Disgusting loss of money.

I've lost $40 something, which turned to $120, which then snowballed into $420. I super hate myself! Why the heck did I have to cancel my social casino redemptions?! I was so close to earning enough for my surgery!!! Well, I still had like $1000 to go, but now I have $1400 to go! This is ridiculous! I hate you Spree, Stackr Casino, Ace Casino and Baba Casino! You can all go to hell you dirty greedy dusty companies!!!!

I just tried to earn enough for surgery, and now my plans are absolutely ruined, shame on you for manipulating an autistic transfeminine lady out of all her money!!!!

To hell with you all!!!!

And I hate myself too!

It's like 4:24am in the morning, and I've accomplished nothing but sleep deprivation, stress and ruined dreams!!!!!

I hate this universe!!!!!!!!!!
Also, I kinda burnt my food, because it was in the oven for too long because of this stress!
I talked to my mom about the cost of my surgery and stuff and the stress and stuff and we had a good talk.

I then go up stairs and try my best to recover from my losses, but I get into even more losses, then my eldest sister checks on me, which I appreciate, and she asked about my thing in the oven.

I go check, and yes my dinner is now burnt.

I hate my life, I don't even get enough sleep, it is now 4:46am and I have a telehealth appointment at 8am.

Message sent to Baba Casino:

Hi, my name is Alan, I'm 25 and a Her, and I just lost my redemption of $302 dollars. I tried to make more money, but now I just feel so sad, I needed that money for my surgery appointment and I absolutely ruined it! I really wish that canceling redemptions weren't an option. I'm 302 steps backwards now.

Thanks for reading, I just needed to write about it.

Thanks for reading.

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