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I still haven't gone to sleep since yesterday and my mind is driving me crazy. I've lost hundreds of dollars to gambling already, I've been loss chasing all day and night. I've lost $376 more on Crowncoinscasino just now. I'm numb to the pain because there's nothing to feel anymore. Please call 988 if you're in need of help. Thank you for reading.

11/30/2025, 6:28 - 6:29pm EST was when the event occurred, I was a passenger in the car with my 2nd eldest sister beside me. My mom was driving the car, when I called back a call. The lady on the phone was a researcher for a survey I was attending soon. She wanted to clarify some information with me. On their record they have me as Male, but today I listed my gender as Female in the NDA. So, I was like, yes that's correct. She's like what's correct, listed as Male? And I was like no, I identity as Female.. I then blushed with embarrassment and I was worried about her reaction. However, she was very understanding and she was like "It's okay, that's all I needed to know", as I thanked her greatly for her understanding. It was a mix of embarrassment and awesomeness. Thanks for reading!

Thanks again McLuck or McUnluck, I should say. My money has been slain, yet again. It's a shame, all I wanted was to gamble to chase my losses and hit some jackpots so I can get a boob job. Anyway, thanks for reading.

I noticed while on the potty, I saw that the mound above my kitty was a bit more puffy than usual and had a visible asymmetrical bubble. I think I went too hard on the play with my puzzy earlier today. I feel horrible, I may have hurt kitty, who is also me, I feel so sore. Oh the misery. Thanks for reading ):

I lost $20 at Clubs Poker. I feel for their free spins offer on that peagusus game, 20 free spins included with the package. I only won $0.20 would of the $0.25 x20 spins, rip off. I brought the offer after I scored a deal at Fortune Coins, $130 gave me like $290 of sweepstakes coins. Like a fresh brain, I've cashed out my gains, like a rotten brain, I didn't cash out my last gains. I think I ended up making like $380, but due to not cashing out some and canceling my other cash outs to cash my losses, my take away was like $133, so after hours of play I netted $3 dollars. I feel so hurt. Edit, I looked again, I cashed out $130.68, so my net was $0.68, och. Thanks for reading! Also, my mom found my Photo ID earlier, so I thanked her. Apparently it survived the wash and stuff, that's amazing. Also, I put on my equate depends on backwards, only noticed the 2nd time I went to use the restroom, lol. Thanks for reading! Again!

So I stayed up, gambled and played with my body again for content and for personal pleasure, and you know what, I had a blast!  I had out of the shower, then I took a shower and played again, and again when I was done, but mainly with my boobs since I just bathed, but I still got wet though.  I've made some discoveries when filming an hour ago or so, the lily pad felling thing in the back of my vag turned out to be some backend labia, I think.  Before I think it was compressed or something, and much more numb so I couldn't really make it out with touch when I used to shower and guess what that small area in the back of my vag could be, healing skin, I thought. Anyway, you learn something new everyday, and I think it could just be some healing skin, but I definitely felt some labia tonight, well, today since it was this morning. Also, my fingers went pretty deeply in my kitty, it was so beautiful and cool! There was definitely stinging after the play and the orgasmic organ...

At long last, I was able to pay off the about $118 I had with Instacart via Klarna. All while listening to AmaLee Hazbin Hotel covers, love it! Thanks for reading!

I'm still awake at 11:51am. I played with my boobies and puzzy in the shower and it was like a watery paradise, like OMG so good!!!! Definitely worth the pain, and slight pins and needles (those are new), yep it's definitely worth it! I actually almost feel a some minutes ago after my shower due to my sheer exhaustion. Anyway, thanks for reading!

After my Clubs Poker money came in I brought a $200 pack of SC at Ace Casino which granted me $300 worth of tokens. I ended up cashing out at $287, so I profited $87, very risky, but I'm glad I pulled it off and did most of it while on the toilet, lol. Thanks for reading! P.S, I still haven't slept.

I lost my free $12 when I tried to make more money on McLuck. I then canceled my redemption for $101 dollars on Playfame in hopes of making more money, I lost that all to about a dollar and made it back to $104, then lost that to $20 then eventually made about $50 back and cashed out at $76. What a cycle. At least I was still up when Clubs Poker customer service wrote me about my account and I was able to get that verified to receive my $1,195 today! Yay! Also, I was able to get a new OnlyPlans subscriber who's interested in my puzzy, double yay for me! Thanks for reading!

After loosing $187 thanks to Discover reversing my provisional credit after I was scammed out of my last Walmart paycheck due to rolling richers, I contacted Discover and through several agents.  The last agent guy, he was apologetic about the outcome, I told him, it's okay I'll get justice. I then played hard on the $480 I had from Clubs Poker, eventually playing a Banana game from hacksaw landing 4 free spin symbols on a $0.80 cent spin. My free spins were pretty weak until the last round after I said "come on, trans girls want it big!".  And I ended up getting like mid $700 something, so I cashed out at $1,195. Thanks Discover, now I have more money than before!  I sang AmaLee's remix Hazbin Hotel cover of Every Demon There's a Rainbow after that win (: Thanks for reading!

I hate Discover. I lost my Walmart paycheck a while back due to getting scammed on the online casino rollingriches, so Discover worked with me and got my money back, but now they decided to take it back from me, the whole $184.97, I hate them.

I brought chips at 711. There was supposed to be $1 off for members, I entered my number and it was still $4.99. My chime card got declined, there was a line, so I handled her a $5 dollar note instead and the exchange was completed after receiving a bag. I said no thanks for the bag but it was a misunderstanding so I received a bag to which I was glad because I really did need one after all. I told the lady happy thanksgiving. Thanks for reading.

After the losses at the online casino McLuck, I went to Clubs Poker, another online casino and I canceled my $460 redemption request in hopes to make more money. Well, you know how it goes, my money ranked to like $340 something, so I stayed up for hours getting it back, and I cashed out at $480. I actually made it to around $515, but I played it down to $460 then managed to get it back to $480, that way there could be at least some improvement from the original redemption. The loss cycle started with loosing $20 from Fortune Coins, Then $100 from megabonanza, then buying a $249 coin pack from clubs Poker and redeeming $460, then me getting a $74.99 pack from McLuck to make more money. It was just pretty messy in the end. Thanks for reading!

Thanks a lot, McLuck, I lost $74.99, and my sleep. I began playing at 5:03am, lost it all by 7:57am.  And earlier, the night of the 26th, I've lost like $100 on Megabonanza. I so, so hate this. I'm just trying to earn enough money to pay my bills and stuff, this is so hard. Anyway, hopefully prosperity would bestow upon you and me. Thanks for reading, truly!

Every dollar counts when saving for nose and boob surgery, plus paying off debt from my previous 4 surgeries, so I gambled my $221 and turned that into $303. That was risky on my part, but fun. Thanks for reading! I thought she was Bratz, not Barbie, maybe she's future me? Eye color's the same as me. Thanks for reading!

I had my rhinoplasty and bresst augmentation scheduled via the phone today, April 2nd is the date! It was a missed call, so I called back and introduced myself, I was like, I'm Alan. She was like, is this Alan? I was like, yes ♡ I'm Alan ♡ and then we discussed surgery logistics and stuff and I thanked her for her patience and help and wished her happy holidays. Also, January 22nd was the first date, but that was a bit busy so April 2nd was the keeper, that gives me more time to raise more money too! I'm so happy for rhinoplasty and boobies! I was actually just thinking of getting bigger boobs earlier today in the shower. Like, my boobs have gotten bigger naturally, but I'm nowhere near a B, so hopefully these implants would be right for me. Thanks for reading!!! #breastaugmentation #rhinoplasty

I played with my kitty kitty today, like it was the first time I've seen so much of it in more detail and like the first time I've like actually touched it so so much, I had a blast, literally! The time of play was around 11-26-2025, 12:37 today. I decided to play more intensely today to test things out. Because I got encouragement from my doctor last appointment because she asked if my klit was arougenous, and I was like, yes there's some sensation. However, that made me curious to try it out to the max today, like just how sensitive is it. It must be healed enough to really try it out now since the doctor asked that. So, with my kitty being more reafy, I felt safer to test her. I Shaved before I played so it was funner. The puzzy juice had a similar aroma to my penne actually, so that's sweet. Definitely more juice than my penne though. My kitty klitty was so pinky, like the pink hoe, I mean hue was so pretty. I think I also accidentally placed...

The Godiva was $3.97, the Water was $1.06. I used two different cards to pay, Discover and One Pay. Also, my mom got a cactus and I got to pick. The cacti, she was 3.99 e Thanks mother and brother!!!

I lost $42.50 on Spree in under  27 minutes, och.  I should of haven't played at the same casino that sent me to the mental hospital in April, lol. But, I guess I shouldn't chase losses by canceling and playing the redemptions I made at Ace. To loose $668 for losing $42 would be so painful, lol. I've done stuff like that before already. Anyway, thanks for reading!