I lost hundreds + Fiber Update

I received my chime deposit today for anout $136. That repaid my loans, so then I took out the loans again to try and make more money. I spent $69.99 at SpinBlitz worked it up to around mid $100, lost it all.

I also spent $49 at Megabonanza, I worked it up to $207 something, then lost it all.

I feel like ending it all, but I'm a bit optimistic because my fiber internet is finally being installed today as I speak, yay.

My mom also helped me to clean up my bedroom a bit just in time for the installation.

Thanks for reading.