Orchi Surgery Melody

Decembery 2ndly, So, I had the orchiectomy scheduled successfully, it'll all happen in less than a weekly. I was scared at first because it was 6pm, the arranged call time, and no call.

So, I called the hospital myself, and then the autobot said that it was closed, so I left a voice mail with my info.

Then a few minutes or so later, the phone rings with the nurse. She was so friendly and informed me about the surgery very peacefully.

Understandably, I was elated to the fact that my orchiectomy surgery was scheduled successfully, and the nurse lady over the phone can probably see my glee through the tele.

I was so excited that I'll finally become more girly, and this time permanently. 

What was fantasy is now reality, I can now finally become the lady I've always wanted to be.

I already know that looks are soley skin deep, however, for me finally having the opportunity to see more of my femme inside on the outside is truly a blessing. 

Finally, becoming more of the woman I always wanted to be. Always was feminine anyway, but it was hard for society to see. The binary system just wants to see males like me masculine.

Yet, that thinking has led to my body questioning, stressing, hurting and self-depressing messaging.

Can't you see that being who I want to truly be is freeing and life changing, not devastating.

And in case you're misrememberimg, we the people are all human, rightful for happy living.

Side note, I had a series of dreams earlier today, pounds of turkey with cinnamon, I was scared because I thought I had to eat the turky in the metal rectangular drum, but fortunately for me, I only had to eat a plate of one. Put away, the rest of the turkey.

But, my last dream was the most wild. A medic, a trans woman of African decent was denied a fair opportunity in the professional industry.

So she created a new groundbreaking law that allowed her and those alike to be treated alright and access equal work rights.

And that for me, was truly inspiring. Even though I wasn't currently in as high a position as her, at least she created the foundation for others to also become a respectable and powerful leader.