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I did my 8th injection, I was much slower with it than usual because I'm dead tired. After applying my bandage I noticed that I didn't even inject all the medicine, lol oh well. Also, earlier today I noticed dragon fly and butterfly stickers on a car and the car next to that car had a trans flag square sticker with a guy posing in the center, presumably Trans masculine, inspiring. Anyway, the shot was painful. Thanks for reading!

This late afternoon, I was talking to my mom in the car about ways to pay the rent that is due tomorrow. I was telling her that the Adult Entertainment studio pays $900 per day. She was like, who doesn't watch porn, but this is not what you want to be doing. Then we were discussing prostitution and porn and stuff, she was telling me that if I loved doing it than that's okay. Like, I just can't wait to lay on my back. So yeah, I was also talking about OnlyFans and stuff.  My mom's like, if you love doing it then that's ok,  "I'm Alan the Porn Girl"  [my 2nd eldest sister in the car and I laughed when mom said that.] Then mom's like, in fact I can put on a thing. But, if you're uncomfortable with it, you don't want to pollute your soul.  My brother came into the conversation as well after he came back from the store. That was a good discussion and I thanked her for it. I did feel sad though, because I know, I've already done a...

I used the Walmart Women's restroom for the first time for other than washing my hands, that's what I did like last week, my 2nd youngest sister and I went into the laddies room in Walmart briefly so that I can wash my hands, thanks for going in with me sis! Anyway, today was different, I went into the ladies room alone, and I used the toilet. It smelt like t0bāc00 in there and there was toilet paper all over the place, but I was happy that I finally gathered the courage to use it and no one was mean to me. When I walked out, there was a lady in her 60-70s waiting for the stall to open, we locked eyes and I nodded my head after we both smiled. Then when I exited, my 2nd eldest sister and my brother was there on the outside. I thanked them for their patience, I think. Anyway, it was a good day. Thanks for reading! #transgirl #srs #emo

I did my 7th injection of that anti blood clot stuff, y'all know it was painful!  Also, earlier I ordered instacart after respondent.io gave me like $56 after I did some surveys a week ago, it came in time because I was feeling suicidal after not getting approval for any loans. [Please reach out to 988 if you're feeling suicidal as well. Thank you.] Also, It's funny, I finally received the money enough for my appointment, but I sacrificed it for dinner for my family. I feel I've made the right choice, though painful, it was the right choice. Probably this was the first time that I ordered instacart with a Pussy, Publix and Dollar Family. Earlier, earlier today, I sold my camera via eBay, my one and only Sony ZV-1F. Camera Grief 📷🥲💔 I just sold off my Favorite  and only Sony Camera 📷  at a -$310 dollar loss 📉  But, I'm still grateful ♥︎$600 dollar Camera 📷  $290 sale ): It was a selling of desperation  and depression. I'll get the money in 6 days. Than...

It kinda hurt less when injecting when I said what the nurse would say when she would inject me 'Little pinch".  It did hurt afterwards though, lol. Thanks for reading!

My mom suggested I change my shirt, then she said dress. She was concerned about the cleanliness of my blue dress since I wore it earlier, she wanted my bottom clean because of my recent surgery. I then change into a black red mouse top to wear with a yellow dress. Before I put on the yellow dress,  she liked the top, but brought up the excellent point that it was pajamas. She suggested and folded one of my beautiful floral dresses, so then I complimented her beautiful suggested and I pulled out a red long sleeve top to wear underneath, since it's cold at Walmart. It's funny, cause I was actually thinking of putting on that red burgundy top before the mouse top, but I thought it was too powerful because it was one of my more earlier women's clothes I've brought for myself in 2020 when I was starting my experimental HRT.  But wearing it now, it's perfect because it symbolizes my massive stride in where I am at now. Thanks so much for the dress...

These aren't getting easier, lol.

These aren't getting any less painful. #srs #transgirl #enoxaparin 

Probably wasn't the best idea to walk a mile on my own to the mail box, but it's USPS' and Walmart's fault for not leaving the pack of razors at my door, lol. So, I walked and my vagina hurts like Hella, I checked the mail and got a key to another mailbox I bend on my knees and get a box from Walmart and a package from AARP saying Alana on the address line, probably a sign. I go back home and my vagina is in flames and in pain but at least the sky stopped too much rain. Thanks for reading!

I was so emotional drawing the cat girl me, she looked like such a happy cheerleader!