11:34pm $467 down to $0.18

I hate myself and GlobalPoker.

I went from $50 to $517, redeemed $50,
$467 left, lost it all within an hour down to $0.18 now.

K1ll me, maybe...

I wish I never canceled my $517 bank redemption in the first place. Why did they even have a cancel option ):

At least I got an Uber Eats gift card before loosing it all. At least I got to order fries and coffee for my mom and I, but unfortunately we didn't even get to pick up the order due to it not being ready yet and we then had to go back home to drop off the groceries and then we had to go get my sister at FedEx and now it's too late for the Wendy's and my sister's bag accidentally hit my head and my sister noticed that I wrote "k1ll me" so I explained that I was just writing to myself (: 
My mom was like huh? So I was like, I was just writing to myself.

Please call 988 if you feel depressed as well.

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