamed out "I should just kill myself!!!.

I was worried that my family hated me so I was hesitant to call them, but in reality they missed me darely anf have actually called my Mental Facility multiple times, I just didn't know because I didn't get the memo while I was at the Mental Hospital.

Anyway, they visited me yesterday night at the Mental Hospital kitchen and it was quite the emotional visitation, lots of hugging and kissing and crying.

Anyway, I then got moved to my new room, which was much bigger than the old one, but had more space and two beds!

I felt like it was when the Doctor visited his new Tardis.

But, the shower absolutely freezing and the soap dispenser still wasn't working.

But besides that, I loved the extra space, ashame I just stayed the night and morning at that new room, but at least I got to go home in the afternoon!

Anyway, it was pretty slay, lol not the best choice of words to use right after being released from a suicide watch ward, but you get the idea, it was a pretty good stay and jist the reset I needed from all the chaos and dressing.

I also got new clothing from a kind tech lady with lavender eye makeup and headband, the clothes were to "cover up" apparently the one of the staff thought that I was using my book to cover up my bust, I explained that I was just using it for writing, but she also mentioned that I mentioned I was cold, so I was like, yes I was cold yesterday ♡ (:

She also mentioned that I can always return the clothes, but the tech lady once again mentioned that I can use it to cover up.

I thanked her, looked in the mirror and noticed what she meant. In the mirror my nips were pretty visible through my green bodycon, I guess the lavendercEstradiol they were giving me there was pretty effective.

I put on the golden bra, and I looked so beautiful and fem, thus I kept it, then I put on the golden sweater.

I did get a compliment of the yellow sweater dress from patient Alace, she said "I like your Dress" I said, thank you ♡


Anyway, I got to keep the clothes after discharge so I was soaked, and I thanked the lavender lady tech for the bra, "It's so pretty" I said. She smiled.

I was eventually taken to the front lobby where I reunited with my Mommy and we both smiled and after I eventually got my meds in a baggie I met the rest of my family in the car where we drove to the other Mental Hospital to pick up my older brother.

My mom described today as her happiest day today since she got us back today.

If you ever feel depressed, please call 988, you are worth it! 100%

Thanks for reading!

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