I spoke with my Therapist again.

I spoke with my Therapist again today from 2pm to about 3pm. She completed the 2 clearance letters for my rhinoplasty and breast augmentation.

She told me about a compression bra after s, weird I stopped typing at s and S was the same name selected for my Wendy's order coincidentally, lol, anyway I digress.

My therapist let me know that I have to wear a compression bra for a month after surgery, so that was good to know.

Also, we discussed my present and past experiences both happy and traumatic, mostly traumatic, like my anorexia and my daddy and 2nd eldest sister being mean to me and stuff in the past, like my sister waving a skirt in front of me to tease me saying "oh you want to wear this?" And another time when she called me a "sissy'. And that time when my daddy told me, "a man doesn't wear pantyhose, take it off!".

These events are so painful and are almost making me cry and I really wished that I would of have been able to start HRT sooner like I wanted to, but I think their negativity prevented me from doing so.

I'm glad that I was able to discuss this stuff with my Therapist. There was even a lens rainbow in front of me while on the call with my Therapist. 

Thanks mom for the suggestion of going near the lake for the phone call. My mom and bro were cleaning the car, so mommy suggested I go to the backyard for privacy.

After the call I talked to my mom about how hurt I felt, so she hugged me, that was so beautiful.

Thanks for reading!!

P.s, I wore my unisex shoes on the soil of our old house, the one with the lake in the backyard.