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Cosplaying

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My older siblings and 2nd youngest sister and I were all cosplayed up for Walmart, it was super cute! My hair is straighter because I used a flat iron on it, the first time since getting puzzy surgery, actually, so that felt so fulfilling to me to finally get my hair straightened a bit more properly. I went as Aerith, I was going to go with the striped green dress I put on earlier, because it was enough. My mom suggested Aerith, I was like, I can go with what I have on now. She told me that it wasn't the spirit, this opportunity comes only once a year. I agreed with the Aerith fit, and I informed that I was actually thinking of wearing that ever. The thing was, it wasn't washed, so my mom washed the fit and I thanked her for it. Anyway, the outing, it was great! Also, earlier I brought my brother a cake, the first full sized cake I've brought since fully becoming a lady, almost, I still need...

I wore a leotard for the 1st time since SRS!

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This afternoon, like around mid 5pm, I wore a leotard for the first time since SRS! It was nice to finally have no bulge when wearing a leotard, like finally yes I have an actual puszy when wearing a bodysuity! Also, I played with my boobies and puzzy, because I was making X content for money, but hey, at least it was fun, despite my puzsy swelling severely, I had fun! Also, I squirted into a red cup.And I also squirted in the shower, I guess I drank too much water, lol. I squirted in the shower at around mid 6pm, it was cool, my doctor recommended it, so at least it is doctor backed. Also, after squirting in the cup and before squirting in the shower, I inserted a butt toy into my anus for the first time since SRS, it was totally awesome! I just wish it was a more conventional butt toy and not a liquid eyeliner container, lol. So, in the shower I gave my body a very nice rinse, especially since I had petroleum jelly all over me, ah the things I do for higher revenue. Anywa...

I won $67.09

I did some sportzino free play off of $0.75 and eventually made my way up to $50 then $67.09. Before the win, I thought to myself, please God let me make a redemption. And it looks like I was able to make a redemption, yay!  Just in time as well, the insurance people have been telling me to pay all day, so maybe I can pay in time. Like I told the lady on the phone earlier, "I get paid November 15th, I'll try to make the $57 somehow." The 57 was due by Friday ): 2 days.  Anyway, she actually did tell me that I could pay on the 15th, but that'll be the last day. So hopefully, I can pay a little sooner than later now. Thanks for reading!

I think my urethra is scared

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I finally accept that yes, my urethra is scarred, I can feel the scarring and scabs in my vag. [I shot from my Panasonic cam because my phone was dying] After using the bathroom at a gas station store, I noticed something disturbing. There was also a noticeable ring of blood in my equate depends panty. A ring?, that's my urethra bleeding, I thought. [I guess bending to dry the water on the toilet seat before I used it didn't help my situation] All this new damage probably happened after I played with my vaggy a few days ago, actually yesterday [the 28th] for X content, I don't think it was worth the money because now I destroyed part of my puzzy. Saddened, I've felt, but what made me feel better was the thought that I've made my puzzy even more designer, even more unique, and that made me feel happier, I even though of getting a tattoo! At least I know my limit, I'll probably take it easier. And now subscriber or potential monetary benefit is worth y...

New tush

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I accidentally hit my left elbow with the buckle, then my mom sympathied with me. Then she asked, so how is life with your new tush? I was like, oh it's good (: My brother came back, he got filled in on what mom said by mom. He was like, oh I thought you asked how's your new phone. My brother than asked me about how's it been since the surgery, I was like, oh it's good (: Thanks for reading! #SRS #TransGirl

Wendy's Interview that never was

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So, the Wendy's interview was scheduled for today, my bro drove me there and the clerk she just gave me a slip to fill out. I feel so hurt, yet optimistic. This happened at around early 1pm est today. I brought myself a frosty with my little money to cheer myself upy. At least a nice lady complimented my sandals. "Those are pretty shoes, momma". Or something like that. She said that after I opened the door for her, then she returned the favor and opened the door for me, love it. Also, earlier my mom and I went shopping at Walmart and Publix and the local Publix. That was after my 711 interview. I guess today was pretty fun despite it's ups and downs. Thanks for reading.

Lost like $25 today

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I freaking hate this. I got $15 for free today via pulz and redeemed a Starbucks card, but then canceled that withdrawal in an attempt to make more money to pay for my insurance or something, but then I lost it all. Then I tried to buy $9.99 pack for $20 in tokens from Kickr, but my card kept declining then my tooth feel out. So then I brought a $10.49 pack from McLuck for $12 in tokens, worked that up to $21, then lost it all. [$0.09 cents left, freaking joke]. This really hurts because I've spent hours of work doing surveys and stuff to even make $10 dollars in the first place. I also received a missed call from Florida Blue, I called them back, nothing, they hung up. I hate this.  I literally have nothing left on my card now! [I had $10.60 half an hour ago which took me forever to get, I worked so hard for that crap, & now it is bloody $0.00! I'll be paid my due in bloody due time, I'll to the freaking Xtreme!]. I just ...

I lost my tooth

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I lost my tooth after suck1ng, lol

7-11 Job Interview

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The clerk I knew for long time, he said what can I do for you 'sir'? And then I went into super feminine voice "OH, I'm here for a 9am job interview". Then another clerk, she said, I'll be with you. I was like, thanks (: So far, I've been waiting for over half an hour, so sad ): I even arrived early. Also, I went to buy my mom a water in the meantime, but all my main cards decided to decline at the self-checkout so I was there for a while. I think the machine doesn't like One Pay cards, lol. I eventually got it to work by moving $5 from my one pay to my chime, then I used my chime card again. Also, speaking of money, I saw a FL Lotto lady when I first arrived, she smiled at me repeatedly, I did the same. She was instructing the 7-11 employee to change out the old tickets with the new scam tickets, lol. Anyway, Thanks for reading! Update! I was finally interviewed after writing about this stuff. The interv...

Puzzy Play

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So tonight I played with my Post-Op Puzzy, which probably wasn't the best idea since I had at least two months of healing left, but hey, I needed the content, the money and service to the fans. Anyway, I got wet, mucus from the back of my vag, I felt, lots of it. I took a shower afterwards and I tried off there was some literally bloody mucus on the towel, woah. I don't usually get that. It's funny, I didn't even play with puzzy roughly, just softly, I played with my boobies mostly. The left side of my vulva is where most of these problems are now, wetness and hurtness.  But hey, at least after my shower I found out that I don't have a bulge when wearing leggings, vulvoplasty for the win! Thanks for reading! P.s. after my shower I had to change my menstrual underwear after putting it on because my foot got in the middle, so I changed it out to be more sterile. [Update: more blood] ...

I started the car for the first time post-op!

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I started the Toyota Seinia for the first by myself since SRS! Mainly to charge my phone, it was on 5 percent, lol. Thanks for reading! P.S. we're parked at our old house that needs reno to be livable. Also, there's a mad amount of mosquitoes here, lol.

Wawa Women's Restroom Accidents

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The women's bathroom at Wawa had such a line. I used it, then my paper bundle of Estradiol and Ace Pain killer fell on the floor, by the toilet, so I had to pick it up. There was s lady in front of me when I opened the door, she was waiting, I smiled and said thanks for your patience, or something like that. I then went to the sink to wash my hands off and I put the med bundle on the counter to photograph it. Then the card I washed off fell on the floor as well in another area, by the sink. Then I brought a blueberry thingi for $1.49, I used the $1.11 left on my card and a bunch of coins to pay for it.