I won $428!

I won like $428.33 on SpinBlitz. Today when trying to pay $1.25 to have my mail redirected from the apt we were evicted from, I went to see how much was on my One pay card and it was like $209, this confused me, because I had like a few cents before.

I thought it must be an error, so after paying for the mail redirection, I explored different online casinos to find the best one to double my funds, just in case the mystery $200 was going to be subtracted eventually.

So anyway, I go back to SpinBlitz, even though I told them to go to hell in their player feedback survey and even though it kinda caused me to accidentally slice my neck during Xmas night; Blitz still had the best deal.

Anyway, I deposited $140, got up to $240, lost it to the point I was at $117 something, then I deposited another $50.

Then I was playing Gold Ultimate by M2Play, then my mom noticed it on my laptop and wisely said to me:

" um, Alan this looks like gambling, I don't want to get all up in your business but how is this different from Crypt0? You don't want to be rich but then have a gambling addiction".
I was quiet, and I knew she was right, but I still had to make double my deposits and make a withdrawal.

So then I switched back to my phone and I played some more games and won $62 and beyond, but then lost badly, I was down to like $158 eventually, thanks Mental 2, you sucked my balance.

Also, I went down to the lobby with my 2 younger sibs to get water. Then the lobby TV played a casino game AD, lol, gambling is like inescapable for me, I see reminders and triggers everywhere I see.
Anyway, I soon played a stupid dear song game by evoplay out of desperation, I mentally insulted the game as I kept loosing, then I hit free spins, then I hit a Super Ball which granted me $250, and this was on a $0.50 cent bet. My free spins round granted me like $260, which was so amazing!
Anyway, I finally made my withdrawal at $428.33.

Thanks for reading!


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