I spoke with my Therapist again

I spoke with my Therapist again, we discussed a whole bunch of stuff such as the financial situation, content creation, prostitution, temp working, acting and modeling, gambling and female avatars in gaming.

It was fun, and when we were done I asked about the letters for my surgery, so she sent the documents over to me again, so that was so nice of her to do.

Also, my sister and I walked to publix after.
Speaking of fam, my bro turned the car on for me properly, he was sent by mom.
Before that my mommy was teaching me on how to start the car ignition, like pushing on the break and stuff, so that was cool, then the meeting began so she went.

Also, b4 the therapy I won $335 on SpinBlitz after depositing like $190.

Then after therapy I won like $48 on GlobalPoker, which I had to deposit $10 in order to get to $50 in order to withdraw, I ended up withdrawing $50.18.

Profit for today... $195, not bad.

Also, I renewed my TuneCore subscription for $49.99 earlier today when I woke up, even before going to the store and gambling and stuff, because I wanted to make sure that I didn't lose my music online.
Anyway, the therapy was fun!

Thanks for everything, everyone!

I also discussed my chest getting bigger since upping my Estradiol to 3 a day instead of 2 a day, after my doctor's approval of course.

I was like, I may not even need augmentation, although, I still might need it if it's not noticeable by April. It's still flat, but just a bit more puffy.


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