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My bro and I went inside Aldi for the first time, it was fun. We combined our money to buy grocery, he got the water, I got the chicken. Soon upon entry into Aldi a lady raised her eyebrows when she saw me, that was funny. Anyway, the trip was super! Thanks for reading! (:

My 2nd eldest sister and mom brought some Ado tickets for us some months ago and today was finally time for the show! The show was absolutely epic and inspiring! (I thought to myself if the screen lights turn green then I'm getting my vaginoplasty, then I saw some people light their lights green and then the bottom stage lights turned aquamarine green, and that to me was a sign that I will get the surgery.) Towards the end of the show my mom tapped me and said something like, "She's living your life, but don't give up". And that to me was so beautiful, thanks mommy! The show was a beautiful Gothic Technical masterpiece! Also, I saw a lot of trans people here, and that made me feel warm, then when I was thinking of how many trans people where here, I saw a lady with rainbow socks and arm sleeves, so that was really cool! I thanked my sister and mom for the concert! This was epic!

First time going out wearing ear buds. I brought these with me as a last minute thing. I couldn't find my headphones as originally planned, so I just brought my Tagry A12 ear buds. I tried to put my left ear bud on my right side cause I got confused. But I finally figured it out, but when I did it played the sound at max volume on tev lo habits stay high, and that really did it in for my right ear. Ironically I brought these with me to avoid ear damage just in case the Kia center Ado concert was too loud for me since I have sound sensitivities. Anyway, my right ear is done for, for now, lol. Thanks for reading!

I put on Dove deodorant, the first time I put on deodorant in general for a long while and the first time I've tried this Dove deodorant.  The deodorant felt good. My 2nd eldest sister brought tickets for us to go see Ado at the Kia center, so that's pretty cool. My mom brought the rest of them, so about an even split. That was a a little while ago, it felt like forever till the show, but it's finally here! Speaking of split, I gave $20 to my bro and he used his $20 to make $40 so that we can fill up on gas for the show.  I kinda got sad in the car while my bro went to get the gas, cause we're in a bad financial situation ever since farther got fired. I sang to my self, "I hate being pooorrrrrr". Anyway, perhaps the show would cheer me up (: let's go Adoooo!

The seal of the 90 day supply of Estradiol has been broken and the grand bottle is now in use! Thanks for viewing!

My brother and a couple of my younger sibs dropped me off at Walmart so I can use the bathroom real quick. It was fun being in Walmart solo, it was cool, yo. My dress ate, I do believe. Thanks for reading!

Letting a camo dress dry a little more on a hanger. My mom put it in the dryer. I probably took it out too early, so I'm drying it on a hanger along with a couple of leggings. It might be the first time I put a dress on a hanger to dry, huh. Btw, I brought stevia today because my dress sleeves felt a bit tight and I thought that I should try to loose a bit more weight. However, earlier today my 2nd youngest sister complimented my dress and later on my mom washed my clothes for me. [Drawing typically makes me feel better, so I drew a couple of times today, even if it's not a good drawing at least it's something constructive and creative] So, those things cheered me up today and I think I'll wait a bit longer till trying the stevia again, especially since I ended up in the hospital after overusing it and getting too excessive with the weight loss. Anyway, maybe I should wait till August or something, I don't ...

The interview at Piesanoes went ok. The staff were friendly. The front desk clerk greeted me and I told her that I'm here for a job interview so she got the manger for me. The manager and I shook hands. He had butterfly tattoos on his arm which was pretty inspiring, especially since I saw a butterfly sticker on a car on the way there and earlier a butterfly shaped stain on my leggings just when I thought to myself, "life has no meaning" but that butterfly on my leggings cheered me up. Anyway, the manger brought over the Restaurant Manger (RM) since I had applied for the pizza maker position. The RM said that my resume was artsy, as he viewed my resume on his beautiful lime green iPhone. I thanked him. I also mentioned my passion for food and bread making experience and other work experience. He informed me that my lack of restaurant experience concerns him. But others with no experience were pleasent surprises in the end. He had more interviews to do this week...

I got my 90 days Estradiol supply, it was only $41.23, which is still pricy, but okay for extinct health insurance. Thanks for reading!

I had a conversation with my mom just now so profound that I  no longer felt like ordering bandages for myself for a potential future inquiry. Later in the conversation she was saying that there's probably some things y'all can't tell me until this whole thing (the divorce) is over. I was like, yeah, it's not good, [after I explained that there's stuff I still haven't told her,]. She was like, I know some things were probably done for survival and I'm sorry that y'al had to experience that. But, you are not ab mm (I stopped  writing at this point cause I fell asleep with my phone light on, which scared my brother later on, he screamed because he thought I stopped breathing. I reassured him that I was okay and he explained what he thought happened. We then exchanged I love yous). Anyway, back to the main story. My mom said to me a little before the am of 3, y'all had to experience stuff that put you into doing things for survival and I...

It is so beautiful, my 2nd eldest sister wore my black dress today. It is like we've gone full circle. I used to wear her clothes, now she's wearing mines. I think it's the same dress I wore in my music video "Gothic Transgenic Goddess". I love it! Thanks for reading! 🖤

I happily paid for groceries for me family. My younger sibs, eldest brother and I  were excited to see the that the final fantasy magic the gathering cards were finally available at Walmart, so I excitedly agreed to add that to the cart as well. I felt so happy to get the booster pack for my 2nd youngest sister. I gave my bro my funds to go check out to use the restroom. When I returned I was singing "every little pony smile". Then my 2nd youngest sister revealed that she got me a Bulbasaur Hershey, it was on the same bag as the ff cards. That was super touching and I super thanked her! Bulba is my favorite poke! Thank you for reading, truly!

Today at the pool party my 2nd eldest sister V said I look pretty today. That felt so awesome, yay! Thx!