Vulvoplasty went Successfully

On the phone, I told my Mommy that I have cramps, she told me that they could get something for me. I then told her that it feels llike I have a period, she told me "Welcome to the Club" (: 

The first self pic of me post op is below.

I woke up in the afternoon of September 18th and felt like a transformed woman.

The vulvoplasty went successfully! I now officially have a pussy! I'm so happy, truly! Thank you so much for supporting me in this journey!

Also, I told the nurse just now, "thank you for your support"

she replied, "what ever it takes to make you fabulous ♡"

I smiled (:

Also, I swear K-Pop demon hunter is keep playing in the hospital, first it played a song that sounded like Golden Born to Be, from the nurse's phone when she was helping a couple of patients get to the right elevator which I followed as well cause I needed to get to the same place.

Also, it seems like it played "Born to be" a few hours after my surgery and I cried out of my right eye a little. It could have been an entirely different song, but it had the same effect on me, lol.

Also, the same day of my surgery, my bro visited me to stay the night with me.

My 2nd eldest sis was on my bro's phone and I told her that I'm on my period. She then told me that she was on her period as well. I found that just so beautiful to know.

I'm just so happy that I finally have girly anatomy! Maybe I can finally use the ladies room as my mommy suggested months ago, i I  now feel more confident to take her offer and do so.

My mom and brother actually accompanied me here before the surgery. My mom and bro had to head back home real quick while I was in surgery.

After surgery, my mom, elder brother and elder sister called me and were super happy to hear my voice, and I gave them information on how I was feeling, I felt like I was on my period. (:

My mom also told me that she told my daddy that I had surgery. She didn't tell him which type of surgery though, which is cool because now I can call him to say that I have a vagina now! (:

He did call at around 11:09 pm, which I missed unfortunately due to me sleeping.

11:09 is such a coincidence, because it was on channel 109 which was airing National Geographic, and my eldest sister was watching the documentary series Taboo one night, the episode of guys in Tokyo dressing as cute girls.

That actually gave me the initiative to act upon my feelings, so after seeing that I began to experiment with wearing pantyhose, which later evolved into something much more, I felt like I was at home looking like a girl, 

so I wanted to further pursue that. That was when I was 12, I'm 25 now, and I feel like I've finally achieved that goal for the most part, the goal of being a girl.

So I thank you everyone for your support and love in helping me accomplish this. LoL, it's emotional typing this, I'm so happy. 

I always thought that I'll accomplish something amazing by 25, and I believe that this is it.

Thank you so much, from my heart, I thank you so super much!

I'll share this section with my mom, the ne finally becoming me section.

Also, when my brother came back to stay with me, I thanked him for his support.

At some point, I also told him that I was giving birth. That's because I had my knees up in a birthing position because of the pain.

Speaking of birth, I heard a lot of "Happy Birthday" after my surgery. It was directed at other patients, but I felt it spiritually, yes indeed it feels like a 2nd birthday to me, a rebirth, sort of say.

Also, coincidentally, before I left for surgery I was thinking of bringing a FInal Fantasy 7 Aerith dress to wear for post-op, I didn't bring that dress in the end, however there was a tech that helped me transfer to another bed after my surgery and his name was Zack, which is another Final Fantasy character, Aerith's boyfriend, so that was fascinating.

Anyway, it feels so good to be a girl, finally!!

Thanks for reading!

Always stay true to yourself and your goals.

Sincerely, Alan Hanley.

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