Finally Facial Feminization Surgery

4:26pm est. 5/6/2025

7:21pm

Foil Cap top, Jaw Bra bottom

I finally got the Facial Feminization Surgery, the war against my face is finally over, now there's only peace and hope on the horizon.

I started crying when thanking my mother and brother for everything.

When my brother showed me a picture of my post-op self for the first time on , I made it kind of out of focus so it was just a white-bue blur ( update 11:06pm nurse asked if I'm doing okay, I told her like, yes thank you.).

I was greatful for his photo, but I blurred it because wanted to film my reaction, so that's what I sid in frontal mode, my first word when I saw my reborn face was 

"Oh my God!". My mom said its "Really Pretty" I replied, "oh Yeah".

At one point I was said, "i look like princes" my mom agreed.

There were so, so many tears of pure gender affirming joy.

Also, moments before the surgery and after the surgery, the nurses called me "Ms. Hanley" that really meant a lot to me. Also, post op when I was moved into a new room, the nurse asked me something like, if I prefer "Alan, or do you have a new name?". I was l like, "Alan". She understood l.

Later, when the nurse helped me use the bathroom, I saw my face in the mirror for v the first time, my words were "Oh wow!". And the nurse was like, I know it's a lot. I was like, "Thank you so much". She was like, that's what we're here for, or something like that. Or maybe she said that earlier when she helped me with the bathroom pre-op FFS?.

Anyway, I woke at around 12:03am while still working on my blog after the nurse woke me for vitals. He told me that my temperature was "100". And you know, maybe that's a sign that my face is now 100% complete.

Thank you so super much family, friends, psychs, doctors and nures for everything! 

I love you all so much! P.s, my left eye is filled with tears. Also, I can lick the sutures in my lower jaw, lol

Anyway, thanks a lot for reading!

Beautifully and sincerely, Alan.