Pussy Post-Op Appointment

So today I went to my first vulvoplasty post-op appointment. This appointment was originally meant for late September but we had to reschedule due to family technicalities.

Anyway, today was pretty slay!

I actually slept in a green stripe dress and dockers boys black dress pants to be prepared to go in the morning, expecting to go out in complete guy's clothes, I'd trade in the dress for a shirt in the morning, I was thinking. But had in the back of my mind the thought of going out full girly.

However, my mother gave me two choices when I greeted her upon waking.

She gave me the choice of wearing boy clothes or wearing a dress.

I thought about it, and ultimately went with a dress. She picked out my eldest sister's dress at first, which was speckled and pretty.

She pointed out that it looked similar to mines. I agreed.

I thanked her for the option, however I wanted to wear a dress of my own.

So my mom and I go into my room and we pick out dresses. My mom ultimately picked out one of my floral dresses for me, it was pretty. She alsl got some back leggings for me, but I lost them but luckily I found a duplicate pair. 

The outfit was gorgeous, I thanked my mom for all her help.

Then later my Target order arrived, some groceries and my Girly green bow.

P.s. I did my makeup in the car.

My mom suggested eyelash contouring earlier before we left, actually.

Anyway,

In the car, my mom liked my bow but thought that it didn't match with what I had on.

I was thinking the same thing, and I was like, if I put black buttons on it it'll match. My mom agreed. My mom also suggested I trade with my 2nd eldest sister since she had a black bow.

I kindly declined. I think my mom warmed up to the clashing bow eventually, since she agreed that I have to have something green.

Also, my mom and I went to the 7-11 women's bathroom, that was cool, we did the same at the women's bathroom at the hospital. Although, I went to the McDonaldz women's restroom solo.

[I withdrew $200 out of $288 for the trip to Tampa today. Luckily selling my Sony ZV-1F camera came in handy].

Anyway, at the hospital my 2nd eldest sister, eldest brother and my mother accompany me on my journey.

Eventually the nurse checks my blood pressure, I was a bit elevated due to McDonaldz frapé coffee intake.

After that, a doctor under the training of Weinstein comes in and talks to us.

Then Dr Weinstein comes in.

I'm instructed to change into a gown, so I do just that with the help from my mom.

As promised, my mom and sister got to see my new pussy, and I told my brother that he can see it too. Although I didn't actually know that my brother saw it until after the appointment and we were in the car, lol, he liked it.

My sister then mom say my pussy, and they complimented me on the natural look, so that was reassuring to me.

When Dr. Weinstein returned, she examined me carefully. My vagina felt weird when she opened it, lol. It felt like something numb going inside of me.

Anyway, she prescribed me with some medicine for my vagina to help with the healing.

My mom tells Weinstein about how I have a large following on social media and how I've been posting about her. 

I then blushed and smiled.

Weinstein was very flattered that I was promoting her.

My mom pointed out how I wasn't talking due to shyness/embarrassment.

I then fan girl all over Weinstein, telling her how amazing her surgeries are and how there isn't much reviews out there about her, but there should.

Weinstein was again flattered.

Also, my mom noticed my bleeding, so she asked the doctors for a pad for me. The doctor working under Weinstein returns later with a new pad for me.

She explained that they didn't carry pads, but they had this medical pad. I explained that it was perfect and I've used those previously.

Anyway, it was a fun trip!

Not so fun was how on the way back I ran up my Pulz casino redemption of $27 all the way up to $80, then withdrew the balance, then canceled because I wanted to make just a little more money to redeem in actual money and not just DoorDash credit.

Then I ended up losing all the $80, I felt guilty so I wanted to make it back, so I go into the $88 dollars remaining from my $288 eBay sale from selling my Sony ZV-1F camera to make it to my appointment.

I make a $50 purchase on Playfame in hopes of making $75 to withdraw, however I lost it all. So I go back to my card and use my last $30 to make a purchase at Megabonanza, and that ended up horrible as well and I just really wanted to kill myself right then and there, while shipping at Publix.

Good thing my 2nd eldest sis was with me at Puplix, because I was in so much depression and desperation that it was hard for me to concentrate. She had to remind me what to get from the store.

Also, my prescription wasn't available at Publix at the time, it'll come in at noon, the tech said.

Anyway, I really didn't want to tap into my camera sale to gamble with, yet I did and lost $80 from the $288, so then I became depressed and suicidal.

Please call 988 if you are experiencing depression and suicidal thoughts.

Anyway, we get back home and I talk to my mom and brother about my depression and my financial failure and how I can't even pay the rent.

They talk to me for like an hour and it cheered me up.

Also, I asked Doctor W about HRT, she said that I can take it now, so I took it a little bit ago.

Thanks!