Mommy Dreamy

Mother's day is so painful when your mom just passed away 4 weeks ago. Walmart and Publix was so crowded last night due to last moment mother's day shopping. At Walmart a lady told us (my brother, 2nd younger sis & I ) "Happy mother's day". 

So I thanked her because that was nice of her, even though it hurt knowing that this is my first Mother's day without my Mommy.

However I feel that Mommy visted my dream today.

She hugged me and that hug felf so real, I asked "I thought you died?" 

She said "I didn't want it to end that way, so I pulled out my (breathing) tubes. I have a few more days left to live".

So together we spent our precious few days, we sorted out clothes in the closet (I think I saw my prehistoric looking dress), we went to places and I think we were also documenting everything. It was so beautiful, and that hug felt like a proper goodbye. 

Thank you Mommy, and Happy mothers day.