6:57pm I lost $25

After my $49.99 loss after using my hair dye survey money which was on my PayPal for Megabonanza mega Fuxkery.

I lost $25 dollars on SpinPals (40 free spins only gained $1 on the rapids egypt game) using my survey money on my tremendous card, just $5 left on it out of $30, this brings my lost to like $75 dollars today, which feels so bad, I worked so hard today and 2 days ago for this money and now it's gone, I hate myself so much and I feel like just ending it.


I only tried to help, I wanted to help my family and now it's all ruined. At least my 2nd eldest sister was able to pay for the hotel at least.

Also, I lost my 3 musketeers to the road while thinking of my losses. I hate this world.
Thanks for reading. Please call 988 if you feel alone and stuff. Thank you.

Funny enough, my mom was talking to me and my bro in the car on the way to Publix. She was hoping that we're still not in a mess by the time of my April surgery, or something like that. I was like, I hope that too.

Then I lost almost all my money down to like $1 on that Fing le cowboy game, and I lost the 3 musketeers.

Thanks for reading. 
Go to hell hacksaw gaming.

Thanks again for everything, friends, family. Love you all, always.

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