My 6 year old Instagram Account Died

My 6 year old Instagram Account Died today. I'm so sad, and I feel like ending it.

It wasn't only an instagram, it was my journal, blog, companion and sanctuary, I really miss Instagram @MintCoaTea, she's dead now.

It didn't matter that she had 28.3K followers and 20,000,000+ views, it was much, much more than that.

It sickens me so much that she's gone.

I didn't even do anything wrong, I was doing what the others were doing for the most part.

I blame that guy, the guy who DMed me wanting to do a sexy video call again. The same one that I did a few months back for $10, he was willing to do it for $20 now, and he donated $15 on the GoFundMe for the broken roof. He also said that I looked thiccer, which he liked. [When updating this part, I got a CashApp notification reminding me of a partial loan re-payment of $20.42 scheduled for tomorrow. I thought the $40 from the guy pulled through. I don't even think anything matters anyway anymore.].

I was okay with another video call, so I offered $50. He talked me down to $40, and I sent him my CashApp $agoPalm as a reminder.

He went to smoke a blunt in the meantime while I waited. I sent him a sexy snap of my pantyhose legs in the meantime, he said that they were sexy. I was like, Aw, thxxx.
[I just realized that this looks like the same pornhub wallpaper I have on my account..].
[Also, I thought I heard someone call my name, so I turned off the bathroom lights and fan so I can hear better, but the light switch shocked/burned my left middle finger.].

Then I waited even more, then I took a shower, thinking to myself, I'm not a porn star, I am a human, then the Dr. Who Doctor telling me how it isn't so.

Then I thought of more Doctor Who, and how his companions are keep turning into weird stuff, because I remembered that comment on YouTube after that lady turned into a robot in the library.

Then after my shower I came to see that my Instagram was suspended and I was totally crushed.

Hmm, I wonder if it's retaliation after I posted my last public post earlier today, of me talking about how my application to Facebook and Instagram Breakthrough Program was rejected, and I was like, I have 20,000,000+ views and not a dime, what more does it take?

So, after reading that I was rejected, I repeated the word, exterminate, exterminate, exterminate, just like Dalek Clara.

They took that as a threat? No,

I guess they didn't like being exposed like that, exposed about the truth of how they treat their creators as worthless trash, so yes they were embarrassed I guess.

Like, shoot, this account took me 6 years to build, over 1900 posts and 6 years of my personal life, and I don't feel like living another 6 years to build another one.

Although, I'd definitely miss my E-Friends.

After seeing that my account was suspended, I felt so upset and sickened at my reality, like Clara realising that she is now a Dalek, that's what I was keep thinking of today actually after I saw that clip yesterday, that and Non-Binary Rose.

I need to dream of another Reality, just like Clara.

I mean, this is so sad. But, I guess I can't end things just now. I guess.

I even uninstalled TikTok [Restaurant Apps & Facebook as well] to make more space on my phone for the video call.

But now I've Re-Installed TikTok, although I was initially typing in Instagram on Google Play, by mistake.

All I tried to do was support my family, and now I'm being punished brutally.

I feel like dying, dying in this locked bathroom in the tub right now, but I can't just simply die, I need to keep fighting.

People die, Cyborgs die, Robots die, Accounts die; yet I'm still alive for a reason right now, something isn't right. 

Maybe there's still something I need to complete, a mission that must be accomplished.

Well, I sent an appeals after multiple verification errors and waiting.
I feel so framed and rejected, just like Ahsoka on the last episode of the Clone Wars.

I want to give up, go to sleep, not wake up, but I can't, I just can't. I need to keep fighting.

Please call 988, if you feel depressed.

Thank you for reading.

Update, so the account info I downloaded was a total waste. Out of like 1900+ posts, only like 1 photo was saved, my profile photo.
I Hate You Meta, You will Die with MintCoaTea. I'm Taking You With Me.

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