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So I had a little accident, that's what I told my brother when he question me about why I'm buying bandages.  Anyway, said accident happened earlier to my crotch area because I couldn't stop thinking of all the money I lost yesterday ($600) and one thing lead to another and I got accidentally injured over being too aggressive on myself.  Anyway, I made a makeshift bandaid with Target tape and Medical cotton from Amazon, supplies I had on hand earlier.  I'm happy that I finally got real bandaids, no I'm unstoppable. We did a split payment when we paid for the groceries. I used the last $2.84 on my Discover card, and he used his card for the $6 something. The bandaids were like $1.99, he didn't want me to pay for it, but I paid for it anyway and told him that it's an investment.  Thanks for reading!!!!

I was feeling a bit too hard on myself about lossing $600+ dollars yesterday and kinda got aggressive and ended up cutting the left side of my scrotum just a little bit. I fixed it up with medical cotten and tape because I don't have traditional bandages. Thanks for reading!

$7,000 dollar surgery bill, $600 in bank account, surgery in about 20 days.  What do you do? Don't do what I did, I tried to make more money by gambling and I lost about all of it. I also had about $1880, but I've given that to my family so we can survive.  My Walmart job was painful and they only paid me $188 in the end. I feel like I'm going insane. Funny thing is I had a thought of a parallel universe version of myself in this situation after they gambled all $600 dollars, and look at me now. Maybe that was a prediction, wow I hate my life, so much right now. Thanks for reading my loyal viewers, I love you all. I'll find a solution soon enough, it's not over yet.  Please get help if you're going through something similar, know you aren't alone. Thank you. #TransFeminine #TransGirl #TransFem #SRS #truestory 

I only received $188 from Walmart, I expeced at least $380 since I worked there for like 3 or 4 days and a half at 14 dollars an hour, 8 hours a day. I feel like they didn't even pay training. Plus, my post-scoliosis-surgery spine is still ruined from the cart pushing job.  It also just stings a bit more now that I'm completely blocked from the Walmart Work and WorkDay app, so now I can't even see what my payroll was going to be or anything else related to my job, lol. Plus the emotional baggage of having to leave this job for my health sake. On my last day when I asked if there was a less laborus job like a customer service position,  my manger told me that they only had front-end positions that required heavy lifting and pulling, this was the only job available so that's why she gave it to me. I apologized and let her know that I tried to push through my limitations, but it just because to painful. At least she understood. Resigning was hard, but I couldn...

Putting on Helmet for first time since FFS + Healthcare Cards finally arrived! It was strange putting on my motorcycle/kick scooter helmet back on for the first time since my facial feminization surgery. [Only thing worse than putting on the helmet was taking off the helmet, my poor healing scalp]. The anatomy of my head and face seemed so different than before when wearing the helmet. My chin seemed much smaller than before and stuff.  Also, I forgot how heavy the helmet is on my neck, so that was ouch! Then after putting on my helmet I went to check the mailboxes, and I had a feeling that my Healthcare card would be in the box, and I was correct in that GRS gut feeling! I was so happy to finally get my card for real for real! I was quick to enter the card info when I returned home. I messaged my surgeon team that I finally received the card and entered the information into the system. My mom was j...

My youngest sibling found my sony headphones, so I thanked them severely! I last held them since before my facial feminization surgery, so it's good to finally have them back!  Thanks so much!

This afternoon my mom was getting my 2nd eldest sister ready for her interview. My mom suggested to my sister that stockings would go well with her dress.  My sister didn't have any clean ones at the time, so my mom asked me if I had any stockings that my sister could borrow. I stood there and smiled, my mom asked me why I started smiling, my mom asked if it had a crotch. I was like, no and I explained that my sister doesn't usually borrow my clothes, then my sister said "sometimes I do".  So then I'm like, I used to borrow her (my sister') clothes. So then my mom said, so it's full circle. Then I was like yes, that's what I was thinking (: (Although I was also thinking of how my farther would make fun of me for wearing pantyhose and stuff.). So then I helped out my sister and got my bag of pantyhose. She asked me if I wore them, and I was like, they smell funny, just kidding (: (They were new, I opened the bag on the spot). Mor...

I brought a Hershey bar at Walmart, first time since I laid myself off earlier from that other Walmart today. My brother reminded me to get a Hershey for myself, so I thanked him.  [Publix parking lot. Also, earlier at Walmart I had to use the restroom, but the family room was locked so I opened up what I thought was the men's restroom, but then I saw the Walmart lady with the white bow inside there, so then I was like, wrong one. Then there were like two girls behind me. Then I went to the men's restroom. There was an announcement through the speaker celebrating everyone's work anniversary at Walmart, one person spent 25 years there. That made me feel bad and I said to myself in kid icuraus veridi voice  "what a waste of life". Lol, jealously. Anyway, we check out later and I saw an associate with a black hair bow this time. This is funny, because I wanted to wear a bow at Walmart as a worker, I never got the chance to. Maybe I can do it as a customer...

I entered the women's restroom at Wendy's after waiting for a long time at the men's restroom line. What really was the kicker was two guys added to the equation of waiting in line. So then I just went into the girl restroom, it was very validating! Thanks for reading!

Today I retired from my Walmart Cart Position due to health reasons. My spine simply cannot withstand the strain of pushing carts all day and night unfortunately. It was a good journey, but every story has to end. I've met plenty of friends and I felt accomplishment in my work which was healing for my soul. My brother accompanied me when we went into the associate portal. We met with my manager and I told her about how my back couldn't withstand the job and stuff. I told her that I had have an x-ray if she'll like to see. She didn't need to see it, she believed me. She escorted me out to another more private room with less people. My brother had to leave since he wasn't an associate. He apologized to my manager and I too apologized. The manger and I go into another room with only 2 other people. I was upset how my limitations ruined my first in-person job. I asked for other positions that were less straining, but my manger informed me that they only had ...

🦋 Pussy Surgery 🎵 Confirmed & Ready! I woke up today to see that I got a price estimate for my vaginoplasty, so that to me signaled that the surgery is confirmed and ready for the small price of just $7,020! Also, today and yesterday, I experienced bloody bowel stuff, so that's probably a period symbolically. Additionally, today is my parents anniversary, so that's a cool coincidencey. Thanks for reading! Edit: My mom and bro were in the car with me I told them that I got the estimate for my surgery. I said it was $7,020. I thought it was going to be $50,000. They were excited for me. My mom asked if it was $12,000. I clarified that it was $7,000, but it was $12,000 at first and they applied a $5,000 discount, so she was right. My brother and mother were happy for me, and that made me happy. Thanks again for reading!!!! #TransFeminine

Today my brother and 2nd youngest sister went to Walmart. I funded most of the trip today and we set out to find items for dinner. My brother surprised me with finding work gloves for $1.50. I thanked him a bunch, I was looking for gloves like those to push the carts and stuff. He thought it'll be good for my work. Although, there could be a possibility of me discontinuing the cart pushing job tomorrow, as the pain is just plain unbearable. However, the gloves would still be useful for other stuff, such as gardening. Also, earlier today whilst returning detergent at Publix, my wallet broke,  the snap pin of the wallet. That was the wallet my gave me. I told him about it and he offered to fix it and gave me some super neat suggestions and tips. I thanked him a bunch! Thanks for reading!!!